Songs by Jennifer
Page Two
My Last WishMy mind is whirlingMy spirit roaming I sit down and watch it all I feel a cold chill And then suddenly I fall On the ground I lie motionless Darkness is soon to swallow me My breath soon to leave me I look down and see blood on my chest I scream in fear (in fear of death to come) I will soon be no more (giving into the darkness) My last wish (my last wish) Is to say goodbye (goodbye love) I will miss you I will miss your sweet face (hold me as I die) I'm blinded by my fear My fear to go on I don't know If I'll be alright My time slowly ticks away Each minute, each second, a breath Leaves my lips My memories slowly fade I scream in fear (in fear of death to come) I will soon be no more (giving into the darkness) My last wish (my last wish) Is to say goodbye (goodbye love) I will miss you I will miss your sweet face (hold me as I die) Goodbye my love Goodbye The Darkness WithinI sit here alone and coldTrying so hard To keep from breaking down I keep thinking of your sweet face My fate is not yet determined Though I must journey on You haunt me in my dreams You're always in my mind (in my mind) I cry and cry Because of your death I hold the darkness within So t'will not unleash The darkness within Is unbearable It holds me down Holds me back from speaking Make me weak inside I'm screaming (crying out for the pain) I'm hurting for you (the pain builds up deep inside) I can't take this (no no can't take this pain) My eyes are cold My heart is grey I need you I need you here again (to take away all the hurt) I love you I miss you I miss the way you used to hold me When I was scared Come to me and say you're here Come to me and protect me from Myself This pain eats me up inside I'm screaming (crying out for the pain) I'm hurting for you (the pain builds up deep inside) I can't take this (no no can't take all this pain) Why can't you see? I need some time to myself This pain is too much I need to rebuild my life I need to look deep inside And hide I need to get away from it all I wish I could make it go away The darkness within me calls The darkness within me screams The darkness within me cries out For more pain (cries for more) |
My SuicideI lay on the groundScreaming, bleeding Crying out for the answer To my fate What is to become of me? What does the future hold for me? The darkness corrodes In my mind It lingers and lingers While its spiny fingers Point at my deception And hold death before me I shall not conform with them I shall not give in To its dark corruption The darkness calls my name (screaming for me) The darkness tries to seduce me (I shall never lose) Corruption, deception, and deceit All of it, lies The darkness is reaching out to me (you shall not have me!) I fight the craving I must not feed It's black flames Beyond the darkness I rise To kill what has left me Lies and deception The key to evil Corruption The key to hell We shall foresee What the future holds I do not care For what is to become We pay no heed To what has been forgotten Love and hate Holds the key to the answers Depression and compassion Holds the key to my suicide What is this life for? What the hell is the key To the answers? Love, lust, and passion Is the death of us all We have been forsaken The darkness calls my name (screaming for me) The darkness tries to seduce me (I shall never lose) Corruption, deception, and deceit All of it, lies The darkness is reaching out to me (you shall not have me!) We shall not lose this war We shall defeat the enemy And become the victor Kill the monster that lives within Kill the monster (die bitch die!) Kill the monster that lives within Kill the monster (you shall die!) I'm on the ground dying What is my fate? Is my fate to lay here and die? Is my fate to go on? NO! I will not give in! The darkness still calls But it will not win I will rise above And kill the beast within The darkness calls my name (screaming for me) The darkness tries to seduce me (I shall never lose) Corruption, deception, and deceit All of it, lies The darkness is reaching out to me (you shall not have me!) Is this the only key To my suicide? Depression and compassion Love and hate Lies and deception Lust and passion All of these Are the key To my suicide (my suicide) The key To my suicide (my suicide) To my suicide!! |
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