| TRUTH JUST A STORY OR A SUMMARY FROM ME. THIS IS IT AS I PERSAY.. DO SEE.. IT ALL STARTED INNOCENTLY ENOUGH OUR MARRIAGE HAD BEEN KINDA ROUGH. SO TO SPICE UP THE THE HUMBLE ABODE I TRIED TO TURN A MAN INTO A PRINCE FROM A TOAD. I CAN REMEMBER WHEN IT ALL BEGAN SOMETHING AT HOME WAS OBVIOUSLY MISSING I CAME TO CHAT TO BE CHARMED BY SOMEONE IT HELPED ME TO MY OWN HUSBAND SURCUMB INSTEAD OF ALWAYS TELLING HIM NO I WAS BEGINING TO TELL HIM..BABY LETS GO !! THEN I ENTICED HIM TO TRY THE SAME AND SO WE CONTINUED PLAYING THE HAPPLESS GAME. THINGS STARTED TO GET WAY OUT OF HAND WHEN HUBBY`S VP ROMANCES BEGAN HIS SHARING OF FANTASIES I DID NOT MIND WHAT HURT WAS HIS GIVING AWAY .. THE LOVE I WAS TRYING TO FIND. THOUGH I EXPLAINED TILL I WAS BLUE IN THE FACE HE CONTINUED HIS ROMANCES WITH A FERVID PACE AND NO MATTER HOW HARD I BEGGED AND I CRIED HE CONTINUED AND TOOK IT ALL IN STRIDE SO AFTER MY ENDURING A FEW MORE ENCOUNTERS OF HEARTBREAK A LESSON I THOUGHT HUBBY SHOULD UNDERTAKE. I FIGURED MAYBE EMPATHY HE WOULD SEE IF I STARTED TO GO STEADILY WITH SOMEBODY. OF COURSE LITTLE DID I FORSEE WHAT THE END RESULTS WOULD BE. A TRANSFERRENCE OF LOVE SUBSEQUENTLY TOOK PLACE THE LOVE THAT I WANTED TO BESTOWE UPON HIM I HAD DISPLACED I WASN`T LOOKING ..FOR AMOURE AT ALL BUT SOON `TWAS IN LOVE.. I REGRETABLY DID FALL. I TRULY FELT THE LOVE THAT WAS RADIATING FROM AFAR IT OPENED A HEART ONCE SECURELY LOCKED ,LEAVING IT AJAR MANY EMOTIONS CAME FLOODING OUT ALL THE PAIN ..THE HURTS THE MULTIPLE DOUBTS THE FEELINGS OF LOVE CAME FLOODING IN MY INNER TURMOILS WERE SOON TO BEGIN. THINKING THIS SITUATION THAT STARTED FROM SPITE WAS DONE IN HOPES THAT HUBBY WOULD SEE THE LIGHT. WELL FOLKS UNINTENTIONALLY....ALL MUST KNOW MY LOVE FOR THE MAN FROM AFAR IT ACTUALLY DID GROW. HOWEVER SOON I FELT AN ABUNDANT DISTANCE FROM HIM AND THE PAIN I EXPERIENCED MADE A NEW SCAR AGAIN THE TRUTH PERSAY AS I DO SEE IT NOW IS REALLY DIFFERENT AND` HERE`S HOW I AM NOT MADE OF ROCK OR OF STONE I CANNOT STAND BEING TOO LONG ALONE. THE GIFTS FROM THE MAN FROM AFAR I SHALL CHERISH AS LONG AS I`M STARR HOWEVER THE TRUTH MAY IT BE KNOWN ALL I EVER WANTED WAS LOVE FROM RIGHT HERE AT HOME THE END RESULTS OF THIS WHOLE THING YOU WANT TO KNOW WELL,THERE`S SOME LOOSE ENDS TO TIE UP BEFORE LONG .SO... WE KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT NEED TO BE TOLD NOT TO KEEP THEIR LIVES CONTINUOUSLY ON HOLD. I BELIEVE THAT IN THEIR HEARTS THEY OBSCURELY KNOW BUT IT IS JUST SO DAMNED HARD JUST TO LET GO. BOTH HUBBY AND I NEED TO TIE UP LOOSE ENDS AND TRY TO MAKE IT A PARTING OF LOVING FRIENDS. SO, PLEASE DON`T PUSH US OR ATTEMPT TO SHOVE. LET US DO THIS SLOWLY WITH THE UTMOST LOVE. THIS IS TERRIBLY PAINFUL FOR US TOO. OUR LOSS OF THESE WONDERFUL LOVING TWO WE NEEDED TO RECALL WHY WE HAD WED AND REGAIN A LOVE THAT WE ONCE SENSED WAS DEAD STARR AND FREE The Games People Play |
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