Two Hearts: The Last of the Seven
Episode 3
Moon light. It�s so peaceful. Even after all this time I still feel at peace when I lie in the moonlight. Well, I blew it. I let myself feel comfortable and I nearly let it kill me. I should have smelled Naraku on those two; I would have, except that I was to busy getting to know Kyoubou�s rich, intoxicating, masculine scent. Naraku may not have known it, but he found the perfect weapon to use against me. Poor Shippo. I should have been there, I failed him most of all. At least he�s ok; on the outside. Who else did I fail? I let Sango down; she trusts my judgment more than she knows. I also let him down. I should have known that something was wrong when he wouldn�t answer my questions. Then when he tried to warn me, I didn�t listen. Maybe I could have helped him, if I hadn�t been so caught up his good looks. I�m not a kitten, not by a long stretch. This is what happens when a girl goes for centuries without a male of the same species. All it takes is a good smelling tom with a silky black coat and a nice butt, and she melts, right when she�s needed most. No one to blame but myself really. Well, I�m already back on my feet. I�ll be flying in a day or two. I think I�ll keep the scar as a reminder. We should be meeting him again; he is serving Naraku. Maybe I�ll get a chance to free him, or at least end his pain. However not at the risk of my companions� lives. I feel sorry for him; he was a nice guy, that wasn�t fake. But never again will I allow myself endanger others for the sake of a male.