As the sun slowly sets,
And the ominous weight of the darkness rolls in,
I look to the heavens and to the stars,
And I think of the joys in my life,
And I pray to God I meet someone like you again,
The dim light of the once bright star,
Reminds me that like life its already dead,
There must be an end,
But to keep me comapny in death,
With you towards the good I'm led,
As I sit and long for the light to dawn,
I regret all the risks I didn't take,
I wish I hadn't done what I just did,
Wished I'd taken her advice and stayed right,
But I'm wrong and I cry out for heavens sake,
But from the depths of my darkness,
She must come in to save my soul,
No light or sound can penetrate this lightless spot,
I long for someone to come in and care for me,
TO pick me up, remold me and make me whole.
Some say misery loves company,
And somesay life is just unfair,
Me, I just don't care,
I just hate life,
Eachday I wake up wishing I were dead,
I've searched for love and happiness,
God knows I've searched everwhere,
Do you know what its like to be afraid,
Afraid to be alone?
To wake up each morning,
And be afraid of what you might do,
Afraid of all the new people you'll meet,
Afraid of the olf friends,
And in what ways today they will hurt you,
Do you ever wake up and deny,
Deny that yesterday happened,
That your friends sold you out,
And deny that you have no real friends,
Do you ever wish that you were not persecuted,
Just because of how you live,
That you could accept facts and make amends,
This is a daily occurence for me,
The pain, the anger, the frustration I feel,
A festering wound that shall not heal,
That keeps me from love,
If love is an emotion
It is an emotion I choose and cannot feel.
