I wish I had the courage,
To pull the trigger and leave this life of sin,
And the misery,
Of those who must put up with me,
I wish I could say out loud,
The things I needed to say,
To all of you each and everyday,
The apologies for hurting you in every way,
I wish I could express myself,
Instead of being alone,
But I created my own prison,
And in the end dug my own grave,
But I live on each new day,
And rise to the pain I've caused my self,
Wishing for the courage to make it end,
Or someone to call my friend.
