7/17/00 Continued . . .
Child Skeleton
When I was younger, in my days as a fledgling pedophile, I was obsessed with a book my mother owned and kept on a shelf behind my parents' bed. I would read and re-read the back of the book, the paragraph describing the novel, repeatedly until I had memorized it.
The book was called "Mucho Mojo" by Joe R. Lansdale. The back of the book described a man who inherits his uncle's house, only to discover the body of a little girl, wrapped in porno magazines, buried beneath the floorboards. In the book, the main character begins a quest to exonerate his uncle by proving he was not the killer.
This was my first foray into child necrophilia. Although I didn't understand the concept and I couldn't identify the symptoms, I was fascinated by the idea of a dead little girl, visciously murdered, unceremoniously and degradingly buried. I think I was subconsciously aroused by the idea of a child's skeleton.
A thought I was having last night reminded me of this beloved book from my younger years. I was imagining digging up a child's skeletal body from a cemetery and sleeping with it at night. It wouldn't smell and it would be easily hidden. It would be warm with my body heat. It wouldn't be the same as a living child or even a fresh corpse, but it would still be nice to have something to snuggle up with as I slept. I'd need to put locks on my doors, though. I don't think my parents would react well to discovering me in bed with bones. Bed with Bones, that's a good title for a book, although it kind of rips of Stephen King's "Bag of Bones."
I wrote a story recently called "Uncle Snake" about a rich businessman who collects little girls and keeps them as sex slaves. He treats them well, though. He makes them fondle him and stuff, but he isn't violent towards them if they behave. There's a scene in the story where a young girl finds herself locked in a room filled with the skeletons of other children. It was cool. If you'd like to read the story, eMail me and I'll send you a copy. I'm posting my eMail below. I hope you find yourself interested.
So now, as always, the skeletal remains of little girls are a fascinating and very sexual thing for me. Let's just hope I get to own one someday.