Kiss(es)
September 5th, 2001

Everything I wished for never could have been
He only had one motive
though it seemed he cared
it's only left me maimed and emotionally scarred.

These handprints I cannot remove
nor the memories of our last resolve
he never could find the words to say
I was nothing more than the catch of the day

I was a fool to believe
a sucker for that fake generosity
thingking that he,
could make up for the slack others like him (I realize now) had created

What have I gained?
Nothing more than my own emotional pain.
I still remember his kiss; hands in my hair
felt like something really was there.

Does he always kiss like that?
I shouldn't feel special
I'm NOT special

The invisable handprints and kisses remain
the nursemaid to my only pain.
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