nefarious.         I believe in you.                               

18 January 2007 | 18:24
몽환의 숲 (Feat. 이루마) - Kinetic Flow
   YooHo? Nah, JaeHo is better.

Featuring who? Yiruma? SERIOUSLY?! Anyway, after going xanga-shopping, I became extremely annoyed by this one person. I mean, I don't know WHY I get so ticked off at every little thing she does and says, but I just do. Change of heart I guess. That unoriginal stupid poohead. But she's the reason why I'm ranting. Need to get some stuff off of my mind. Screw homework (I've got loads ToT). Winter drama season has finally started. Dividing and conquering with nessa since my computer can't handle all of this. New layout will be for nessa since she's in desperate need of a new one. I guess I'll sacrifice the sexyness just for her. I'll try to get the coding done. Finished the graphics. =) Soo not in touch with main stream Japanese music anymore. Moved in between Japanese and Korean. So I'm smack in the middle. I don't really know what's going on in both arenas. Meh who cares. BoA's new album is AMAZING. She's all grown up now! I remember when I listened to her when she started out. Sigh. Such a long time ago. *o*..Anyway, mommy is making char siu right now =3. Smells sooo yummy. I can't wait til I can make my char siu noodles with...stuff. Yeah, I don't think you guys know what it is. BUT IT'S REALLY GOOD. I should make it for you guys some time =3. On another note, I think I'm in big doodoo. Why? Becasue of a certain someone. I was just sitting there and it hit me: OMG I REALLY DO LIKE THIS GUY O_O. Darn. This is gonna be one sucky semester. Can't wait until Micky Park comes and kidnapps me. =D Their "O" Jung.Ban.Hap 2007 Tour starts on February 23 in Seoul. And going through Asia. My mommy is trying to look up on it for me to see if I can go. It's so awesome that she knows who they are and that she knows I'm crazy about them =3. Everytime they mention them on TV, she's like "OH HEY those guys that you like". She thinks they're ugly though. And chupapa thinks that JaeJoong looks like a girl. So sad. Oh well. Stupid lab took such a long time..now I'm tired. T_T But I can't sleep since I have all 12 chapters of Wuthering Heights to read and bio to read and cal hwk..which is going to kick me in the butt again. How gay. Anyway, ja ne~
-chupark thinks that guri shun is HOT.

07 January 2007 | 19:09
인사 - 東方神起
   Fly away.

Jipped this from my sister~ a little late..but whatever.
1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
That I've never done before...well we can just say...what happend there stayed there. SO only a select few people know.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't beleive I kept mine...New Year's resolutions...don't remember last years. But made some already =).
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No babies popped out of anyone yet.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Sigh..yeah.
5. What countries did you visit?
China and Hong Kong only. Yes they are two separate countries.
6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
A cool hot boyfriend that will take care of me like ChangMin. HAHA Just kidding. Sigh..I lacked a lot of stuff..that I would like to have. Like..money..cause I'm so unbelieveably broke.
7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Same as my sister-- Feb 15 and July 15ish.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting a CRAP LOAD of TVXQ stuff.
9. What was your biggest failure?
That 89 in calculus...-gets mad, throws tantrum, pouts, and cries in the corner-
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Not that I know of...
11. What was the best thing you bought?
The best thing...ONLY ONE THING? Dang...uhm. XO.. OH that ALL ABOUT TVXQ dvd box because..dude.. it's just cool. OH NO WAIT. Prince in Prague photobook..er. I duno T_T
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Meh.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
HAH That's a VERY good question. But I won't name them here.
14. Where did most of your money go?
TVXQ things.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Any trip with nessa. Because she's just so cool.
16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
First TVXQ song I heard~the soccer image song. And then..=3 Holding Back the Tears. AND Konayuki for HK trip. KONA!! YUKI!! EHHHHHHHHHH.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
Most definitely happier. I get happier every year =3
ii. thinner or fatter?
FATTTTTERR so I roll around with ChangMin. KAKAKAKA
iii. richer or poorer?
...do you even have to ask? --; poorer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Uhm. Done more...I guess kept in touch with some people.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Eh. A crap load.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
This year? Or last? Last year...=3 watch my sister watch Goong. This year, I WILL FINISH SOME DRAMAAA!! OR TVXQ/PARKING~
21. Did you fall in love in 2006?
Yes. ;D
22. How many one-night stands?
-LAUGHS- A MILLION. JUST KIDDING. =) NONE cause I'm a good girl.
23. What was your favorite TV program?
Greys Anatomy hands down~ And then..those Korean/Jap shows that I like to watch.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
OMG! YES! AND SHE WAS JUST TALKING TO ME. TOO BAD SHE DOESN'T KNOW.
25. What was the best book you read?
...TVXQ photobooks..NO WAIT storybooks.
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
TVXQ! we finally figured out who those really good korean singers on pop jam were =) -- that's from my sisters. MY WORDS EXACTLYYY. sigh. and Micky Park. AND LEE SEUNG KI. OSMGODSIUgpoaisudf AND KIM JUNG HOON
27. What did you want and get?
...=) TVXQ STUFF
28. What did you want and not get?
..The other TVXQ stuff that I didn't get.
29. What was your favorite film of this year?
Eh. Death Note? KAkaka. Shinobi was pretty good. What else. I duno. WHateverr..
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
..Eh. I don't remember. Was it Korean BBQ? Probably. Don't remember. I was 17.
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Meeting TVXQ. Definitely. Or that cool hot boyfriend. T_T
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
TSHIRT AND JEANS + JACKET WHEN COLD.
33. What kept you sane?
Micky Park. Scratch that. People would disagree. Uhm. =)...I don't know. I've been pretty insane. Maybe..the fact that I still like real people.
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Nishikdo Ryo..then divorced him for Micky Park + TVXQ.
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
...o-o.
36. Who did you miss?
..Eh. I don't know.
37. Who was the best new person you met?
Ah..I can't say. Cause people will think I like him. And I do. KAKAKA on another note. MICKY PARK XD
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
People aren't what they seem. Or people do in fact change. Or maybe they just reveal more of themselves to you as time goes by. And..if they turn out crappy..it sucks.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
No more heartbreaks, and no more teardrops. Just try my love. (Has NOTHING to do with the year, but it's HOT when Micky says it.)
40. Overall, have you been a good boy/girl this year?
Shoot, I'm always a good girl.

=DDDDD DONE! KAKAKA. OKay dinner time.
-chupark loves banjun dramas. KIMCHI!

01 January 2007 | 18:43
Try My Love - 東方神起
   Just free your mind.

I am such a horrible TVXQ fan. Why? In regards to yesterday's post, Break Up Build Up is a w-inds. song and definitely not a TVXQ song. The song is supposed to be Break Up The Shell. -bangs head on desk- GOMENESAI T_T. Anyway, watched Oguri Shun and the rest of the HYD cast in some game show. It was hilarious. Shun-kun is soooo cutee XD. Oh yes, and I have two possible texts for my new layout (finally..after like a week): free your mind ORRRR the melody of youth. Both stolen from TVXQ so if someone decides to use those before I do...I'll definitely know that it's soo not your idea. Everyone knows where "free your mind" is from...but "the melody of youth" is from the Prince in Prague photobook. That book is beautiful~I wish I could be a professional photographer and take their pictures.
-chupark definitely does not want to do homework.

01 January 2007 | 00:40
Try My Love - 東方神起
   New Year's Resolutions

01. Park/stalk TVXQ more than last year. (That will most definitely happen.)
02. Buy more TVXQ stuff. (That will most definitely happen too.)
03. Learn more Korean and Japanese. (Must know what TVXQ are talking about on those DVDs without subtitles.)
04. If I go to Hong Kong, try to go see all the famous people that are there..and spend 80% or more of my spending money on TVXQ. (Last time we didn't see Kangta and Vanness T_T.)
05. If I happen to like someone, tell them...maybe. (HAH. Probably won't ever happen. =D)
06. Have a true TVXQ day with NOTHING but TVXQ-ness. Whip out all the DVDs and photo/story books!!
07. Keep in touch with my friends when I'm off to college.
08. Learn how to sing BoA & TVXQ's songs.
09. MAYBE learn the dance routines to Try My Love, Break Up Build Up, My Destiny, and Rising Sun. (LAUGHS...at least I got like...1/100th of Rising Sun down. =D).
10. ...I duno. Can't think of the 10th one...OH I KNOW. LOVE MICKY PARK MORE THAN LAST YEAR!! XD lol (Definitely will happen..if it's possible. AND MAYBE MEETT TVXQ? *o*..I wish T_Tt..
-chupark is hungry.

31 December 2006 | 17:51
Moon & Sunrise - BoA
   The Top 15 Guys/Girls of the Year

Totally ripped this off of someone's LJ, but who cares. Onward with the guys~

01. Micky Park Yoo Chun
Who else did you think it would be? The sexy bass-baritone singer of the Korean boy band: TVfXQ. He can compose, sing, act, dance, take sexy pictures, and lotsa other stuff. The one true love of my life (AHAHAHHA). ^^b
02. Max Shim Chang Min
The tenor part of TVXQ. He is..SO ADORABLE. When he smiles, one eye gets bigger than the other, or when he sings those difficult parts. It's SO ADORABLEEEE. He's the youngest and tallest. If YooChun is ever taken, I'd go for ChangMin...he's only a year older and more than a foot taller.
03-05. Hero Kim Jae Joong, Xiah Kim Jun Su, U-Know Jung Yun Ho
I couldn't rank them...I just couldn't T_T. The rest of the TVXQ members. They're all oh so very awesome. Hero: didn't like him at first, but after listneing to Insa and him singing Try My Love, I DIED. *o*. Xiah: His voice..pwns all. Enough said. (Oh, and he's ridiculously adorable too.) U-Know: He's funny, dances like WHOAAASS, and he can sing (listen to the SHOWCASE concert thing).
06. Jay Chou Jie Lun
Can't forget my first husband~He hasn't been doing much cept doing movies and such. Sigh..his voice...I love his voice too. Not exactly good looking but who cares *o*. I'd die if he sang to me.
07. SE7EN | Choi Dong Wook
Number seven is...SE7EN..DUHhh. He's hot. He can dance and omg..LALALA pwnz my soul. I can't wait until his international release in America. =D AND his role in Goong S
08. Yamashita Shoon
Little JE kiddo from Ya-Ya-Yah~ He grew up nice. =D I love watching him every time on Ya-Ya-Yah~ He's so adorable..and sometimes oh so good looking (like in Satomi Hakkenden).
09. Kim Jeong Hoon
The pretty boy in Goong. I first heard his Japanese album though. He can sing...heck all Koreans can sing. His looks reminds me of SE7EN. Anyway, whenever he cries, he has the ability to make my heart ache. He's smart too...if he was a dentist instead of an actor..I wouldn't care *o*...he'd still make my heart ache if he was ever emo.
10. Narimiya Hiroki
He's hot...and omg I fell in love with him in "I'm going to meet you now". He's so amazingly awesome.
11. Koike Teppei
He's...ADORABLE!!!!! Those dimples, ruffly hair, and cute cute cute voice *o*. ORANGE SPEEDO!
12. Oguri Shun
He's...hot. BEAUTIFUL EVEN. That aura he gives off *o*. It's like "Dude, I'm so much cooler than you." Sigh...I like his pictures...they're always pretty. Specially the photoshoot he did with Narimiya Hiroki...*dies*
13. Nishikido Ryo
Sigh. I miss him. Doing a bunch of stuff with KANJANI8 and NEWS is going to be back~ They should leave him with just KANJANI. He's so good looking =).
14. JJ Lin - Lin Jun Jie
JJ Lin...SO COOOL. He has dimples =D So that makes him uber cute. He can sing well and write cool songs ^^b. Love his songs~~~~~
15. 宋健彰 - Devon
From Nan Quan Mama~ He's the good looking one. Still can't believe I saw him =o..IN REAL LIFE. I think that's his name. T_T. I'm lame. AHAHHAHA.

NOW FOR THE GIRLS---
01. BoA Kwon
...Bpan must be happy. LOL. But dude, SHE IS SO COOL. Specially after watchign her 20th birthday live thing. Soooo pretty and elegant and..WAO *o*. She can sing...so well *o*. I WISH I WAS LIKE HER SO I'D BE NEAR MICKY PARK.
02. Shibasaki Kou
Widely known as the whore in Battle Royale. But I know her as the deaf/mute girl in Orange Days. Loved her in Orange Days...I love her singing too. She's so pretty. =D
03. Otsuka Ai
Little cute girl from Osaka...I think. I love her slow songs. SOO SAD. And she's so pretty too!!
04. Koda Kumi
The adorable/cute slut. Only she can pull that off (no pun intended AHHAHA o-O). She's awesome...just so cool.
05. Ayase Haruka
She's so beautiful and such a talented actress.
06. Nakama Yukie
LOVED her in Satomi Hakkenden and Shinobi. She's sooo cool. Awesome actress.
07. Konishi Manami
She's so pretty *o*. I want to watch Tenshi no Tamago with her and Ichihara Hayato in it. He's so hot..and she's so pretty. It's perfect. ^^ She cut her hair for a new drama, so she's all cute now =)
08. Miyazaki Aoi
I loved her as Hachi. She was so awesome. She's so preetty and cute. =) Too bad she wasn't casted in NANA2. Can't wait for her role in the 47th NHK Taiga drama though. =D
09. Ito Yuna
She still can't sing very well..but has LOTSA potential. She's pretty and her ballads are sooooo beautiful.
10. ayaka
Her voice..IS AMAZING. O_O It's SOO good compared to a lot of Japanese singers. Her voice is so powerful and *o*. The songs she writes aren't bad either.
11. Namie Amuro
She's cool. I love her hip-hop songs and the fact that she has a kid is awesome. She freakishly skinny though.
12. Nakashima Mika
Before she turned black/punkish...she was awesome. Lol. I love her new stuff too..but her old stuff is better. Her voice is amazing. She plays Nana Oosaki so well. x3
13. Yoon Eun Hye
Love her as an actress..not so much as a Baby V.O.X. member. She was awesome in Goong. She should be up there somewhere though o-O;;
14. Sowelu
She's pretty and cute =D. I like her songs. At first her voice was annoying..but then it grew on me.
15. Utada Hikaru
Dunno why she's last. But..she's OKAY...(dodges from rocks being thrown). Yeah I SAID IT!! She's JUST OKAY. Not that great.

Yoshaa done. Theres a pot luck at the chu residence. See you later guys.
-chupark's New Year's Resolution--MEET TVXQ.

31 December 2006 | 12:42
Moon & Sunrise - BoA
   Kaze ga fuite machi wa kyou mo hito na mi afureru~

Absolutely love that song *o*. Anyway, today I ate ramen + an egg XD!! And other stuff but whatever. Shin ramen + an egg = Goong XD! Yesterday, we went to Dim Sum King--EVERYONE SHOULD GO AND EAT DIM SUM THERE XD!! My mommy's friend opened it. Seems that everyone that comes down here from Cali are opening up something. Another one of her new buddies are opening a Korean restaurant? I'm not sure...but we got to try the BBQ =D. Yummy~I should take some of you guys out to Dim Sum King...someday. =D Sigh..all of a sudden I'm tired. @_@ Oh yeah, I got a "new phone", switched phones with chumama so now I have a phone that works properly. Kekekekke. =D When she got mine, she was like....EHH?!?! NO SIGNAL?! KAKAKKAkakaka XD Chances are shes gonna get fed up witht aht phone and get a new one while I'm stuck with hers. Anyway, uploaded a bunch of stuff onto it~ Still can't seem to get the pictures right. Stupid resolutions and crap. Boo. It's almost Happy New Years for nessa! Still can't finish Goong cause my heart can't handle the emo/angst parts. Poor Kim Jung Hoon. HE'S TOO PRETTY TO BE SAD T_T. I think I'll watch Heart Mind and Soul Live Tour again. =D Watched it yesterday and practically died again. AHAHahahaha. I love it when YooChunie sings. Heck I love it when all of them sing. *o* It's sooo good. Yosha...ja, matta ne~
-chupark wants to go to a TVXQ concert.

30 December 2006 | 14:39
LISTEN TO MY HEART - BoA
   Listen to my heart, looking for your dream.

Her English lyrics never make any sense ==;. Anyway, I am so unbelieveably BORED. Been listening to BoA all day =o. Oh yes, yesterday I watched History in Japan vol. 1 - TVXQ...and guess what?! ChangMin has a birthmark/scar below his chin XD. It's so cute. AHAHHAHAAHA o-o...yes I know, psycho fangirl. Kekeke. Anyway, I think people should come over and watch their Japan vacation. *o* It's the most cutest thing ever. Or at least I think so...until YooChunie decided to chop off all his hair T-T. But, it's okay. =D And yesterday, my sister and I went shopping yesterday on yesasia. AND OMG! Guess what we bought? The remaining TVXQ calendars, SMTOWN Summer 2006, and The Best of Kim Jung Hoon~. Sigh, still everytime I see that guy, my heart hurts T_T. Yesha, anyway, still working on the new layout. Pisses me off, I can't seem to work with it even though it looks SOOO AWESOME. So far, it's okay..meh. Can't seem to find songs to go with it either cause JunSu's all like XDD YEAHH!! I'M ROCKIN OUTTT~~ Maa, nessa, help me think of lyrics to go with it. Been singing the whole day to Moon & Sunrise by BoA. It's so hard to sing cause she pauses between words in weird places. And she stresses on certain syllables that aren't usually stressed. @_@. Hmph, at least I can reach her notes. AHHAHAHA o-o;; Yeah, okay...I can't seem to finish Goong. The angst is coming and I don't want to watch angsty scenes..and I don't want to skip them either. T_Ttt. Ahh, what to doo..lol It's so sad ==;; the only problems I have deal with layouts and dramas. Ahh, I need to get a life. And so the feelings of love begin to surface...
-chupark wants to visit the ramen museum~

29 December 2006 | 12:45
인사 - 東方神起
   Saranghamnida

Watching 39th Japan Yusen Taisho! It's like an award show type...but each winner performs stuff. w-inds. were performing on the stairs of some mall. *o* I wanna be there. And then WaT performed 5senchi&bokura no love story. Teppei is so cute ne? And then they talked to Koda Kumi and Otsuka Ai. I sensed tension o_o. I don't think Otsuka likes her much. Loll..But they're both 24 o-o! WAHHH Renai Shashin X3. I love that song~ Anyway, in regards to yesterdays post...the ad might be in the spring/summer time for Chinese magazines..because the phone was probably released then. Who knows T_T. I'm thinking its spring time. UWAH! It's Ito Yuna WITH A BIG PRETTY DRESS ON *O*. Aww she was crying last year when she won for ENDLESS STORY...o-o it's been a year?... Lol she couldn't finish her song. How nice~ YAYYYY AYAKA WON THE BIG NOOBIE PRIZEEE AT THE ENDDDD XD And Koda Kumi won the over all..? Who knows...shes crying again. She always cries when she wins something. WHeee..I'm gonna go watch something..and listen to Insa! OH YEAH---nessa! when are you coming back?
-chu(park) is ditched by chumama yet again.

28 December 2006 | 14:03
인사 - 東方神起
   Fly away Fly away LOVE

shimnip: The photoshoot for it was probably June-September 2005. So latter 2005 early 2006. Most likely early 2006. You know people can't find the phone anymore in Hong Kong? So I'm thinking about getting another one for my birthday. T_T Unless someone finds it. Dude their advertising technique works. T_T

Anyway, yesterday..was a rather interesting day. o_O Hung out with Rolla for a while and went to Zach's party. Kakaka I pwnzers at poker. And omg..truth or dare. Good times good times. And..yeah. I'm so scarred for liffee T_T-tt.t.seurpaoisurf. Anyway, Bikutoria is poking me and asking me to go eat or something. Gar. See you guys laterr~
-chu(park) is tired.

25 December 2006 | 21:12
인사 - 東方神起
   In the afterlife I will greet my love again.

Merry Christmas guys! "Isht vaisht nisht!" =D I miss you Nessa~ T_T Whenever you go places we always talk via blog. Kakaka. Anyway, the song featured is Insa written by our very own JaeJoong! It makes me want to buy the A Millionaire's First Love soundtrack and the movie. I want it T_T!!!!! It's SOO BEAUTIFUL. AND SOO SAD. When I first heard it, I just wanted to burst out into tears and cry. I wanted to sit there and bawl for like hours. Lol...=D So enjoy your lovely day up in the mountain? I want a moomoo too. Maa, you guys are like 12 hours ahead of us or something. "Auf Viendershen!" Duno what that means XD! Anyway, started Goong today. Totally fell in love with Kim Jung Hoon..I MEAN..TOTALLY..FOUND HIm..to be.. COOL..AND PRETTY..o-O.. so not cheating on Micky Park. But he's so pretty *O*. Bikutoria thinks so too!! TONIGHT (image of ChangMin going WHOAAAAAAAA) I atee...noodles. =D And Bikutoria baked an apple pie. Her infamous apple pie with real apples. =o!! I don't like it though =D "Fro-hee Vei-nakkk-ch-ten m-eur-gen" XD!!!! Ah my deutchie skills are awesome ne?? I uploaded a bunch of soundtracks onto my iPod today! Still need to update a bunch of other stuff. Sigh..I want to go shopping for TVXQ things...Anyway, Christmas for me was pretty boring. Watched Goong all day... sat around. Ate food. Took a nap... etc etc. Unexciting and didn't go anywhere. I spent a lovely time with my heater and blankeys though. X3 Anyway...take me to Switzerland next time ^^ but I'll probably freeze my butt off and never be able to come home~ Anyway, going to listen to more of Insa! JaeJoong goes up on the cool scale ^^bbbb
-chu(park) thinks that Kim Jung Hoon is pretty.

24 December 2006 | 13:28
Try My Love - 東方神起
   Just try my love.

Whoas. I havn't updated in a long time. Over a month =o. Anyway, to nessa, I'M FINALLY UPDATING WHEN YOU'RE NOT EVEN HERE LOLL. Have fun in Switzerland without me. Remember to bring back the chocolate that gave me a cavity =D. I'll share my The Prince in Prague photobook with you~. AND the single with Try My Love on it. It's a mexxy song.

Nessa lefted a day earlier than expected T_T. So not trading husbands with her though. I don't care how cute ChangMin is xo!! Man..I want those other calendars...

On another note, bonbon tai is seriously obsessed with Wilber Pan Wei Bo. Like me with Micky Park but at least I still like normal people. Ahahhaha.

Someone has been ticking me off lately. GAR. I mean, at first they were cool. And now they're like...boo. grrrrr..maa, it might be just the bitchy side of me...or not. Lately I've been talking bad about a crap load of people. -laughs- Ahh..I'm so horrible. But hey, I guess it makes up for all the years that I didn't really do it. So if I don't like you or if you annoy me in some way, I'll probably dish out all the crap that I don't like about you behind your back. But hey, you might still be a cool person so don't take it personally. Actually..it's only a couple people. I think..o_O

On a happier note, finished drama number one of my drama marathon extravaganza. =D It was so sad T_T and so sweet X3~. Sigh. I wanna marry someone like Takumi-san and live in that cute little house in the countryside *O*. It's so sweet. TOT..He loves her so much. Anyway..what should I watch next XD?!

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, etc etc. And a Happy New Year guys. =D Be happy, merry, gay, whatever and spend time with your family and friends.

And one last thing before I go hang out with bonbon tai+pan wei bo~ Maa, I probably do like that guy. ...maybe. xo
-chu(park) wants TVXQ for Christmas.

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