nefarious. I believe in you.
13 November 2006 | 14:06
miss you - 東方神起
Happy Birthday Niplolo!
Got another one of those quizzes. TWO OF THEM. from my sister:
1.What is my theme song?
Jewel Song - BoA (That song makes me feel nostalgic.)
2. What is my best friends theme song?
Last of Diary - SE7EN (Japanese version--TOT It's SO SAD!!)
3. What will I get married to?
Obstinancy - SE7EN ("I use to love you, now I don't." O-O..that's..AWESOME...T_T)
4. What song will my husband and I dance to?
Wedding - SHINHWA (HAHAHA It's perfect XD)
5. What will I name my kids?
On The Road - TRAX (Odd...poor kids.)
6. What song best describes my eating habits?
Ming Tian - JJ Lin (Er...I'll eat tomorrow? Que? It's a cool song though . So I have COOL eating habits. XD)
7. What song best describes how I live my life?
Throw My Fist - SHINHWA (Wow..VIOLENT. It sounds awesome though. )
8. What song best describes how I get along with people?
LIFE - YUI (Er..okay)
9. What song best describes my relationship with my parents?
Two Step - SE7EN...HAHAHAHHAAHAH
10. What song will be played at my funeral?
Ishikawa Osaka..something - Otsuka Ai (ISHIKAWA OOSAKA WOAH WOAH YAYAYAYYAYYY!!~~ It's too happy for my funeral. Lol)
11. What will the people at my funeral be singing?
No a Yo (Set Free) - SHINHWA (AWWWW It's so pretty *O*!!! It sounds like ya'll miss me X3)
12. What song describes my future?
Yume no Kakera - ayaka (Cool..I guess. GANBATTE~~~)
13. What best describes how I will do in my career?
In the Woods - JJLin (Its a freaking intermission song T_T)
14. What song describes how my kids feel about me?
Scorpio - TRAX (err...OKAY..That's GREAT. The song is cool though.)
15. Will my parents like who I marry?
JOURNEY - REIRA starring YUNA ITO (Err....o_O? ROAD TRIP!!)
16. What will be my theme later in life?
I know (Ft. Teddy) - SE7EN (WHOAAAA MY FUTURE IS..HOTTTTTT *O*. HOLY CRAP ITS GONNNA BE FREAKING AWESOME. HAHAHA SUCKERSSSSS)
17. Will I be lonely?
Oh Holy Night (ft. BoA) - TVXQ (HAHHAHAHA I have to have this song somewhere. iTunes is gay. ERRr..GOD WILL BE WITH ME!!!!)
18. What song will describe my divorce if I get one?
Itsutteoide gomenyo - Park Yoong Ha (It's sad. I'm not sure if thats the right spelling though. Sorry can't read.)
19. What's my future favorite song?
all night long - SE7EN (;DDDD)
20. What song will describe my pets?
Blue Days -Live Version- - ayaka (That's kinda sad...)
ANOTHER ONE!!!!!!!!
1. What will be the first words to my husband on our night?
make a secret - BoA (OOOH SCANDELOUSSS =O)
2. What will be the first thing said to my in-laws when I meet them?
Time Machine-Jap Ver- - SHINHWA (haha It's happy..so it's good.)
3. What will we name our first child?
I Never Let Go - TVXQ (*O* IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!!)
4. Second?
Stay My Gold - BoA (Weirddd)
5. What will we name our pets?
Soulmate - SHINHWA (HAHAHHAHAHAHA)
6. What song describes the success of my career?
Some Nan Quan Mama Song...(牡丹江) IT SOUNDS NICE!
7. Am I good in social standards?
...Yifei (放飛美麗) ...Sure?? It sounds bagpipey and happy.
8. Am I loved?
Angel's Hero - Nan Quan Mama (*O* I AM)
9. Does someone secretly love me?
rairarai - ayaka (uh....WTH?)
10. Do I like someone but not know it?
Hug - TVXQ (*O* UWAHHHHH SO CUTE)
11. What will be my last words?
Sakuranbo STAGE LIVE ver - Otsuka Ai (ITS SO HAPPY XD)
12. What were my first words?
DOUBLE (English Ver) - BoA (Ready? -busts out with cool dance moves-)
13. What will be my baby's first words?
Everlasting - BoA (*O*!!!! OMGGGGG SO PRETTY..but a depressed baby..)
14. What will be their last?
Begin - TVXQ (THATS SO SAD T_T AND IRONIC)
15. What song describes the success of my love life?
Run (ft. G-Dragon, Taekwon) - SE7EN (That's lovely..)
16. If I get divorced, Why will I have gotten divorced?
Momo no Hanabira (Stage Live Version) - Otsuka Ai (It's with the piano..so ti sounds less happy..)
17. What will be my life's theme song?
Rock - Nan Quan Mama (Err..isn't this some sprite commercial or something?)
18. What will be my husband's theme song?
Phantom - TVXQ (UWHAHAHAHAHHA TVXQ XD MICKY PARK?!?!?!)
19. What's my nickname?
橘子汽水 - Nan Quan Mama (I can't read that).
20. What's my best friend's nickname?
flower - BoA (How..nice)
WHEEE DONE TIME TO..SLEEP?
-chu(park) is freaking tired and likes Micky Park.
12 November 2006 | 14:06
Truth - REIRA starring YUNA ITO
I can't love you, I want to love you.
Maa, Ai senai, Ai shitai ^That's what that means =D =D =D =D =D. Anyway, to quote shimnip: "I'm getting fairly annoyed with this one person. Apparently spending too much time with that person." To add on to that, it would be...TALKING to thatperson too. Maa, talking about them behind their backs. Horrible ne? But can't help it. I'm a horrible person. On another note, I need to have a kid in five years. On November 11, 2011. Why? Because it's awesome. And if anyone copies me or achieves this when I don't, then die. DIE!! Anyway, saw Chinny's pants yesterday. O_O WOW. And ate Piccomolo in celebration of Adrian's birthday. Did you know that the Star Ferry port is closing?! =o I saw the news thing for it last night and this morning. Weirdos that actually care about it. Doing research paper at Taylor's house. ~ Ja ne. I can't love you, I want to love you.
-chu(park) misses Micky Park.
9 November 2006 | 22:23
Truth - REIRA starring YUNA ITO
Life sucks. Where's Micky Park?
I feel like doing this again. WHY? BECAUSE I NEED SOME SERIOUS CHEERING UP.
Opening Credits:
Come Back to Me - SE7EN (The first one. Nice song.)
Waking Up:
Renai Shashin - Otsuka Ai (*O* I think I almost bursted into tears when I heard this song playing for this category.)
First Day At School:
Tomorrow's way - YUI (Sounds very..brightish..carpe diem ish. Whatever. Then again not really. Why? Because..it sounds sad towards the middle. OMG It's like school. You're like YOSHA!! And then you get pwned and have a bad day.)
Falling In Love:
Liar - SHINHWA (Oh, that's just..great.)
Fight Song:
beyond tof the sea - Tokyo Friends OST (Eh..whatever. It sounds like a wimpy fight song. And then the middle is like..o-o?)
Breaking Up:
옹달샘 이야기-하나 - TVXQ (Erm, they're talking..it's like a narration. --; I don't see how it's breaking up. I think they're talking about the freaking mountain spring..w/e)
Prom:
Timeless (Feat. XIAH) - Jang Ri In (Now that's more like it XD)
Life's OK:
Jewel Song - BoA (O_o...I got that nostalgic feeling when I hear this song. Anyway...it's okay I guess.)
Mental Breakdown:
Scorpio - TRAX (Wao~ TRAX! Yeah I can totally see this as my mental breakdown song.)
Driving:
Sono mama de... - SE7EN (Very...wheee ish. Nice.)
Flashback:
Lost in Love - SHINHWA (I wish I was lost in love. Or was. So then when I flash back, I'll have good memories.)
Getting Back Together:
Lake of calmness - TVXQ (Off their concert. It's like an instrumental intermission thingy. It's so beautiful.)
Wedding:
Fighting Spirit of Dong Bang - TVXQ (Seriously...a Korean world cup soccer image song? I don't think so.)
Birth of Child:
Bullet Train - JJ Lin (...HAHAHAHA. I got myself one cool child.)
Final Battle:
Free your mind (ft. the TRAX) - TVXQ (OMG AWESOME FINAL BATTLE SONG)
Death Scene:
Momo no Hanabira (Piano/studio version) - Otsuka Ai (It's really ...happy. and cute...)
Funeral Song:
Skyline - YUI for Kaoru Amane (Ehh...)
End Credits:
Aisenai, Aishitai - TVXQ ("Girl I can't stop loving you. I'm losing my countrol. I'm afraid of losing my best friend." o-o I'll cheat on my boyfriend with MIcky Park.)
Check out that Yuna Ito song (Truth) It's beautiful. Meh, this one wasn't that funny. PAH.
-chu(park) loves her man Micky Park.
7 November 2006 | 22:05
독백 - SE7EN
Borabora plane tickets and Hugs are love.
Yosha, I stole this from one of my sister's friends (Mai)...cause I think it's cool. Yosha, I'll do this with my iPod..with only 621 songs. IT'S SO SAD. T_T
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...
Opening Credits:
Last Train - YUI (Wao, it's VERY opening credity...it's nice XD)
Waking Up:
輝 - [サントラ] (From Tokyo Friend's OST..O_O VERY MORNINGY)
First Day At School:
Oh Holy Night feat. Boa - TVXQ (YAY TVXQ SONG XD...but..rather Christmasy eh? It's very beautiful though.)
Falling In Love:
I Want To Be You - SE7EN (Number 14 on his Just Listen CD...never found time to change the name to Korean. BUT OMG. SO FALLING IN LOVE ISH *O*)
Fight Song:
Miduhyo - TVXQ (Concert version. HAHAHHAA I guess it works. I BELIEVE IN YOU!!! It's a VERY beautiful fight song. There's people chanting in the crowd =D.)
Breaking Up:
Kiseki - BoA (The beginning sounds break upy. But whatever..it's BoA XD)
Prom:
Jian Jian Dan Dan 簡簡單單 - JJ Lin (OMG ITS SO AWESOME *O* So remincenty and romanticy. It's so pretty *O*.)
Life's OK:
Good Bye, Good Luck - Nan Quan MaMa (O-o?..i guess. Kinda?)
Mental Breakdown:
Come Back Part 2 - SE7EN (ITS SO SAD TOT TOTOTOTOTOTOTOT)
Driving:
Sensou - Otsuka Ai (Totally NOT my driving song. But I guess..for long tripy type feeling?)
Flashback:
Toki wo Namida Shite - ayaka (WOOT IT SOUNDS SORTA FLASHBACKY! AND ITS AYAKA XD)
Getting Back Together:
글로리아 높으신 이의 탄생(Angels we have heard on high) - TVXQ (Hey it's TVXQ..but VERY unexpected. It's a freaking Christmas song. LOll)
Wedding:
Throw My Fist - SHINHWA (OH OH Micky Park and Max are gonna fight over me at my wedding =o!!!!!! GASP HAHAHHAA It sounds really cool though.)
Birth of Child:
ooh - AI (I'm like..about to cry from these LOL. Anyway...o-OO...I am NOT gonna give birth to a kid to this song.)
Final Battle:
Just Like That Guy - SE7EN (It sounds like...I'm gonna...give up and die.)
Death Scene:
TRI-ANGLE (TVXQ VER) - TVXQ (THIS should be the final battle. Well then, I die very cooly SO HAH).
Funeral Song:
許されない愛 - 박용하 (A PARK YONG HA SONG! OMG ITS PERFECT! I love the guy and its sad sounding. PERFECT!)
End Credits:
Angel's Hero - Nan Quan Mama (Not bad, not bad. =D I'm your angel guys. Kakkaa OH and HERO...so when I die. I have perfect end credits)
HAHA I'll do this later again. =D This was fun guys~
OH YEAH...my TVXQ Photobook and storybook came in XD
-chu(park) loves her man Micky Park.
20 October 2006 | 23:53
Hey!Girl - 동방신기
I will never break your heart.
They pwn my soul. Srslyzz. Anyway, for government people -- linkage for scans: http://www.sendspace.com/file/o96f84. If another group steals this, I will kick you because I had to pause my downloads to upload this. Gar. Anyway, I'm so addicted o_O. To..TVXQ. Hahaha sounds like a drug. Sigh. I can't stop...staring.. at them. O_O Anyway, Bonnie came over today. We had a lot of fun. ^^b. And now I am POOPED. I'm soo behind on college apps. It's horrible. HORRIBLE! But whatever. I'm so tired...I don't think I can keep my eyes open any longer. O_O I'M OUT OF POSTAGE STAMPS. HOW THE HECK DO I SEND IN MY MONEY ORDER NOW FOR MY TVXQ THINGS?!?! (YES I'M BUYING MROE STUFF O_O). THEIR EFFING CALENDAR COMES OUT TOMRROW -FREAKSOUTTTt- XO THE FIRST STEP TO RECOVERY IS ADMITTING THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE A PROBLEMmmmmmm. O_OOOO
-chu(park) loves her man Micky Park.. KAKAKKAka.aaj Oidufpsod o_o
17 October 2006 | 22:19
Hey!Girl - 동방신기
Let me show you what our love can do.
Happy 25th Birthday to Imai Tsubasa. That sexy man. I am totally slacking off. And totally absorbed in parking. I'm addicted to TVXQ. And that causes problems. My 2006 calendar came in yesterday. I walked in the rain just to get it. ^^b. The month of October is VERY sexy. It's YunHo...putting on his hat. And looking at you like "Hey, how you doin?? ;D" Anyway, I'm planning on getting the Borabora photobook, the 1st story book (to complete my collection of storybooks), their new single (miss you), and the 2007 calendar. OH and the Super Junior duo thing that they did single. Cause...."I wanna hold you" is on that CD. And I want that song. AGH. But they released their stupid concert dvd too. So I'm in big doodoo. Maybe I'll ask my parents for it for my birthday. XD. It's so hard being a TVXQ fan. And...they're all I can talk about. That's so horrible. T_T Anyway, back to reality. Biology officially hates me. I study and I get a bad grade. I dont study, and I get the same grade. So in conclusion....I just plain suck at biology. T_T And...OH YEAH. ^^b~ I was skimming through Shounen Club the other day, and LOLSSS GYM...IS..SO..GAY. Actually their clothes and dance make them gay.. I can totally do one part of their Fever to Future choreography. Sigh..And I was skimming through Ya-Ya-Yah and OMG. SHIGE!! YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL!!! And Koyama is awesome too..I skimmed the one where they were visiting a chewing gum factory. It's so funny. =D Maa, I'm going to...go eat some bread and jam. Cause it's so deliciously yummy. OH AND DID YOU KNOW BRIE CHEESE (?) + FIG PRESERVE SPREAD/WHATEVER IS YUMMY. *O*
-chu(park) can't stop parking.
14 October 2006 | 17:49
마법의 성(Magic Castle) - 동방신기
My love for you goes on and on and on.
And so I downloaded the new O album by TVXQ. And right now, my cousin, muli-chan, is playing with my hair. He's facinated. But O is so fawesome. *O*!!! But sigh. So cool. SATs was today. They didn't let us use mechanical pencils. My name was in a sentance for the writing section ^^b. Me and Jaqin wanted to be..I forgot what they were. Afterward, Tiffy and I went to Arirang to eat and Taylor met us up there. Hung out for a while and then I went to Nessa's house. So much fun! I like her Wacom tablet. ^^b Today is Muli's birthday. Yay! Sigh. TVXQ = PWNAGE. My cousin was like, "You're not gonna like MIcky anymore in like a year." And I was like, UHH NOO?! WHO CAN TOP HIM?! I don't think anyone can. Unless..they were hot and wrote good music and sang relaly well and dances really well..and just..*O*. Sigh. I made the right choice yo. ^^b I looked at the picture of TVXQ and was like...O_O HE'S THE ONE!!! Kakakaka. Yeah..anyway... I am bored. Waiting for Nessa to change. Going to Benihana's for Muli-chan's birthday. ^^b. Sugely awesome ne. Anyway, on Friday, I felt like going crazy..over someone. XO MAA SOMEONE HELP ME. ONEGAISHIMASUUU...T_T anyway, I'm gonna go check out what shimnip is doing.
-chu(park) enjoys parking.
09 October 2006 | 18:24
마법의 성(Magic Castle) - 동방신기
Baby stay with me. I miss you.
OMFG! I can't believe I spelled "believe" - belive on the front page. LOLs. XO What a loser I am. Lol. Anyway, OMG! TVXQ'S NEW JAPANESE PV!!!!!! IT'S SO FREAKING AWESOME. Sigh. My new favorite song. ^^b I can't stop listening to their concert CD either. I'm so glad I bought their things in Hong Kong and went crazy. I sooo don't regret that. ^^b They're SOOOO much cooler than everyone. Nessa and I have the coolest conversations about stuff. Like the one with her "Sad Love Story." Where she's running across the train tracks to Max, and she gets hit cause shes too short to get up onto the platform. ToT So sad. Lol. And it'll "haunt him FOREVER." Lol. She's so funny. Sigh. I think I'll run across the train tracks too and be like "OMGGG MAXXX!!!!!!" And he'll be like O_O -runs away- cause some psycho girl is chasing after him. XD Yes. I think Im going CRAZY. Like..SUPER CRAZY. Because I can't get my mind off of these guys. They're just too cool. TOO COOL *O*!!!! Lol. Anyway, I'm gonna go take a quick nap cause I am TIRED O_O. And I have so many tests this week T_T.
-chu(park) loves parking and BELIEVES in you.
04 October 2006 | 22:27
Too much feat. Rain - AI
Baby I like you like that.
He's so hot...*O*. Lol. But my man will remain Micky Park yo. Man, I havn't updated in a while. Let's see, I'm getting pwned in biology...why? Cause I don't study XD! Lol. I seriously think that if I put forth the effort, I'd be making an A, but alas I don't put forth the effort... Screw it. =D Lol, I'm just watching my average slowly drop. But anyway, let's hope I'll PWN this next test (not going to happen)...BUT YEAH! Anyway, Muli is getting me the new TVXQ album. Makes me so effing happy. =D HBTT pv is on it too. Anyway, went to homecoming. Shocker huh? It was actually enjoyable. But...seriously, I can't dance with people I know there. I need to get drunk and in a crowd of strangers. Lol. Highlight of the night was seeing bonbon all dressed up and pretty. *O* If I were a guy, I'd go out with her. Lol~ Anyway, still have those retarded feelings for someoneee... seriously..it's retarded. Oh and did you know Odagiri Joe came out with two singles today? I didn't know that he could sing...or wanted to sing. I can't wait until Friday. I'm soooo having a party at my house. I'm inving myself and TVXQ. Sorry guys, it's just quality time between me and them. I wish I wasn't afraid. So I could tell you (or someother people) how much I love you. GAH I NEED TO TELL SOMEONE..BUT I DONT WANT TO. ToTTT I NEEEEEEED SERIOUSLYYYYYZ HELPSSS.. Yes. Anyway. Peace out guys. Oh and one more thing: QUIT BEING SO UNGRATEFUL. AND IMMATURE. Get your stupid priorities straight and quit complaining. Life sucks so deal with it. Okay, PEACE OUT GUYS~
-chu(park) loves Micky.
24 September 2006 | 18:19
여우비(Like weather...)/믹키개인기 - 동방신기
I love youu~
Sorry yesterdays I was..emo. Anyway, I havn't put that up on the title thing yet. It's Micky's solo in "The 1st LIVE CONCERT: RISING SUN"! He wrote it! And you can hear it on the "All about TVXQ" DVD box. He's like, "I'm working on a song!" and he plays it. Theres thecomplete recorded version with everyone singing it. It's so beautiful. He composes beautiful music..and sings so well. My soul officially belongs to him. Did I sell my soul to Nishikido? Don't remember, but...if I did, I'd like it back. =D Cause Micky..PWNS MY SOUL. *O*. His solo was sooo amazingly beautiful. Sigh....Every TVXQ member is awesomezz.. Anyway, XIAH's duet with Zhang Li Yin is AMAZING. Entitled Timeless. OMG. XIAH's voice *O*. But he cut his hair short. T_T No more cute bubbly Xiah. But he's very good looking ^^. Sigh. Stupid girl is only 16. I'm jealous. Anyway, Yamada Yu's single is freaking awesome too. OMG SHE'S SO HOT. If I were a guy, I'd soooo stalk her. AND second Death Note movie preview came out. The Last Name! Man..I sooo wanna see it. I think..erm.. HE dies in the end. Don't want to spoil it for some people who haven't read it ^^b. Buttt..YEAH. KENICHI~~ XD He plays L so well..and he's hot. XD! SIGHHh..I want to move to Koreaa..and Japan..and follow Micky~
-chu(park)---うまく愛せていますか?
23 September 2006 | 19:17
I remember you - YUI
済まない.
To someone:
It's easier to say this when I'm blogging it. So there's no interruption or anything. I'm really sorry. I am really really sorry. I can't keep thinking about it and I feel really horrible about it. And I guess this could go for anyone else too. I've been stupid and retarded...for a while now. I guess I'm not exactly the person I used to be. And I'm really sorry for that. I take things lightly and I'm just..blah. I don't know. I was thinking about this a while ago, but I forgot everything. Lame. I'm selfish and stubborn..and just a horrible person in general. And I'm really really really really sorry about it. I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment and such a stupid stupid person. And I thank you for beign diappointed or unhappy with me. It brought me back to reality. Nothing's ever perfect. If there's anything that I can do to make things better, pleasseee let me know. I only wish for your happiness.
And to everyone else:
Thanks for putting up with my complaints and stupidity and everything else. I really appreciate it. Thanks for staying by my side, even though I might annoy the crap out of you. If we ever happen to drift apart, or have a big fight, or if we just so happen to be separated, I'll still be there for you. Always. I might be mad at you for a while, or you might be mad at me. But in the end, I'll always be there for you, because you were there for me at some point in my life too. It applies to everyone who were my friends in the past. You might not be on my good side or I might not be on your good side or we might not talk anymore or I might not know you anymore, but I'm still here for you. I'll be there if you have no one to turn to. At least trust me with that. You all have made some sort of a good impression on my life and have left me with some good memories. So if anything happens, and you need someone, I'll be here for you. I promise you that.
And the rest is just ranting...Ignore me if you want.
To another person:
I have no idea why I get so irritated whenever I talk to you. But please, you're not perfect, other people are not perfect, don't compare people by their intelligence, and everything is not about you. Some people could careless about you, so stop worrying about appearances and everything. Number one, everyone fails in life sometimes. Quit judging people by the number of times they fail or the number of times they succeed. Number two, don't think you're so cool just because you know something someone else doesn't. Number three, don't act like you know everything in front of me. Number four, quit trying to idolize people. Number five, you don't have to know and learn everything. Quit overachieving. Know your limit. Number six, no one gives a damn about how you look. So quit stressing about it. Other than that, you're still a good person and all. But...there are just some things that you need to get straight.
And..to one other person:
It's an impossible thing, but I can't stop thinking about you. I have no idea why you've been on my mind for the past three months-ish. And I know it's a stupid stupid thing, but I can't stop. Why can't I stop? I'm trying so hard to, but I can't. WHYYYYY???? It sucks to have someone tugging at your heart when you don't want it to. I don't want this. I hate you......
-chu(park) is very sorry.
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