He has a girlfriend, named Nina.

It's a social hell, talking to people you dunno, in foreign language. Feel like ET being showed off in the circus. Boring and extremely uncomfortable. Miss my own friends, my own language.

Hate self acting weird when being with him. Watch every step, every word, imagine conservation that's never gonna happen.  Hate self, really do, but can't help. Will leave here asap. Can't tolerate self being naive, no, stupid I mean. Terribly terribly misbehave. Wish that it never happened (that I didn't came last year)!

Always forgot where I am when watching VCD. I watched 愛與誠、愛情白麵包 & 週末在熱 last night. There're pipes of them, wanna finish all of them, coz dun wanna think about he and his girlfriend right now (feel like 28 year-old just being dumped, obviously adversely affected by BJ and all other book I read these days).

Anyway, am going to stay clear-minded. No more misbehave.

5/8/01．still here (horrible!)