Table for two.

He took me out for dinner, never thought that it'd be just US, so kinda surprise and can't help feeling happy. =P On the way we saw the sunset, actually we were driving towards the sunset （向晚意不適，驅車登古原，夕陽無限好，只是近黃昏）. Found that he's not as innocent, stupid as I thought. Actually dun remember how I thought about him then. Just can't recognize him. He said he wanna be a GM (talking about it, he didn't say what GM he wanna be, I mean, GM of what?!), he already is one actually. Never know any 19 year-old wear Biem suits on weekdays. He likes to open the door for me, he likes to light the cigarette for me,  he likes to tell me how to sit like a lady ---- he likes to control. Maybe he's just not the right one, maybe he's not a good boyfriend....kept thinking about that during dinner. The conclusion is he's not, and won't be mine. So it doesn't really matter if he's a good boyfriend or not. Asked me what I wanna do after dinner, I said I wanna see the stars, he said ' we are not dating'. That's it. Sigh......dunno what am I doing here.......

5/8/01．11:42pm．back from dinner, yea, no stars......