Listening to: "...Oooh it's all sunshine, or its all rain..."

Reading:
Mood: groggy

To answer everyone's damn question on where I have been... school damn you! School! I have straight classes, no breaks... I just want to go to school and that's it! Ok, well go to school and be with my boyfriend. THAT'S IT
Ok, I really don't mean to sound harsh... its just that... why do you all miss me all of a sudden? Since when was I am important factor in all of your lives? Ok, I can understand some of you sincerly miss me... I can understand... but there are other people out there who really don't treat me like a friend. I've tried to fix that, but quite frankly I'm tired. So if you call me or send me an email or whatnot giving me BS about missing me, WTF??? Were you there for me in the first place?
Oy, my sleep habits are muy terrible.... I over slept and missed my first class today... which doesn't really matter since I am dropping this one.
Anyway, I finally found the second book to the manga series "Hot Gimmick". Took forever and a day for stupid B. Dalton to finally be in stock. Thank god for that. I loved the second book, now I'm just waiting for the 3rd. I need to know what the fuck is Azusa's problem using people and why the hell Ryoki is the way he is. He needs to stop abusing Hatsumi and admit that he fucking likes her. And trying to make her his "sex slave"? So not right.
Heh, like you people want to read this crap... but oh well. What can I say, I love the series.
Ahhh, bout my first days back to school alright I suppose. Go to school, classes ok. I only fell asleep in one class and that was Sociology... whatev... it seems intresting, but I hate being in large lecture halls. Makes me just fall asleep.
As for Spanish and Religious Studies, both seem like intresting classes. Let's see what happens. Pre Calc... I dunno yet. I'm still in the process of crashing one of Mansilla's classes... so we'll see. I hear he's an ok teacher, goes at a nice slow pace. Unlike Gasner who doesn't really know what he's doing and looks like he could have been in a Boy Band.
Anyway... off I go. I'm bout to read again. As you can see I have moved onto a new book. Its called Dude, Where's my Country? by Michael Moore. Quite in intresting book. I love this guy! Out of all the muckrakers in the world, he's my favorite. He gets down to the truth.
Oh yes, and for all who don't know Jon, Jamie, and I have made it onto the Phantom Planet site from the San Diego show! Look for us in the last picture (or in any other picture) by clicking this link: http://www.phantomplanetfamily.com/temporary/san%20diego/instore.html or by just visiting www.phantomplanetfamily.com and looking for the San Diego pictures link. And of course you can still view soom of the pictures I took placed right after this entry.
Alright, I'm out all you airheads. Laytah!

1.07.04 9:06pm__capitan's log

Listening to: "...Losing all those friends you made instead Oh, you pushed your way up to the top. You got so tall you had to stop, to squint to see who you were stepping on ..."

Reading: nothing...need new book to read
Mood: tired

Oh so tired... I have to go tape The OC online for www.rooney-rock.net (the rooney fan site I share with Michelle). Ick, I actually have to watch the whole damn show. Oh well...
Last night was a kick ass time. I don't feel like describing it, so I'll use two of my posts from the /r/ boards and the other from my Livejournal. Oh yes, and I'll post more photos when I can. Here ya go:

ladyeye
registered: 1/21/2002 00:00
posts: 1406

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I was there at about 3 o clock, some other people were there at 2, but not too many. Mind you the performance starts at 7.

What songs did they play? They played pretty much the whole new album... well not the whole thing. Towards the end, Alex goes "This is the part of the show where we don't know what to play, so we'll just request a song"

We all yelled out Stiffs since its not on the record.

Oh and for the encore, they played something from the guest.

I don't like to give anything away (as in what songs they play) just in case they decide to do the same thing, or similar to the same thing.

Oh yes and thanks (about the pictures) :)

ladyeye
registered: 1/21/2002 00:00
posts: 1407

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no problem guys.

It was fun. Though there wasn't much movement going on because of the whole in store thing. But still fun, my friends and I were pretty much the few people who were there rocking out, and because of that, we were told to look for ourselves on their site (they filmed us) and possibly the their next music video.

Hee hee, and Alex actually crowd surfed. He looked scared to do it. He was asking us in the front if he jumped would we catch him... we all yelled out of course.

When he got up he said "This is the first time I've crowd surfed at a Tower Records!" And he jumps. Fun stuff, fun stuff.

Early for the PP in store so fooling a bit in the parking lot:

Shoved in car

Squirm bitch, squirm!

KaPow!

Time for the Phantom Planet In Store! Whoo! First leg of in stores, first day of album release:

And of course the BIG ASS promo cardboard posters Daniel the Sony guy hooked us up with. Haha to those who couldn't get it! LOL *looks over at Johnny Dark0*

1.05.04 11:49am__capitan's log

Listening to: "...Where they walk and I�ll walk they fish and I�ll fish. They sin and I�ll sin they fly and I�ll fly. Where they�re out there having fun in the warm california sun..."

Reading:
Mood: sick

I'm always so.... opinionated when it comes to other journal entries. I know I shouldn't do that because its their journal, they can do whatever the fuck they want with it... but sometimes I believe some people don't actually take it seriously. Hah, I've been like this since sophomore year when we were actually forced to do journals for class.
I'm probably like this because I have been documenting my life since the 2nd grade. Unfortunatly my early work has been lost.
*sigh* I think some people have these journals just because its a trend or they have to have one just because everyone has one. Sometimes I feel, people only type what they type because people expect it or they want to impress others with their "deepness".
I'm tired of everyone's emo crap and clich�d "I've found a new perspective..." or "Everyone has its ups and downs..." blah blah shit. I wish everyone would type what they want to type and just what comes out. I wish people wouldn't have to think so hard about it. Its called a journal for a reason. I also wish people wouldn't try to make their entries abstract for the sake of being abstract. It just seems like they're trying too hard. If they truly are abstract, props to them for putting out entries that they feel is adequate enough to explain their feelings and thoughts... without actually have done so.
I have several journals and blogs, everyone knows this. I have one for just random updates about my life, one that explains my feelings, one that contains my poetry, one I keep on paper all to myself, one that serves me as a message board, and this one which can be all of the above.
I wish that some people would at least have more than one journal. One for all their BS entries, and another just to let go. I believe that a journal is just for that, to just let go. Its so that you can find peace with yourself. And if you're going to use it for other purposes, well then make another one. If you don't, well, I hope you're a completly sane person because built up tension is not good. Better to put all the tension on paper or on the computer screen.
*sigh* I dunno even know what I am saying anymore. I'm too sick and too tired.
But that's my rant. You can go on doing whatever the hell you want with your journals now. I'll still read them, but I'll still have my judgements. Hey at least I'm not shouting it all to your faces and being blunt about it. I'm just being in general because I don't like to point fingers.
Anyway, me cook rice now.

1.04.04 4:59pm__capitan's log

Listening to: "...And would you fuck me? 'Cause I'd fuck me. Am I your wetnap? Freestyle walkin'..."

Reading:
Mood: exhausted

Ain't that the truth? Heh. Whatev... trying to change that.
Anyway, I am so exhausted, and no one will let me rest! I was suppose to be done with this entry ages ago, so that I could just sleep, but everyone kept calling me for something. Hello! I'm not the only one in this house!
First I was called to clean up the kitchen. Then I was called to pack away the Christmas trees and decorations. Do you know how long that took me?! Good lord!
I was about to go back to the computer but my dad was on it... so I went back to my room to rest and then I was bothered by my mom about some table, then my brother barged in saying that I need to inform him when I will be done PMSing because he and Eric don't appreciate this torando storm! WTF? Well if everyone would just let me rest for once! Oy, then when I thought all was safe, my dad calls me in to ask why the printer isn't working. So I spent a good amount working on that, come to find out that someone had unplugged one of the damn plugs. Then I had to work on getting the plug back in. which was no easy feat because of the way the printer is and how the desk is and the lack of light. Now my pants are all dusty and shit.
*sigh* now I am here, tired and trying to just get this entry over with!
Why am I so tired you ask? Well its my fault that I'm tired, but I wish I was given a break.
Yesterday I came home at about 10 from my outing with Vee. My dad is sitting at the computer, and he turns to me and says that we're going to church tomorrow. I say ok and head into my room, waiting for him to get off the computer because I had to make an email before I went to bed. So I waited, but my brother got there first. I told him to call me when he was done, and he said fine. It was almost 12 and I was getting sleepy so I was about to forget it when my brother came knocking about 12:30 to say it was my turn. So I spend about an hour making an email (wouldn't have taken me so long if my older brother wasn't bothering me). Bah, let's just say I didn't go to bed till about 2.
Oh that's not all, at 5am, my baby gets online. My phone was online at the time under my alias sn, and my bear's sn was on alert, so my phone violently vibrated when he got online. I spent about 2 hours? Chatting with him. Then I fell asleep and got up again at 8 for church. What fun, only 4 hours of sleep. A 3hour block then a 1 hour block.
After church I had time to rest for about 30 mins. It was on the way to the mall (before that we went out to eat of course). Oy I was so tired there, that I refused to go anywhere else after the mall, even though my mom wanted to go out.
Soon as I got home, all the chores began and I got no sleep. So so so tired.
Bah... dunno what else to say just so tired... so I shall log off now. Layers alligators.

1.02.04 9:19pm__capitan's log

Listening to: "...lost in thoughts of empty dispositions, my position stops me, can't stand up, I can't breathe..." (pic is blurry but it says "i like the like.")

Reading:
Mood: nauseated

First of all... I'm listening to KIIS FM online (cause Meli suggested I do so... online version goes slower than radio live) and Rooney's Shakin is #3. WTF?! This is weird. Rooney finally made it to top 40 radio. I hate KIIS... they are the kings of all pussy music. Bah, Channel 933 but more hip to the times because its LA.
Anyway, so today was a sort of off beat day. I woke up late because my brother, cousin, and I were out late theater hopping... trying to find a good place to watch a movie. Finally we settled at Palm (hah that's we started off, then Fashion, then Gaslamp and Horton, then back to Palm). We ended up watching The Last Samurai again. I LOVE THAT MOVIE! Now I normally don't think Tom Cruise is hot, but DAMN! Will you look at him in that movie?! Anyway, so you know, Last Samurai is really long and we saw it at 10:20... plus we went to Jack n the Box afterward, so we got home pretty late. Yes, and that and I was online afterward chatting w/Meli... then got offline and back again on my phone chatting with my Bear.
Anyway, I got yelled at for my credit card again. I blame my older brother because he makes me get his running gear on my card. But eh, its ok. Not like I got yelled at. Just scolded... my dad was already in a bad mood, but thank god my aunts came. Saved!
Meh... ate at Carls Jr with the familia... we couldn't fit into one both so we took up 1 full booth, a booth made for 2 and my older brother in a booth w/one seat and a space made for those who are disabled.
Arrggg... lots of stuff happened. And I can't even remember. For most of the day I spent my time held up in my roome. Reading or writing in my journal. Geez I love that thing. I can just sit there for hours and not even know it.
Also went to Blockbuster for the millionth time this week. We rented Old School and I bought Down with Love. I love that movie, it was cheaper at Blockbuster than it is at Best Buy. Sucks though, I don't get the original box and that lil paper that comes on the inside.
So now here I am. I can't remember all the things I wanted to type cause my stupid cousin was bothering me. I even had to hold off the convo I was having with Meli. Now I'm just waiting for the guys to put in Old School.
I'm sort of dreading tomorrow cause everything will be back to normal. My cousins are leaving for home tomorrow afternoon... and back to yelling it will be for me. Goody. I love it when my parents yell at me when they have nothing else better to do. If thats all they have to do... why don't they do some mindless chore? I don't think they know what college is like.
Last side notes: Getting closer to the friendships I long for with certain friends, getting distant with ones that don't remember the groping. I'm working on a lot of things this year, and I am trying to remain optimistic. That's all I can be.

1.01.04 12:33am__capitan's log

Listening to: "...i�m electric,i just want to dance, i�m electric, i just want to dance, i want to be loved by you..."

Reading:
Mood: energetic

So I start off anew, moving everything to the archives section, leaving `03 in the past!
I am so excited right now! Never would I thought I would be this excited! Its 2004clean slate!
So what if I didn't get to see Phantom Planet tonight (or last night I should say) at the 4th & B? So what if I couldn't go to that concert event at the Sports Arena like planned? So what if this year's party, wasn't all what it was cracked up to be? IT'S THE FUCKING NEW YEAR!
Hee hee, yes, I am that excited!
So I began the new year with Vinh online. Hahaha. As soon as 12 hit (we were counting down) we both welcomed each other into the new year! Then I waited for Melissa to get back online (cause she was performing at the moment) which was only about 5 minutes later, and we greeted each other into the new year. Hee hee, she got to kiss Robert haha!
But don't think I was just sitting on the computer waiting, oh no! I also got to use those confetti champagne bottles that my mom bought. So they didn't really work the way we thought it would, but hey its ok. I had some fun throwing confetti at my little brother and my nephew.
Oh yesh, and I welcomed the new year by playing Electric from Melody Club. Kick ass song, you should all check it out. Very energetic fun! Hee hee. Well, I best be going now. I'll probably post more later! Again, Happy New Year!

PS if you want to read previous entries, please click here.