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| Another loss Sadly I had another loss, this one very recent. I discovered I was pregnant again on June 9, 2004, the day after my 26th birthday! I had very mixed emotions about this baby--but all the same I was so very excited. MacKenzie is too, she cannot wait to have a baby sister, and has already named her 'Ossie'. I went to the doctor again on June 10th because of cramping I was having. My doctor found my tiny baby girl stuck in my tube, her little heart beating away as if to say "I'm here!" but not knowing she was in the wrong place. I was given a shot to end the pregnancy, something that was very hard to do as I knew it would be stopping that little heart--ending her life before it had really began. I feel so horrible! As I type up my story she may still be holding on for dear life inside me. I have to go back in a few days to get a repeat u/s. I pray that God chose to take her before she felt any effects of the shot, no one knows what these tiny babies can feel, I pray she doesn't suffer. At least I know she'll have her big brother Gage in Heaven to look out for her. He'll be able to show her the best of Heaven--because we all know God only takes the Best! I love you my Dream Angel |
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| Just a tiny little miracle Anyone got a miracle I can borrow? Just a small one--I'll give it back tomorrow. I don't need all of it, just a tiny little bit whatever you can spare, I promise, I won't use all of it. See there is a tiny baby girl, who's somehow lost her way. I know she didn't mean too, she just needs a few extra days I am sure with a little help she can pull through God grants big miracles every day for her, just a little one will do I know this wasn't supposed to happen I'd like to take back my words Please forgive me Lord, Please save my little girl I'm sure she will go on to do great things, If you help her just a little bit She may cure a disease, lead a country with your help I know she can do it! Does anyone have a miracle I can borrow? I just need it for a day or two It's to help a tiny heart keep beating I promise I'll give it back to you For when you see your miracle work you won't help but smile Does anyone, anyone have a miracle? My tiny baby girl, wants to stay for a little while For she is MY tiny little miracle but I want to share her with the world Please if you have a miracle help me save my little girl by Heather M. Peterson Copyright 2004 Heather M. (Melinda) Peterson |
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