More poems
More original works by Camilla - Erika Campbell.
Hung Up
I'm so hung up
Hung up on you
Hung up on us
Hung up bout my feelings.
So unclear
Like a glaze
Over my eyes
Speak Out
I'm told
And things will
Come around
Someday
On and off
Off and on
One day its love
Followed by a day of disgust
Up and down
Like a rollercoaster
Rollercoaster of love
So indecisive
I remember
I smile
I cry
Love songs playing
Add to this feling
Feeling of confusion
Lost
Lost in this world
Of complications
Wish I knew the answer
Tear stains wet the page
Smudge the ink
Feelings washed away with tears
Cold heart
Needs gentle kiss
To be warmed
Must move on
Don't look back
Theres something I miss
Fill this emptiness
I need
I crave
I want
Where am I left with you ?
29th May 2000
Love Confusion
I love you
If only you could see
Me causing you to hurt
Scares me
Never wanted you to hurt
Decisions influenced by others
Thought I was doing right
Months on
I was wrong
The chance was there
I loose it
Passes over my eyes
I miss you
When we talk I think
You are not for me
I'm not for you
But my heart doesn't care
Brain verses heart
Common battle
Want to avoid hurt
Love is hurt
Always results in hurt
Love is poison
Disguised by sugar
Deadly combination
But I love you
No denying.
29th May 2000
The Guy
The guy I think about
Is not really the guy
I used to know
Its more like
The guy i wanted him
To be
Misconceptions
Of what I actually wanted
Can only follow
When distant
I think
I think differently
Of when near
So where am I now ?
Has all this feeling been false ?
Or just exaggerated ?
Or am I being skeptical here
And just can't face facts ?
Whatever these facts may be
Guy, what guy ?
My guy or
The guy
Am I right or wrong ?
The one I think about is
The guy, a guy, the guy I knew
Just guy
6th June 2000
N.B In this poem the word "guy" is replaced with a name in the original. The reason i replaced it was that I didn't wish to reveal the identity of the person.
More poems to come soon !