Poetry
I would like to say that my friend Clare inspired me to write poetry, after reading some of her own work I wrote my first poem. These are my poems written by ME . Please don't copy them (they ain't good enough to copy anyway). This is all my own work so keep it that way ok thanx =) Quite a few different people are featured in these poems, who they are is not the important issue here. So enjoy them =)
Writing poetry is defiantly theraputic, I'd defiantly say that getting your feelings out on paper help, its kept my head screwed on thats for sure. So even though you may think poetry is sad to do why not try it, you don't have to show it to anyone, no one has to know so don't feel ashamed. Just pick up that pen and let those feelings flow. =)
Viscous Circle Of Hurt
A viscous circle of hurt
Too many crushed emotions
Tear stains on my face
Chills run up my spine
The words ringing in my ears
Repeatedly numbing my feelings
I felt on a high
Now I 'm on an extreme low
I dreamt of us togehter
Watching the world go by
Now all that occupies that hope
Is hurt and love that died
Maybe if I told you how I felt
Things would be different
That flicker of light in my heart
The pang of excitement in my stomach
No point no more
I shall live on
Yours sincerely
Signed Camilla
1st May 2000
Do I Still Love You ?
Do I still love you?
I may never know
The feelings inside me
Won't melt like the snow
Strong bonds we have formed
Will never break
Just from all this
Our friendship at stake
If I said I loved you
What would you say?
Shower me in light
Or cower away
What should I do ?
I have no idea
Just trying to get
This message clear
Do I still love you?
I may never know
Those feelings within me
Could never just
Go.
Feb 2000
You Think I'm A Fool
What do I think
I have no clue
You play with my mind
You think I'm a fool
Theres so much more
That meets the eye
Your cheating ways
Your secretive lies
I really thought that I could trust you
Now I'm not sure
I haven't a clue
Hopefully time
Will make all look clear
A misunderstanding
A gliche in this year
But as for now
I have no clue
You think I believe you
You think I'm a fool
2nd May 2000
Untitled
Miss you like crazy
Everyday
To be right near you
And together we'll stay
Your feel
Your charm
Your kiss
Your touch
Why did I throw
Away so much
If I could speak up
I'd tell you all this
But don't want to ruin
Our friendship
That pang of emotion
That beat in my heart
What should I do?
Where should I start?
Looking at you
What do I see?
Talk of others
Insane jelousy
I let you down
But we're still friends
Don't want to drag you
Round emotional bends
Loops and twists
Through and through
Confusion, lust
Me and you
Miss you like crazy
Thought you should know
That glimmer of hope
Will never go
24th May 2000
Shit!
What the fuck did I do that for?
Thought I was practically over it
But today everything came back into view
We speak
I find out new things
It clicks
Back where I started
What the hell is wrong
I'm a fool
I'm weak
I'm unmotivated
I'm a bitch
People hurt
Cause of moi
Fucking moi
I never appreciate anything till it goes
It goes or I get rid of
Then I 've lost it
Lost it for good
Thats it
OVER
Yet again ANOTHER mistake
Its TOO late now
Its ALWAYS too late
I should be happy
I'm a jelous fiend
I admit it
There you go
I ADMIT it
You have no idea
Keep it that way, please
Shall I get some tea?
Everything is apparently better after tea !
I hate the stuff
Only one thing will cure this confusion
Time
O' fuckin time !
27th May 2000
All poems featured on this page is the original work of Camilla - Erika Campbell.