I’m trying not to call you even
though I probably could and I’m sorry I believed you when
you said you would. I’m trying to be patient so things can
turn out good, but can I really trust you just because you say I
should. Now everything you ever said to me I can’t believe
cause I can not be wearing my heart up on my sleeve. And I don’t
think you’d notice if I were just to leave but still for some
strange reason I can’t seem to see. But everything he’s
ever said to me has yet to prove wrong this theory… that
Boys are so messed up.
Now I’ve tried so many things
to get you to notice me, but instead you’re watching porno
on the big screen TV or playing your video games but it seems like
you’re playing me, so don’t get mad when I play your
ass like Monopoly. What do you want from me is there something that
I can say? What do you need from me can you just take it and go
away? But if you want my game, with me you’ll have to play
cause I know that boys are so messed up.
Boys are so messed up.
My
First Official Demo CD
Emily Jean - 2004
Recorded at Sound Room Studios
Produced by Tomas Costanza & Rob