Well, no; I know what it is that I want,
What it is I can�t have,
Why I can�t have it I don�t know,
Well, no, I know why
If I could have this thing
I would run away with it
And never come back
I would be happy
Without things I don�t need
I could be complete?
No, not until I die.
Only then am I complete.
Only then my journey is completed.
Sometimes, it is just that
I don�t want to have
To wait for that day
I try to fill my holes with things
With peoples, and ideas
But I know this isn�t right
Even knowing,
I continue on.
I continue filling my holes
I do understand why this is
But I don�t yet understand what I�m to do.
So I come to you oh, Lord
I ask you to show me
I ask you to make me clear headed
And focused to be able to understand, no,
To know what plan,
What part of the great puzzle I need to
Work on and complete,
So I can be complete.
