I try to, I really do
I get involved, attached
Everything is under control
But for some reason my commitment is trashed
Thrashed and blown to bits.
So it makes me wonder,
Is it something I have done?
Is it me, being doomed?
Doomed to staying bored
To stay without opportunity or involvement
I am not allowed, for some strange reason
To be able to be given any chance to actually follow through.
So what am I supposed to do?
