'I didnt know it at all
I wanted to answer your call
I didnt want to leave you ever
harm you I could never
but you were taken away
I didnt hear it before today
I came to you before even my eye blinked
nothing and everything, only you I thinked
still I was too late
you were already touched by hate
now I am crying at your grave
and I wish I still could be brave
to tell you good bye
before I die'
'How could I tell you about my feelings
how I know you are right for me
and if I am right for you
I know that I love you
and I wish you love me too
How can I tell you what I think about you
that how beautiful you are
and how soft is your touch
how can I tell you if I dont know that you feel the same'
'There is questions that should not be asked
and there is answers no one wants to hear
and still someones want to know everything
'It hurts too much to be alone
pain inside only grows
my heart is breaking to pieces
teared by emotions and despair
my mind is like chaos
confused by believes and hope
I dont know what to think
or not to think at all'
'I just want to feel your warm breath beside me,
I just want to feel your hand in mine,
I just want to be with you
I just want to forget everything for a second
I just want to fall asleep on your lap and feel that I am in safe now.'
'I sit alone in the darkness and I cry
oblivion is calling me
but I cant, it hurts too much
I dont have the strength to be only half alive
I dont want to be withered away
I dont want to be compented by others
light is raising from the horizon
but my heart is still black
If I would come across peace
and meet the true love
searching under the surface could reveal a broken heart
and if this true love would amend it
I would be able to believe again.'
'I am trying to drive loneliness away by forgetting
forgetting myself and living in unreal world
I am trying to live life that isnt mine
I am trying to hold on others feelings and life
I am not really living
every night when I am going to bed
I feel how lonely I am
and no mather how hard I try to drive the feeling away
its follows me at bottom of my heart
I makes my heart feel so heavy
and it makes me almost cry'
'I am watching the silvery moon,
so bright and so far away.
And the stars around it,
bright too, but so small.
I turn my look and I see another light,
even brighter and warm!
I let the sun shine to my face,
but then I turn away in pain.
But then I notice third light, smaller,
smaller than stars in the sky.
But at the same time still so soft,
loving and caring.
I wander towards the light and try to see it better,
is it you?'
'I want to scream, but I dont know the words.
I want to believe, but no-one gives me a reason.
I want to love, but I am so alone.
I want to hope, but that is lost ages ago.
I want to live, but I cant die.'
'How could I tell you
that I love you
Its hidden deep in my heart
but I wish you could see it
I have been trying
you cant deny it'
