Title: Cocoon - Part 7
Author: Candice ([email protected])
/ Mizuki ([email protected])
Mirror: yes
Archive: yes
Band: Pierrot
Pairings: AU kiritoXaiji incest. In this fic, both of them are brothers.
Warning: Use of the f-word.... and violence in sex.....
Luv,
Candice ^^
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[Aiji]
Where am I? Oniisan....?
I heard laughter.... I turned and saw two young children playing in the garden.
It was... Oniisan and me... when we were still kids....
I saw myself running happily with Oniisan chasing after me... and then I fell
down and cried. Oniisan came up and wrapped his arms around me, comforting me in
his brotherly way.... He plucked a flower, put it behind my ear and made funny
faces at me. I stopped crying and laughed again.
Oniisan... he was always so gentle... That's how I remembered him to be....
But that stopped when our parents went their separate ways and I had to follow
our father.... I missed Oniisan and mother very much... And I knew that father
missed them as much as me... especially my mother...
He used to tell me that everytime he looked at me, I reminded him of her... He
often teased that I will grow up to be pretty just like mother.... I had
protested then, I had argued that I'm a boy, not a girl.... So I couldn't be
pretty...
But after father passed away, I decided to try searching for mother and Oniisan
again... I didn't want to be alone... I wanted to be with my family again...
I was so happy when I managed to find Oniisan again... I also learnt that our
mother had passed away few years ago. Oniisan suggested that I moved in with
him, which I agreed readily. I thought we could go back to what we used to have
in the past, but I guess I was wrong....
I was sad whenever Oniisan went out on dates.... I knew that I couldn't stop him
from doing what he did because he had his own life to live.... So, I started
going out with Jun... I tried to make friends to make myself forget that I
couldn't depend on Oniisan all the time...
But I was jealous of his dates.... jealous that they took Oniisan's time away
from me.... I didn't know why, but I just wished that Oniisan could spend more
time with me....
But.... he hates me now..... What did I do wrong? Why did he hate me so much
that he... hurts me this way....? I don't understand.... I knew that I loved him
now.... I loved him so much that I couldn't bring myself to hate him anymore...
even after what he did to me....
I'm scared.... He's no longer the Oniisan I once knew.... I want my Oniisan to
come back again....
Please... God.... Can anyone help...? I want Oniisan to love me again, in his
gentle ways... How I wished all that had happened was just a bad dream.....
****
[Shinya]
I looked at him as he opened his eyes slowly. I smiled as I brought my hand up
to caress his cheeks. "Are you all right?"
".... Oniisan....?" He looked at me timidly with his large doeful
eyes.
"...I'm sorry if I hurt you just now..."
"....Oniisan... Why..? Why do you... hate me...?" He lowered his head
but I saw the tears sliding down his pale face.
"Shhh...." I hugged him, savouring the warmth of his naked body
against me.
"Do you love me, Aiji?" I asked, as I started caressing his soft silky
hair.
"...Oniisan... I...." He pushed me away suddenly and turned his back
towards me.
"Aiji....?" I pulled him back to me and forced him to look at me. His
cheeks were flushed and he averted his eyes shyly.
"I want you... Aiji..." I started laying kisses on his neck, when I
couldn't control the lust within me anymore...
"No... Oniisan... NO!"
"Why?"
"It's... it's wrong... we can't...." His teary eyes looked up at me,
as he pushed me away again.
"..." I pulled him to me again, this time ignoring his protests as I
sealed my lips on his, kissing him passionately. When we broke the kiss, I
looked at him and said quietly, "Aiji, be honest with yourself... I know
you want me too..."
He blushed as he lowered his head guiltily.
"Here, drink this." I held the bottle in my hand as he looked up at
me.
"Oniisan...." I saw the pleading look that he gave me as he shook his
head.
"Drink this, Aiji.... if you really love me...."
"... Why? Why didn't you force me...."
"Because I want to know if you really love me....."
****
[Aiji]
"Because I want to know if you really love me....."
Did he really want to know? I stared at the bottle in his hand, unsure of what
to do...
Should I drink it just to prove that I love him? What if he used me again? What
if he didn't love me at all?
A voice in my head was screaming that I shouldn't do it... it was wrong.... it
was incestuous...
But I just want Oniisan to love me again.... Because... I love him....
****
[Jun]
I reached Kirito's apartment and pressed the doorbell several times. Seeing no
response for quite a while, I looked around before using the key that Aiji had
had with him. I entered the house and found it to be empty.
I closed the door after me, and went around the house, looking for clues to
places where Kirito might have taken Aiji to.
I almost jumped when a musical sound startled me. Running out into the living, I
found Kirito's cellphone lying around. And it was ringing.
I hesitated for a while before picking up the cellphone.
"moshi moshi?!" I answered it with annoyance.
"Hi, Shinya!" A female voice on the other end greeted brightly.
"Who?"
"It's me! Why didn't you call for so long? I missed you!" The female
voice complained.
"gomen, I think you'd made a mistake. I'm not Shinya and I don't know who
the hell is he!"
"You're not Shinya?" The woman sounded puzzled. "But this is the
correct number, I'm sure of it! Who are you? Why are you using Shinya's
cellphone? Where....."
Without giving her a chance to talk further, I ended the call. Staring at the
cellphone in my hand, I frowned.
Shinya? But this is Kirito's cellphone and number... Who was Shinya? Whoever he
was, why did someone call for him on Kirito's cellphone? Just what is going
on???
The more I tried to figure out what was going on, the more confused and worried
I got. I had a nagging feeling that there's something wrong here, horribly
wrong, and I couldn't just ignore it.
I picked up the cellphone again, this time scrolling through the phone history.
Then, I noticed a name amongst the list of calls.
Dr. Takeo.....? Wait... isn't this the doctor that Aiji had mentioned, was a
good friend of Kirito's?
Wasting no time chucking the phone into my pocket, I left the house hurriedly to
go to the clinic. Maybe this doctor could shed some light and give me a clearer
picture of the whole damn thing!
****
[Shinya]
I looked at him quietly as he took the bottle from my hand hesitatingly. He
looked at it for a very long time, before he finally raised the bottle to his
lips and drank the liquid. Emptying the bottle, he placed the bottle in my hand
before flinging his arms around my neck and burying his head in my chest.
"Oniisan... please.... don't hate me...." He whispered softly.
I kissed him lightly on his hair, before pushing him to lie on the bed. He
looked so vulnerable and enticing with his flushed cheeks. I noticed that his
breathing was heavier now...
"...Onii.. Oniisan...." He started whimpering as he moved his body
restlessly against the sheets.
"Aiji...." Getting aroused, I held his wrists and had them pinned over
his head. I moved to hover over his body and kissed him fully on the mouth.
Pushing my tongue in, he responded by sucking on my tongue. I relaxed and let my
own naked body covered his. He gasped slightly when I rested my full weight on
him. I started moving my body slowly, grinding against him. I could feel his
whole body tensed up once, before slowly moving his hips up to meet mine.
I broke the kiss, and focused my attention on his most sensitive part, his neck.
"..Ahh... Oniisan... Ahh.." His moans sounded so sweet to my ears.
I trailed my kisses down his body but stopped midway to play with his nipples. I
teased them by pulling them gently with my teeth, licking them slowly and then
sucking them.
"Ahhhh~" He struggled restlessly, bucking his hips up to grind against
me desperately.
I moved up to kiss his neck again. This time, I held both his wrists with one
hand, while my other hand moved down to gently tease his erection.
"Ahh~ Oniisan~"
I removed my hand immediately and he whimpered. "Onii..."
"Shh~" I placed my finger on his lips and leant down to breathe on his
flushed face.
"Don't call me that.... pretend I'm not your Oniisan... Call me...
Shinya..."
Aiji looked at me, confusion on his face.
I hovered over his body and looked down at him, waiting. "Well?"
"..Shinya...?"
I moved my hand down and used a finger to trace a line down his full length,
bringing shudders to his slim body.
"!! ...Shinya.... please...?"
I smiled as my other fingers closed around him and slid slowly up and down his
shaft. Wanting to tease him even more, I used my thumb to rub roughly against
his tip.
"Ah~ Ah~ Shinya~ Ah~" Aiji's moans became aroused and louder as he
shuddered at the tingling sensation at his erection.
I rubbed faster as I watched his erection grew and very soon, precum was
dripping out.
"Ah~ Oniisan~" I stopped what I was doing when I heard him called me
that again.
"Aiji, you forgot. I'm not your Oniisan now." I reminded him, an
unhappy look crossing my face.
"...I'm sorry... Shinya... please..." He pleaded as his beautiful eyes
held desperation and lust within them.
Leaning down to lay kisses on his face and neck, I grasped his erection and
started to pump furiously, making him cry out in rapture.
"Aiji... scream louder.... I want to hear you scream my name...." I
whispered huskily near his ear as I continued working hard on his erection.
"Ah! Uh! Shi.. Shinya~ Ah! Uh! Shinya~" Aiji moaned louder as his
heated body writhed under mine.
"SHINYA!!!" I looked at the trembling body underneath me lustfully, as
Aiji ejaculated in my hand, spilling his seeds onto my hand, and our bodies. He
laid panting heavily on the bed, spent, as perspiration ran down his face.
I reached down underneath him and smeared the cum on my hands across his hole.
Without any warning, I pushed one of my fingers in and I could see him stiffened
before groaning in pain.
"..itai...."
Ignoring his groans, I pushed in and out of his ass a few times, before pushing
two more fingers in and then started to finger-fuck him mercilessly.
"Ah~ Ah~ Shinya~ itai~ Ah~ Ah~"
"...Shinya.... Please! Stop!" Tears slipped down his face as he
screamed in pain.
I stopped but didn't withdraw my fingers. "Don't you like it?"
"Please.... it hurts...." He pleaded softly as he opened his teary
eyes to look at me.
"...All right.. then use your mouth...." I removed my fingers from his
ass and played with his nipples instead.
"?!" Aiji widened his eyes as I slid forward, bringing my erection to
his lips.
"Now!" I ordered and pushed my tip against his lips till he yielded.
"Aiji, don't disappoint me..." I smiled at him, tightening my grip on
his wrists.
Hearing the warning undertone in my voice, he obediently opened his mouth to
take me in. I had to control myself not to push into him when his wet mouth
closed over my erection and started to suck on it. He used his tongue to lapat
my shaft from different directions, and then every so often he would swirl his
tongue over my tip.
God! He's even better than any of those bitches!
I was so aroused that I pulled harder on his nipples, twisting and kneading them
with my fingers, my actions mimicking the rhythm of his blow-job. He tried to
squirm but I was still holding his wrists, so he couldn't resist much as I
continued to fuck his mouth and tease his nipples.
Very soon, I felt myself coming. I stopped playing with his nipples and instead
pulled his head in closer by grasping his hair. I gave out a low moan as I
orgasmed and ejaculated in his mouth. Aiji tried to struggle when my cum spilt
into his mouth.
"Swallow it. Swallow all of it." I hissed as I pushed myself further
into his mouth, all the time looking down at him.
Aiji tried to turn away even though I was still holding his head to me and my
erection was still in his mouth. Seeing that he'd no other choice, he tried to
swallow the cum and I smiled to myself when I saw his pained expression.
After ejaculating all my seeds, I released my hold on his head, and pulled my
erection out of his cum-dripping mouth. Aiji coughed a few times as he tried to
either swallow the cum that was still in his mouth, or spilt it out.
"Aack... aack.."
I couldn't resist gathering the dripping cum from the corner of his mouth and
smearing it across his lips. He looked so helpless yet alluring at the same
time, lying there fully naked under me, with his arms pinned above his shock of
purple hair, his breathing coming in pants, as I straddled him, my body weight
resting fully on his stomach.
"You're damn sexy.. you know that, Aiji?" I mumbled near his ear and
then licked slowly at the wetness around his mouth, tasting my own cum.
"..Shinya... please.." He half-pleaded again as tears slipped down his
wet face.
I raised an eyebrow and looked at him questioningly, "You want me to
stop?"
Choking back his sobs, he shook his head weakly before whispering softly again,
"Please.. don't hate me..."
"....." Looking at his tear-stained face, I softened slightly as I
leant down to rain kisses on his pale face.
"I won't let you leave me... You are mine, Aiji... No one can take you away
from me..."
Releasing my hold on him, I lifted myself off and sat down cross-legged on the
bed. Pulling him up, I wrapped my arms around his trembling body and draw him
into my embrace. I opened my legs slightly so that he was wedged in between my
body and my legs.
The minute I held him close, he flung his arms around my neck and laid his head
against my chest, and closed his eyes to curl up against me. I let him stay like
this for a while, savouring his scent and his body warmth.
Gently stroking his back, I smiled when I recalled his whimpers and cries just
now. He aroused me so much, that I wanted to ravish him and fuck his brains out.
"You are sick!" A familiar voice screamed inside my head.
"So what if I am? At least I have Aiji in my hands now... Wasn't I the
violent one?" I smirked to myself.
~owari~
Part 9