Title: Cocoon - Part 8
Author: Candice ([email protected])
/ Mizuki ([email protected])
Mirror: yes
Archive: yes
Band: Pierrot
Pairings: AU kiritoXaiji incest. In this fic, both of them are brothers.
Warning: Use of the f-word.... and violence in sex.....
Ok, more parts coming up as the fic moves closer to its end! *phew*
The coming parts are especially dedicated to Mizuki-chan, Michi-chan, NRG, Nika,
Cee and Jay, Lotos, and all others who had commented about the fic~ ^_^
Peace~
Candice
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[Jun]
I was panting heavily when I finally reached the clinic. Catching my breath as I
slowly walked up the steps and pushed the glass door to enter the clinic, the
nurse looked up at me with a smile.
"Good afternoon, Sir. How may I assist you?"
"I need to see Dr. Takeo."
"Have you made an appointment?"
"...No, I didn't."
"Then I'm so sorry, Sir. Either you would like to make an appointment
first, or you could just take a number and join the queue here."
"...." Seeing there was no way I could get to Dr. Takeo fast, I took a
deep breath and turned to barge into the doctor's room.
"Sir, you can't do that! Sir!!" The nurse hurried out from her counter
and tried to stop me from entering Dr. Takeo's room.
The doctor looked at me, with surprise on his face, when I pushed open the door.
"Dr. Takeo, gomen nasai! This gentleman..."
"It's all right. Let him in." The doctor smiled at both of us, before
the nurse bowed and stepped out of the room, closing the door after her.
"Good afternoon, I'm Dr. Takeo. What can I do for you?"
"err.. Good afternoon, I'm Jun. I.. err.." Feeling embarrassed at my
rudeness, I stuttered nervously.
"Yes?" Dr. Takeo smiled kindly.
"Can you tell me what is wrong with Kirito?" Dr. Takeo raised an
eyebrow when he heard my question.
"How are you related to Kirito-san? I'm sorry, but I can't divulge any
information about my patient without his approval."
"Please, I really need to know!"
"I'm sorry, but I can't help you. Please, Jun-san, if you don't mind, I
have patients waiting for me." He smiled patiently at me, before lowering
his head to look at his papers again, giving me the hint that I should leave.
"But... Aiji has disappeared and I'm worried that Kirito will hurt
him!"
The doctor looked up, surprised. "Ex.. excuse me? Why did you say that
Kirito-san will hurt his own brother?"
"I... I... don't know how to explain... but.... who is Shinya?" I
asked, suddenly remembering the phone call that I had received earlier.
"Shinya? How do you know him?!"
****
[Takeo]
I was deep in thought over Kirito's earlier visit to my clinic when suddenly a
young man barged into my office.
"Dr. Takeo, gomen nasai! This gentleman..." My nurse, Akiko, hurriedly
tried to explain.
"It's all right. Let him in." I smiled at the both of them. Relieved
that I wasn't upset by this gentleman's rudeness, Akiko bowed and stepped out of
the room, closing the door after her.
"Good afternoon, I'm Dr. Takeo. What can I do for you?" I turned my
attention to the young man and motioned him to take a seat.
"err.. Good afternoon, I'm Jun. I.. err.."
"Yes?" Seeing the latter's nervousness, I smiled kindly at him.
"Can you tell me what is wrong with Kirito?" I raised an eyebrow when
I heard his question.
"How are you related to Kirito-san? I'm sorry, but I can't divulge any
information about my patient without his approval."
"Please, I really need to know!"
"I'm sorry, but I can't help you. Please, Jun-san, if you don't mind, I
have patients waiting for me." I smiled patiently at Jun-san, before
turning my attention away to pretend looking through the papers on my table.
"But... Aiji has disappeared and I'm worried that Kirito will hurt
him!"
I looked up, surprised at his sudden outburst. "Ex..excuse me? Why did you
say that Kirito-san will hurt his own brother?"
"I... I... don't know how to explain... but.... who is Shinya?"
"Shinya? How do you know him?!" I frowned when I heard the name.
"I... Somebody called up looking for Shinya on Kirito's cellphone..."
Jun-san replied nervously.
"....Impossible... Shinya... How could he...?" Shaking my head in
disbelief, I was beginning to worry about Kirito.
"Dr. Takeo! Who is Shinya?! Please tell me, onegai!"
"..Why... why do you ask?"
"Because... because, Kirito raped Aiji!!! And now he has taken Aiji with
him and hidden him somewhere!!"
"NANI?!?!?!" I almost shouted, when Jun-san's words sunk into my mind,
giving me the shock of my life.
"Please, Dr. Takeo, I have to save Aiji before it's too late!"
"...Shinya..." I began to speak again, as I slowly got over the shock.
"...was 'erased' when Kirito was fourteen...."
"'Erased'? What do you mean 'erased'???" The young man looked at me
with confusion on his face.
"Kirito is Shinya... and Shinya is Kirito... In simple terms, Shinya's an
extra personality of Kirito..." I tried to explain in non-medical terms.
"What?! You're saying that Shinya is.... and you...?"
"Yes, I 'erased' Shinya from Kirito's personality.. or mind if that's the
term you're comfortable with..."
****
[Jun]
I simply couldn't believe my ears when Dr. Takeo told me that Shinya was
Kirito's extra personality, and that he was supposed to be 'erased' when Kirito
was fourteen!
I sat there in shock as I tried to recall all those things that had happened.
No wonder, Kirito was so shocked when I confronted him earlier.... I thought he
had feigned innocence when I beat him up for hurting Aiji.... Now I know why....
****
[Takeo]
I looked at the young man sitting in front of me, as I started thinking to
myself.
What went wrong? How did "Shinya" come back?! ..... Was it... Aiji???
"Jun-san, let's go!" I got up from my seat hurriedly and put on my
coat.
"Wha.. what?" The young man stared at me blankly.
"You're right, Aiji may be in danger. We have to act fast before something
terrible happens!"
"hai, hai!"
****
[Jun]
Before we left the clinic, Dr. Takeo left instructions to his nurse that he
needed to attend to an emergency house-call.
We quickly got into his car, and I paused for a while, puzzled, after buckling
my seat belt.
"sumimasen.... but do you know where Kirito... I mean 'Shinya'... may have
taken Aiji?" I asked timidly.
"....I think I know where's the place... but I hope I can still remember
the directions to get there..." He gave me a worried look before he started
his car.
****
[Takeo]
I gave Jun-san a worried look in reply to his question, before starting my car.
Damn~ I hope I can still remember the directions... it's been so long ago... I
only hope we arrive there before anything bad happened!
Past memories of "Shinya" came back to me, as I started to tell
Jun-san why I was suddenly so worried about Aiji's safety....
*flashback*
Little "Shinya" was fond of drawing... drawing on the walls in his
ward. But the drawings were not innocent pictures drawn by a youngster....
Instead, it was pictures of dead animals....
Besides the creepy drawings found on the walls, "Shinya" also
collected insects. But his was a haunting collection of ripped up insects which
he pinned onto the walls as well...
I remembered walking into his ward one day to receive a big shock when I saw the
"collage" on the walls. Stunned for a while, I just stood there
speechless, not knowing what to say, simply because I couldn't tear my eyes away
from the walls.
"Shinya... why do you keep these... dead insects?" I asked hesitantly
when I finally regained my composure.
"Shinya" turned to look at me coldly. A chill went down my spine when
I saw his lips curled up into a smile.
"Because I don't want them to leave me."
*end of flashback*
I shook my head to clear my mind, and took a deep breath again before I spoke.
"I know 'Shinya'.... If he thinks he's going to lose the object he loves,
he will definitely stop at nothing to keep it by his side.... even if it means
destroying it, himself...."
"You.. you mean.. that 'he' will kill Aiji?!?!" Jun-san gasped in
horror when he realised the seriousness of the cause of my worries.
"... Yes..."
****
[Shinya]
"Aiji..." I pushed him away slightly to capture his swollen lips
again, kissing him passionately. Still with his eyes closed, he whimpered
against me as I french-kissed him.
I broke the kiss when I almost ran out of breath. His eyes were half-lidded with
pleasure while he still clung onto me desperately.
"Aiji... what do you want me to do now?" I asked innocently as I slid
my hand up and down his inner thigh, my caresses moving close to his groin, but
not touching there.
"Mmm... Shinya... love me... please...?" He whispered pleadingly and I
smirked, amused to see both shyness and lust on his face.
"How...? How do you want me to love you?" I asked again, pretending to
be puzzled.
"Like this? Or... like this?" I continued to tease him as I dropped
kisses on his neck, while my hand continued the caresses on his thigh. I wanted
him to say it himself... say what he wants me to do to him....
"...Shinya.... please... I..." He whimpered as he shifted his body
restlessly against me.
"....."
"Make love to me...." He half pleaded, half whimpered, as he laid
weakly onto me, his body shifting restlessly against me.
"Make love to you?"
Frustrated by my teasing, he pulled me forward impatiently by my neck as he
leant in and kissed me of his own accord. I raised an eyebrow at his sudden
boldness, but nonetheless, I wrapped my arms around his slim waist and let him
took charge for this time.
Finally letting go of me, he panted heavily as he gulped nervously,
"Shinya, please.... love me.... please.. ?"
I chuckled when I heard these words. He lowered his head in embarassment and
buried his face in my chest. The drug that he had taken was indeed very
effective.
"Do you really want me inside of you so much?" I asked slyly, my hand
lightly brushing against his erection while my other hand slid up his chest to
pull gently on one of his nipples.
"Ahh!" He gasped as he tightened his hold around my neck.
"Shinya.... please... I.... need... you...." Tears of frustration
slipped down his face again, when I continued my teasing.
"All right, Aiji.... if that's what you want...." I smiled to myself
evily.
"This time I won't stop even if you begged me to...."
~owari~
Part 10