| 6/15/04 So much sacred in the month of June... Suppose I said I am on my best behavior But there are times I lose my worried mind Would you want me when I'm not myself? Wait it out while I am someone else? Suppose I said Colors change for no good reason And words will go From poetry to prose Would you want me when i'm not myself? Wait it out while I am someone else? And I, in time, will come around I always do for you Suppose I said You're my saving grace? --"Not Myself", John Mayer Okay, I still don't know what to do with this website. I don't know anything, besides seven simple facts. 6/12/04 "...it seems my life is passing me by, as I squander the good days just laughing and talking with my friends, but nothing's ever different, nothing changes..." ~"Old Dreams" It's SUMMER, not that I quite accept this; it's only been two days. I'm having major problems remembering what I used to do with my time, however. Because in the summer, it feels wrong to waste time sitting at the computer, while it's alright during the school year. Daniel Radcliffe was surprisingly manly in Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. It was more enjoyable because of that--and also an all-around better movie. Sometimes I feel like I should get a LiveJournal--this website is kind of like that. And I never know if anyone reads it. But everyone has a LiveJournal. And this website is beautiful. Beautiful like JOHN MAYER??? No, no. But Ali has made it so that the word beautiful conjures up John Mayer. This time last year, I'd only seen him live once. At this point, I've seen him five times, and by the end of the summer, it'll be seven. SEVEN! Freaky and obsessed, no? This day last year was the last day of school. This time last year, I had written my second good poem. I'm currently consumed by thoughts of "this time last year." I wonder what I should do with this site. I wonder if I should put pictures of myself on it--but that would be freaky. It is possible that people I didn't know would see them, and otherwise, it just seems kind of self-centered. You know, sometimes I quote myself on this website. That's a kind of funny thought. |
| Barely Summer 2004 |