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| 5/22/04 Do you ever get the feeling that we started in the middle or have you ever had the sense that we've been lying just a little I mean come on its not like we've known ourselves that long and I can't say I really blame you for being bored with the beginning always staring at the score to figure out whos barely winning but don't you know there is a reason strong, move slow and if you want to know the moment I knew that I was still alone I found I never learned your number I only stored it in my phone you'd think by now I'd know the shape of calling home and I'm okay if you're okay with wasting time but when we trace you'll always see the bottom line we are tracing I hope you know we are tracing we're both alone we are tracing we are tracing --John Mayer Guster has a song called Grin, which is quite significant. I promise I'll remove the John Maye lyrics from their prominent place on my website. Soon. But they won't fit on my profile! "If men were ever in a state in which they did not want to know or could not perceive truth (facts or evidence), then Fantasy would languish until they were cured. If they ever get into that state (it would not seem at all impossible), Fantasy will perish, and become Morbid Delusion." --"On Fairy-stories," by Tolkien This vague reality is being left behind-- its meaning loses substance, it drifts, and bends, as this reality mixes with unreality forming so many different other realities expanding one on top of another, and which are we in? which should we be in? --...me...oddly enough 4/8/04 It is Spring Break!! Which is exciting to me only that I don't have to do any work, besides practice piano. Doesn't it seem that this box should have something significant in it? With its big font in a different color? Seriously. So we went to a John Mayer concert on March 23rd, it was great as how could it not be, and I definitely like Guster, and we bought tickets for John Mayer on August 6th at Pine Knob, and we're going to a Graham Colton concert at The Shelter tomorrow night. Yes! That's probably the most interesting thing that will happen this break. What are the points of people's websites usually? If they aren't devoted to, say, musical obsessions or anime/manga...so, if they aren't devoted to their obsessions? OH. Not related in any way to obsessions (ha ha HA)--the Story, Ali's and mine, is at www.geocities.com/seriouslyhonestlyremarkably. So you should go there if you want to read it. Just be warned, it is in its roughest form, besides the fact that it's no longer in our handwritings. So it's legible, but unedited. Unrevised. Very strange. Though it'll always be strange. Now I'm remembering that I like Celine Dion--as she appeared on the 'random' setting of 'All Audio' on Windows Media Player. That's more embarrassing than John Mayer. Much more. She doesn't even write her songs, does she? I don't think so. "Thought you were history with the slamming of the door and I made myself so strong again somehow, and I never wasted any of my time on you since then..." It takes me right back to sixth grade, too, when I listened to her. Only the Best Of CD, All the Way: A Decade of Song...but anyway. And the Corrs! But they're seventh grade, and we won't get into the Backstreet Boys in sixth grade. And...never mind. I LOVE BLUE. A realization I came to rather recently. I think I'll make a page discussing colors. |