| Slave Journal May 17th |
| Journal for Mistress Control |
| Opened my post From Mistress Control, Thursday 17th May to find she was displeased with me for not filling in my journal correctly, I am so sorry Mistress Control please forgive me, I will try better today. Not allowed to cum again today, and for displeasing my Mistress, my stroking sessions for today as doubled to six, four of them to be in public cubicles. Also from now on all the time I am stroking in each sessions I have to say to myself " I am doing this to please Mistress Control" continually. Hope I can do these six sessions without cumming, because that will really displease Mistress and that is the last thing I want to happen. When I went shopping yesterday Wednesday 16th May, to buy things for my Mistress which were, Spring clothespins, Ben-Gay, Deep Heat or something similar, Candle, and Leather laces, I was told by my Mistress to guess what she was going to use them for, this I failed to do in my journal, so I deserve the extra tasks. I will hopefully please my Mistress by trying to put this right today. I bought all these things, but could only buy the clothespins in packets of thirty. With not having done this thing before I will try and guess what Mistress will use them for. The clothespins I guess she will use them on my nipples, balls and cock, only hope she does not use the thirty all at once. My guess for the deep heat is that she will have me rub it on all of the sensitive parts of my body. The leather shoelaces, I will guess that she will tie them round my balls and cock. With not doing this before, I do not know about the candle, but I must make a guess to please Mistress, so I think maybe she will make me shove it up my arse. Mistress also said, that if I am a good slave and also fill in my journal correctly, she might let me cum over the weekend, maybe Sunday, so I will have to try my hardest, because I am so desperate. Starting my first stroking session of the six at 9am, I have stripped naked and started to stroke, saying to myself "I am doing this to please my Mistress Control" all the time. While I am saying this, my mind will not focus on anything else, only my Mistress, and after about five minutes my precum seeped out, ready for me to lick it clean. My cock is very sore, but also excited, going to have to try very hard to control myself, Mistress you are the greatest and I hope I can please you in all my teasing and writing tasks. Trying to work out what intervals, I have in-between each stroking session, roughly two and a half hours. 11-30am went into the public cubicle, to start my second session, took my notebook so I could write down what I was thinking, to put into my journal when I got home. Pleased my Mistress did not order me to strip, I would look a real fool if someone caught me naked, so I just dropped my trousers and pants to my ankles, started stroking my cock, saying to myself," I am doing this to please my Mistress Control" Again my mind will not focus on anything else but my Mistress Control, and I am doing this for Mistress because I am her slave, and here just to please her. With Mistress in my mind, again it did not take long for me to produce precum, I think this time it was more like water seep from my cock, but still I licked it all up. Around 3pm I went again into the public cubicle for my third session, as Mistress ordered dropped my trousers and pants, started stroking saying," I am doing this to please Mistress Control". Mistress having to say please over and over again is what you wanted it to do, it is implanted in my mind to only think of you, and my stroking is becoming slower now, because doing this stroking so much is making my cock a lot more sore, and I am only on with my third session. Again, with thinking of you, it only lasted around five minutes. Beginning to hope now that it will last longer, so I can keep making you happy by saying please. No precum appeared this time but had to stop or I would have cum. Nothing to lick up this time. Mistress you are so cruel making me do this so many times. It is now 5-30pm and I am in the public toilet with my trousers and pants down, stroking again for my Mistress, my cock sore and so much wanting to cum, can not wait till the weekend. Saying to myself repeatedly, "I am doing this to please my Mistress Control". My cock is now getting a bit smelly, with not being able to wash it in the public toilets, do not no what it will smell like the next session, but only one to go in the public toilets, then back home where I will be able to wash it and have the last stroking session, with a clean cock. After around eight minutes, my cock started to seep a little precum, did not fancy licking it clean with such a smelly cock, but I must carry out my Mistresses wishes and just got on with it. When I went to the public cubicle the fourth time at 7-30pm and starting stroking again, my cock was so sore and still smelly, but I kept stroking saying," I am doing this to please my Mistress Control" and I tried to keep check how many times I said it in one minute, this was roughly twenty five times. Mistress Control it is having a draining effect on me having to stop stroking just before I am due to cum, it starts from excitement to disappointment, and even my stomach muscles is starting to ache with retracting them to stop myself from cumming. But again I had to stop stroking after seven minutes, with no precum appearing, so I was pleased I had nothing to lick up. Mistress Control with having to stroke my cock so many times, it did not give my cock much of a break from having an erection, and to walk around with my shirt pulled over to try and stop people noticing. Got home and went straight into the bath, came out feeling a lot better, and went up to my computer naked and started my final session at 9-30. Again I started stroking saying" I am doing this to please Mistress Control", again I can not think of anything, but just saying please for you. This stroking is now becoming torturous to me, but I have to keep on going, and after eight minutes, I had to stop myself from Cumming, so I stopped stroking with no precum seeping, can not be any left. Mistress Control I hope this journal is o-k for you, once again, I am down on my knees, begging you to forgive me. I must have said "I am doing this to please my Mistress Control" one thousand times today, probably will be saying it my sleep, so please Mistress Control please give me a day off tomorrow and not let me have to touch my cock. I know that I must be punished because I have been a naughty slave, and if I do have to do it, drop it back down to three. |