| Journal for Mistress Control |
| Slave Journal May 15th |
| When I opened my e-mail on Tuesday 15th May at 8am, I was very disappointed that I had displeased my Mistress. I had not carried my instructions out the way I should, so she has punished me, by making me slap my cock 12 times with a ruler after I have made precum. Thank you my Mistress for being lenient and letting me off lightly. My Mistress also said that I had to eat my precum, with the opposite hand to which I stroked my cock with, I have never tasted precum or cum before so do not know what I am entering in to. Disappointed that my Mistress as not allowed me to cum, my balls are so full and in bed this morning I had a erection, but did not even dare touch it or it would have squirted all over, and having again to stroke three times a day without being allowed to cum is going to get harder and harder. Also a bit wary about the statement my Mistress wants me to draw up, do not know why she wants the copyright, also do not know what Mistress means by intellectual property rights, maybe she is from some magazine or other media, will have to think about that before the end of my 24 hrs. Will be really devastated if I am not giving anymore training. It is now 9-15 am and I have stripped naked to start my first stroking session of the day, do not know what to expect after been giving my punishment and having to eat my own precum, will soon know. Stroked my cock for around seven minutes before any precum came, thinking about my Mistress watching me making me stroke faster and faster waiting for the precum to seep out, and then teasing me while I have to eat it, and then smacking my cock with the ruler, because I was not hitting hard enough. I wiped the precum of my cock with my fingers, making them very sticky, and licked them clean, could not make up my mind what it tasted like, maybe when I am allowed to cum there will be much more, and maybe taste something then. The ruler really stung my cock and after I finished the 12 smacks it was very sore, not looking forward to the next two sessions. At 12-30pm my cock is so tender with wanting to cum, and all the time I want to stroke it, and knowing that my Mistress only allows me to stroke it three times a day makes it worse, wow my Mistress does no how to tease, I am sitting now at my computer with an aching cock, and not allowed to touch it. What pleasure my Mistress must be getting out of this. Cannot wait any longer must stroke my cock for the second session even the thought of smacking it with the ruler is making me excited. While stroking my cock this session, I think of my Mistress dressed in all black leather and a whip in her hand, making me crawl and grovel at her feet, begging her to let me cum. It as only taken about four minutes, but there is no precum seeped out, if I do not stop I will cum, I hope my Mistress forgives me for that. Smacking my cock extra hard this time, it is stinging but also taking the sting out of my cock, going flaccid now. Going out again tonight so will try and get the next stroking session in before 4-30pm if I can last that long. I asked for teasing and denial and my Mistress sure knows how to lay it on. It is now 3-30pm and I have to go out early, which I am pleased about, what with my cock still aching for wanting to cum, I do not know what to do with myself, so going out will hopefully take the pressure off, and erase it from my mind for a few hours. Started stroking for my third session, cock becoming sore now with smacking it with the ruler, and stroking. Thinking again about how to beg Mistress to let me cum, and what I would do to please her, please Mistress tell me what I can do to please you to let me cum my cock is aching so much. I do not know which is the easier, fast strokes or gentle ones, I think the gentle ones give me a full stroke, so I will go for that. After about six minutes I made some precum this time, so I wiped it off with my fingers and started cleaning it off with my mouth, I could feel the warmth of it, but still no taste there. Next came the ruler a task which I do not look forward to this time with my cock been so sore, but orders are orders, and if I want to please my Mistress, I am going to have to do it, so here goes. Finished with the ruler, my cock very sore, hope it does not go black and blue. I do hope that Mistress does not include this again with my next instructions. Today has been another hard and sore day for me, two days without cumming, have gone longer, but never had tasks like this to do. Never mind it pleases my Mistress, and that's why I am her slave, and shall do within reason what she wants me to do. Here is hoping for something better tomorrow. |
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