| A new slave's journal written during training. The use of a journal like this ensures the slave focuses on My instructions and keeps Me well informed about his responses. Journal for Mistress Control I start the journal for Mistress Control, with the original post to the slave-training group: "I have just subscribed to your list, so I will introduce myself. I have not been involved in the bdsm scene. My age is 50yrs old, and I would like to get involved in Teasing and Denial, also I would like to be given tasks to do, such as writing tasks, teasing tasks, and also will try some pain if instructed. This is my first effort and am willing to learn and be trained." Monday 14th May at 8-15am, opened my mailbox to see if there was any mail from my Mistress. My heart started to flutter, as I see an envelope with her name on it, I eagerly tear it open to find the following instructions: Her first order was for me to start a journal on all my training, and thoughts and keep it up to date�My Mistress also instructed that I stroke my cock three times a day until I produced precum, however I was not allowed to cum without permission and had to post a 100% report within 24 hours. This is my first time in training and am unsure as to what exactly I am supposed to write that will make please my Mistress. I know in time I will get better and better right now I am just worried about pleasing my Mistress. |
| At 9am I started my first task at stroking my cock, I did not know if my Mistress wanted me naked while stroking, but I stripped off in any case so there was nothing in my way. I had an erection even before I got the last of my clothes off. While stroking my cock, I was thinking about what my Mistress really looked like, having to kneel in front of her while she tormented my cock with her foot and not being allowed to cum, making me so frustrated. It only took about five minutes before the precum started to seep out, and I had to stop immediately or else I would have shot my load. Again, I did not know if my Mistress wanted me to clean the precum up with my mouth, but decided against it until my Mistress ordered. With only 24 hours to complete my tasks and much to do later in the evening, I started my second task at 12 noon. Again I stripped off with my cock standing on end, and started to stroke, thinking again about my Mistress, and how it would feel if it was my Mistress stroking my cock instead of me, and as soon as I was going to cum, take her hand away and laugh and torment me, and then start again. This time it took a little longer, but there did not seem much precum seep out, and I did not want to start spoiling myself on my first day, so I had to stop stroking. My third stroking session, I started at 4-30pm and was hoping that I could last out. While taking my clothes off, my cock was throbbing and almost cumming before I even stroked it, so I had to wait till it cooled down. At 4-45pm, I started stroking, and this time the only thing I could think of was stopping myself from cumming, and disappointing my Mistress. After five minutes spots of precum appeared and I stopped stroking immediately. This has been a hard and exciting day for me, and I can just hope that tomorrow, I can control myself longer. This is the first journal I ever had to do, so I hope it pleases my Mistress and it is done correctly, if not I hope my Mistress will scold me and make me do it right. I hope that in the near future my Mistress may allow me to cum and get rid of the tension in my cock. I hope also that my Mistress does not ask me to clean my cum up with my mouth, I have never done it before and it does not look very appetizing. |
| Slave Journal May 14th |