To: Morgan
From: Mama
-with all my love and affection for now and forever more
Morgan what a beautiful precious girl you were. From the time you were placed in my arms on August 13, 1993. You brought a light into my life that will stay alive forever. You were my first precious daughter. Your life on earth was entirely too short, but the memories you left with us will live on and on for an eternity.
When I look back on the 13 years I had with you, I know I should be thankful for those. And do not get me wrong I am thankful for every single precious moment I had with you, but I am also selfish I wanted more. I wanted to have my life with you forever. I did not want to have you go before me, it is much too painful The loss of you is more than I could ever put into words. There are so many times I look back on things and wish I could have done them differently. Like having taken you to the doctors in Houston TX when I had always trusted your doctors so much in AL. But I thought I was doing what was right, and I was doing something to help you. If I had known I would never bring you home from that hospital stay, believe me I would never have taken you there. But I have to put my trust in God knows what is best. God took you, and that is his wish. God�s plan for you was to have you with him from September 6, 1996 on. He must have needed you more in heaven than he felt we needed you here on earth. I know I am not to question God�s choice for you. Brother David (who preached your funeral) told us that we would not know the Lords intentions until we join you there in Heaven. Joining you there in Heaven one day is what helps me go on. I know you are in a much better place, but once again I am selfish, I want you here for myself.
You are now there with my daddy. I know he was there to welcome you with open arms. You probably knew him already!! I talked about him so much when you were here with me. He was definitely no stranger to you. He�s the best!! I know he is ecstatic to have you there with him. Oh he is so lucky! I know he will take the best of care of you-as he always took care of me. What a lucky little girl you are to have him there with you. Having my daddy there for you was one relief I did have. Though do not get me wrong-I still want you here with me, and I always will.
Morgan please never forget how special you are. You made a difference in this world the short time you were here with us. Only the best go to Heaven young, and you are definitely the best.
I often talk to you, and dream of hearing your voice actually answer me.
Even though your time on earth was too short, your memories will live on in us forever.
I want to close by saying we Love and Miss you more than words could begin to explain. And until we are together again-all my love!!
Love Mama
  
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