 Feeling: a bit blue
Listening To: Alanis Morrisette, So Unsexy
Reading: AM lyrics
Eating: Nada Randumb Excess: My nephew is 5!! Can you believe?? 5! Quote of the Day: N/a |
February 4, 2k3...
Today, I plead the 5th. However, I will share with you some lyrics that tear my heart right out of my little chest some days... Alanis. She KNOWS what's up, yo.
oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
one small sideways look and i feel so ungood
somewhere along the way i think i gave you the power to make
me feel the way i thought only my father could
oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me
one forgotten birthday i'm all but cooked
how these little abandonments seem to sting so easily
i'm 13 again am i 13 for good?
i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind
oh these little protections how they fail to serve me
one forgotten phone call and i'm deflated
oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me
your hand pulling away and i'm devastated
when will you stop leaving baby?
when will i stop deserting baby?
when will i start staying with myself?
oh these little projections how they keep springing from me
i jump my ship as i take it personally
oh these little rejections how they disappear quickly
the moment i decide not to abandon me