lovin' them
04262004 @4:39PM
today nothing really happened. i was supposed to have a game, but that was rescheduled, due to the weather. which is ok, i wouldn't want to play in the mud anyways. and it's been raining too. uck. well, at least for playing softball...
phil, seth and kaylyn stopped by not too long ago. i was still wearing my nice clothes, because i didn't feel like changing. seth made fun of me... *grumble* *grumble*
vacation is over. i'm glad. i guess. today was really long, i know that. and i lost all my homework. and i actually did it for once. surprise there. god, i feel like a douche bag. i saw jay thismorning. he liked his necklace. xD and so did his mom. lol, which was nice to hear. right? right. god, i missed him.
in social studies mr. l threatened to move me, since i talk to taylor so much. i don't talk that much. just 75% of the class time. lol. so me and taylor have decided that we're married, so i can't be moved. simple enough, no? lol. that class is insane...
egh. i need to go put three shirts in the dryer. i found them in the basement today. it's three new white shirts i havn't used yet. tonight i'm printing out anti-war/government/whatever slogans to put on them. yeaah. mo fugga. one is going to be:
No
Blood-Thirsty
Corporations
yeahh. mo fugga. HOTNESS.
thats youth-anti-flag
04252004 @9:08PM
pratice went well today. we have two new kids, they're pretty good. yeahh.
softball game tomarrow. some of you better fucking come. i'm not sure if i'll be playing, since i havn't gone to many of the pratices yet. and i'm not very good at hitting fast-pitch yet either. it'd just be... bad. but that's ok, i'd rather watch for the first game i go to, so that i can see how good we actually are. because you can't really tell when you're on the field. 'ya know?
oh, by the way. i got hosted. but i'm not posting the link on here. for personal reasons. you'll find the link easy, i know you will. and anyways, if you don't know me, why are you reading this? right? right. but if you want to know it, just talk to me, or email me. i'll prolly just give it to you. but i'd like to say thank you sas because she's the one who hosted me. we've talked already, she's chill. i've thanked her about 3214980273 times, i think she's getting pretty sick of it. but what can i say... i've been trying to get hosted for so long, and it's just insane. i didn't think i had a chance really either, because she's seven years older than me. most hosts don't like that big of an age difference. but yeah, we'll get along, i know it. it's not up yet though, since i can't figure out ftp. i'm looking for tutorials though. that should help...
vacation is over tomarrow. i'm not complaining. i get to go back to school. away from home. see my friends. see jay. play softball. yeahh. mo fugga. i still have to write an essay though. for a reading test that was due two days before vacation started. but since mr. reily is so cool... he's letting me pass it in late. fuck yeah. ali's coming back from flordia i'm pretty sure. which is the hotness. because i missed her so much. she left me two days before vacation started, so i was alone during reading. and had no one to hang out with during lunch. ick. but i think she's back now. cool cool.
*sigh* everything's getting back to normal and i'm loving it. haha, mcdonalds.
continental-alkaline trio
04252001 @1:06PM
church thismorning. yeahh. band pratice today. dad went back to church with mindy, soo... that means i don't have a ride to phils. =( and i'm getting kinda good too. ...shame.
nothing
04242004 @9:03PM
good day. very good day.
seth decided he would stop over today. for some reason. and i was still in my pajamas. lol, i felt like such a fouche. he played my bass. wrote some tabs for one of the songs. it sounds damn good too. then played my guitar. then left. oh boy.
i went to worchester with mindy. we stopped off at her friend's house. we picked up machille (sp?), her two kids, and one of their friends. we were just planning on going to michael's to pick up beads. but they didn't have everything we needed. but i did get some letter beads. (cuz i'm a freak.) black hemp, and those shells that you can put on your necklaces or whatever. cool cool. then we went to ac moore, to look for more beads. i got some hot wooden ones there. i'm making jay's necklace out of those. and i got two really tacky bracelets. for a dollar. =) lol. then stopped off in target, went in with mindy. didn't get anything though. then went to dots. i got four pairs of ghetto shorts, for gym class. oh boy, now i own four pairs of shorts. (yes, yes, i hate wearing them.) and two more tacky bracelets. then i went to wal*mart and got more beads. lol. then um, got a pizza and went home. xxx.
guess who i saw today... well... i went to cumby's. i saw ryan b. on his bike. and i know who he always rides with. and *BAM* i saw mike. lol. i laughed, because he got a haircut, and looks funny. =) haha. it was the first time i saw him since like, august. well, first time i got actually close to him. yep, i walked right past him. he saw me though. and stared. cuz. well, idk. but anyways. i thought that was kinda weird seeing him. i'm not sure if he recognized me though, because i look way different from the last time he saw me. mo fugga.
=) good day. very good day.
someone deleted all the music files =(
04242004 @11:32AM
last night i fixed my tagboard. but i don't like it much. i think i might go back to the flooble chatterbox. it was so much easier.
oh, i added some live journal/msn icons. there's only four right now, but i'll be adding much more later. it was about 11:30 last night when i decided i would be making the icons. so i wasn't too sure what they were going to be. if you have any suggestions, email me: pyrodevil4life[at]yahoo[dot]com. kthnx.
well.. i've finally found out why camille hasn't been talking to mem. and it makes me sad, too. =( because i miss her. i was talking to her thismorning, but then my computer froze up, and shut down on me. and when i came back, she was gone. so =(. i'm very sad. i miss you, camille.
three point one four-bloodhound gang
04232004 @7:37PM
haley came over today. twice. we hung out for a couple hours. then walked around. we were sitting at the end of this kid, jake's driveway, because i was tired from walking, some woman pulls up to us while we're standing up and says "are you girls ok?" it's like... um, we're standing aren't we? lol. good times though, good times.
phil: FATA!!!!!!!!
auto responce from jen: HELLO, MY FIRST NAME IS DISTANCE, AND I REALLY DON'T CARE IF I NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN.
phil: good band.
me: indeed.
phil: indeed.
mo fugga.
i got a tagboard. but it's not ready. i need to fix the page and everything. and make it so that you can actually see what you're doing. ace.
one hundred stories-alkaline trio
04222004 @10:13PM
i've decided i want to dye my hair. i think. i'm not sure if i'm dying the entire thing again, or just doing the tips or streaks. pick a color, tell me what you think. email me: [email protected] baby.
if i do it... jay will kill me. haha. i'm not sure if i'm going to do it though.
jeez. i've been drawing so much lately. i even made a button. *gasp* that's the first time that's happened. lol. what's gotton into me...
nothing. watching the tellie'
04222004 @12:43PM
eh. i'm smack dab in the middle of adding loads of new content. but i decided i wanted to blog. cuz i'm cool like that.
pratice today wasn't that bad. but i rolled out of bed late, so i couldn't take a shower. i'm exhausted, because i didn't fall asleep until 3 last night. (i started reading a book... and i had to finish it. what can i say?) lol. anyways, i got there kinda late. because that's just how things go. i didn't stretch. which wasn't cool. i didn't get the chance to, really. so now my arm is sore. egh. i'm not very good at sliding. we learned today. mrs. birthume and her sister thought it would be fun to laugh at me when i "slid" to home. as well with laughing at everyone else. it was quite amusing, i must say. all we really did was work on fielding the ball. tomarrow we're going to work on sliding. good thing too. and we're getting an automatic pitcher. maybe now i can learn fast pitch. lol. finally. =P
i just gauged my ears. some more. i promiced myself i was going to stop doing that, and let them shrink back down. but then i'd be lying to myself. i'm planning to go to a 00. i'm kind of scared to make the jump to a 0 though. since i do it all at home, and there's a large difference between a 2G and 0G. to me at least... so i think i may go get it done somewhere. where it won't hurt. since right now my ears are aching, and it's not supposed to hurt. at all. well, if you're doing it right. at least i'm pacing myself...
[edit] i added my softball schedule. so you better come watch the team! TANTASQUA JR. HiGH SOFTBALL KiCKS. xxx. check it out.
radio-alkaline trio
04212004 @10:45PM
yeaah. mom's getting me this. cuz she's maaad cool.
mo fugga. how cool.
today i went to phil's with seth. it was alight. i think tfe broke up. for about the 20th time. lol. we'll prolly get back together. who knows.
saturday i'm going to worchester to michael's with mindy. instead of today. so i can get beads to make a new hemp necklace. cuz this one is getting l-a-m-e.
but in the meantime. tomarrow i have softball pratice. at the jr. high. from eight in the morning until ten. EIGHT. isn't that insane? i know i won't get up in time. i think i'm getting a ride there from lauren. but i'm not sure. she never called me back. my mom might bring me anyways... egh. we have pratice friday too. i havn't really seen us play yet, but from what i hear, we could use some improvement. so i'm a bit scared of what's going to happen tomarrow. because mrs. birthume will prolly work us really hard. and i'm not in shape. so i'll have a hard time tomarrow... =( i like being out of shape. i've kept it up for almost 14 years now. why change now?
oh yeah. my birthday's in 14 days. yeah. may 5th. so buy me something. (haha, nice joke.) but hell, i'm going to be fourteen. i can't complain there.
party hard-andrew w. k.
04212004 @9:59PM
*walking with a hamper of socks*
mom: what are you doing with all those socks?
me: going to go put them in the dryer.
mom: why...
me: because they have wrinkles.
mom: ...but they're just socks.
me: IT MATTERS!! OK?!!!?!? IT MATTERS!!!!
haha. i'm such a freak. =)
flood of red-trail of dead
04212004 @11:43AM
ugh. my dad just tried having a heart-to-heart with me. about my cutting. and he asked to see my wrist, under my wristband. i said no. then he started getting all mad. and telling me that the whole family is upset. well, you weren't supposed to fucking tell anyone, dad. godamn you. then he started to talk to me about his issues. like i care. and he was saying shit like "i am an alcoholic. i am a drug addict." pretending that he was in aa or whatever. then he was telling me to do the same thing. i was like, fuck no. god. he really pisses me off.
well, today i'm going to michael's in worchester. fun fun.
i'm going to phil's instead. for band pratice or w/e. yeah. we're cleaning out his barn so we can pratice in there instead of in his basement. yeah. so i need to go get ready for that.
the music in seth's xanga
04202004 @8:37PM
i walked to fenders today. yeahh. mo fugga. me, erica, travis and his friend. i didn't want to go... but erica made me. ick. we walked for 45 minutes. got there. had a hot dog. walked home. fun fun. lol. some new guy works there now. he kind of looks like elvis. ...it fits in with the 50's theme at least...
lets pick a question out of "the book of questions." jay picked number 69. your question: If a friend were almost always late, would you resent it or simply allow for it? Can you be counted on to be on time? egh. lame question. he picked 117. Have you ever considered suicide? What is so important to you that without it life would not be worth living? ok... enough questions.
tonight, i was looking through the beads we have at my house. because i'm making jay a necklace. cuz. then mindy brought up that we have no more cool beads. which is very true. so we're going to worchester, and to some store called michael's. and we're getting beads. yey.
i joined some fanlistings today. not putting them up yet though. since i need to joing more. to motivate myself to put them up. xxx.
speakers are broken. damnit.
04202004 @11:30AM
last night my mom freaked out. and took my computer away. it was actually quite interesting. anyways. yeah. i may not blog much. since i don't have a computer in my room anymore. blech. she's taking it out today while she's at work to get the virus off it. i'm telling her that it's just an old computer... no virus. (it's a windows 1998... achient.) but she's getting xp put on it. yeahh. i'm on her computer now. egh. i hate this one...
right now i'm talking to jay. he's trying to get me to go to the skate park. so he can teach me how to skate. how about... no. lol. i skated for about a week last year, and i couldn't do it. at all. i give up. ugh.
going to my dad's today. i'm supposed to be there now. but me and erica havn't called him yet. i need to finish cleaning my bedroom... then we can go. i guess.
like whoa. today i was playing my guitar. i tired using my bass' distortion pedal... yeah. it sounded great. only it like, stopped working when i was in the middle of playing. since my cords are c-h-e-e-p. and they never work. note to self: ask mom for cords for a birthday present. yeaah. mo fugga.
four dead cheerleaders-dropkick murphys
04192004 @7:58PM
i'm applying to get hosted. right now. yeaah. check out her site. now. xxx.
going to jay's. maybe. hotness.
radio-alkaline trio
04192004 @11:01AM
good mourning. (haha, i'm listening to alkaline trio. xxx.)
today i'm doing... nothing. how fun. i'm finishing the last bit of content. that's the "you" page. since it's prolly going to have a lot on it. because i have a lot of leftover content from before. and i'm not going to just get rid of it. no way.
i'm making a wish list. right now.
1. GET HOSTED
2. find a long haired, (double pawed?), orange striped kitten. for my mom.
short list. but that's ok. =( i really want that kitten. email me if you can help me out ([email protected]). thankyouvermuch.
donner party-alkaline trio
04192004 @12:57AM
most of the content is up now. oh boy.
i talked to jay tonight. nate was pissing me off. real bad. ugh. so now i'm in a "not so good" mood. thought about cutting. but my mom is threatening to send me to a hospital if she finds out i did it one more time. grreat. and not to mention jay would be pissed. so i'm deciding to just avoid it all. ugh.
i'm burning insence right now. my room is like a cloud of smoke. the smoke is spriling out of the burner. and it looks so pretty. *fake smile* oh yes..
bouncing around the room-phish
04182004 @11:00PM
ok, so i finally got mbc back up. and with a new layout. which i must say looks pretty godamn good. lol. i like it a lot. it took me a few hours to make. more than usual, i guess. it's from this song called mercury rising from from autumn to ashes. yeah. mo fugga. i was going through one of my journals, and there was that song written in it. with a picture. i guess. and i decided i wanted that to be my new layout. i learned a lot with psp in this. which isn't a bad thing. right? yeahh.
xxx
now i can stop using my xanga. because i hate that thing so godamn much. it looks nice though. for an xanga. i guess. egh. i need to make some content. or i'm gonna go crazy because this'll be so boring... ugh.
white hotel-gaza strippers
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