lovin' them4/9/04 @11:28AM
i think i need to put a new layout up here. maybe that will drag me away from my xanga and make me go here. because i really need to ignore that xanga and give misplaced by closeness some attention. maybe a name change will make things better. i hope. i have no clue. egh.
things have changed a little for me...
i'm on the softball team. i play first base. i've gotton back in touch with josh after 3 months. i am the sound board at the play. since i lost my part cuz i caught mono. the cd player refuses to work. so we are buying a new one. <3. i am slowly getting better at bass. note to self: get lessons. my birthday is in less than a month. so send me something. (haha, yeah right.) i broke a string on my guitar last week. but i can't get a new one because i'm too poor. um. ugh. that's pretty much it. i need to go find some insperation for a new layout. xxx. what's left of the flag-flogging molly
4/1/04 @11:38PM
sorry no updates lately. i didn't feel much like html lately. so yeah, that's why i've been using my (XANGA) instead. nothing really is new. me and my mom are still arguing like there's no tomarrow. i got in trouble for burning myself. so today i had to see the social worker at school. to "talk." and i had to sit there and lie to her for a half hour. and she just sat there with her fake smile. great. i hate that woman.
i came up with this hot lick on my guitar tonight. even though it's only four notes, it would be a good base or guitar intro. i tried it on my bass too. it sounded hot. lol. tonights forever end is still together i think. i talked to seth today, and he asked me if i still was. because we havn't gone to phil's house in about two weeks. but i guess i still am. and i get to play bass. still. lol. but it's fun, nonetheless.
tonight i applied to get hosted. i hope i do. but i highly doubt it. because it's been since november now... and i'm still on geocities. and i hate it so much... *grumble* *grumble*
well... i think i should go study for that social studies test tomarrow... and then avoid sleeping. since i hate to sleep. lol. xoxo. vampires will never hurt you-my chemical romance
3/26/04 @10:33AM
sorry mbc. i've been cheating on you with my xanga. i have been feeling icky lately and just havn't been able to update this, because i didn't want to dead with html. you get what i mean. anyways. not much is going on. softball tryouts were ok. i didn't go yesterday because i felt so icky. but i'm going on monday. finding out if i made the team or not tuesday. and if i did, well, then tuesday i have pratice. fun fun. i'm not in school today either. because i'm all sore and i needed some sleep, since i was exhausted yesterday. so yeah, i guess that's what's going on. late. where the circle ends-thursday
3/23/04 @10:03PM
aghh. i just got home from school. does that suck or what? well, actually, i got home twenty minutes ago. same difference. after school i had to leave at two, so i could go to districts. and it kicked ass. we had rehursal from 3:30 until 7:30, and the time went by to fast. fun fun. i played the songs for the first time today. b block. then i went down to the band room f and g block and played some more. well... f block. during g block i didn't even play... just walked around the school. :) lol. but the stuff is easy. kinda. lol. but fun, defenately fun.
tomarrow i have softball tryouts. *heart* i can't wait. i havn't played softball in two years... so i'm not sure if i'm as good as i should be. lol. i still don't have a bat. i tried to go get one tonight, but the store was closed. so i went to my dad's house and searched everywhere and in our barn i found my old softball bat. still the right size too. hotness. i can't wait. sericously. i was supposed to leave school to get tested for mono again, to see if i still have it. i never ended up going. so that kinda really sucks. not. so i'm trying out anyway. and hopefully, i'll make it. *love*
then after tryouts tomarrow, i get home at 5:30. then i have to shower and get changed and leave the house again at 6:10 so i can be at the highschool for 6:30. since i have a concert. which will be fun. maybe. i have a solo, and i'm really nervous. but it's only like, 3 measures, so it's not that bad. at all.
*sigh* i'm so godamn busy lately. and i love it. :) mercury rising-from autumn to ashes
3/22/04 @10:06PM
i should be in bed now. since the time. but i'm not tired. aww...
today. wow. today. nothing really happened. but i don't really remember much of it anyways. later on in the afternoon seth invited me over, so we could work on some stuff for Tonights Forever End. so i called him up at like.. 5:45, to tell him that i was coming, but i found out i couldn't come after all, since he had gotton grounded. *sadness* the distortion pedal i got from him hasn't worked yet. and it's really beginning to piss me off. because my guitars are terribly out of tune (since i can't do it to my satesfaction by ear). god, everything i get my hands on breaks. the time i used it at phil's house, it worked fine. but now that i have it, it's broken. i have to take it to village music to see if the guy there knows what's wrong. or radio shack. oh well. oh, speaking of village music. i think i'm going there tomarrow. because my acoustic guitar, when i got it, it was missing one of the things that hold on the shoulder strap. so that means that i have to sit down to play. which just sucks ass. *grumble* *grumble*
tonight my mom noticed that my ears are pierced six times. :) she wasn't even mad. it was insane. and then i asked her if i could pierce my cartalage at least one more time. and she said maybe. because there's no way in hell i'm piercing cartalage myself. but no more in the face. fine with me. for now. and i guess i'm allowed to dye my hair whatever color i want. which is totally hotness. i think i might just go to a darker brown. or something like i had before. like colors. but not the whole thing. because that just looks bad. oh well.
oh yeah. tomarrow i think i'm leaving school earily so i can get checked to see if i still have mono or not. so if i don't have it, then i get to try out for softball. HOTNESS. i hope i can try out. because softball is the only sport i play now, and without it, i'll die. die die die. lol. so i better not fucking have mono.
i'm not in the play anymore either. i'm sound board now. since i can't do the part. what with softball and the band. i just don't have time for it. bleh.
welllll. my mother is yelling at me because it's 10:25 now. so yeah... leaving. the music of seth's xanga... thursday
3/21/04 @9:13PM
mm. i went to the mall tonight. the second time this weekend. i was at my dad's house, and mindy just randomly said "you wanna go to the mall?!" so we went. it was my dad, mindy, my bro (travis) my sister (kayla) and her friend amy. so yeah. i went to sam goody and got two cds: the unseen-explode and the movielife-forty hour train back to penn. hotness. then i took travis down to hot topic, but he didn't get anything. but i got a ramones poster. then like the mean sister i am, i dragged him to pacsun so i could get underwear. the poor boy.
then today i made as you know, a trail of dead cd. and then later i made a from autumn to ashes cd. since i'm cheep. lol. very cheep.
ok, well, i've been ignoring this entry for the past 30 minutes. so i think it's time i should go. mercury rising-from autumn to ashes
3/21/04 @2:24PM
please, ignore that last entry. thankyouverymuch.
today i decided it would be fun to pierce my ears. again. so now i have not 13, but 15 piercings. ooo. lol. yeah, i put in one on each ear. so now i have 11 piercings in my ear, 1 in my nose, and one in my lip. hotness. i know a lot of you out there aren't really into the piercing thing. but hah, i am. i'm thinking about asking my mom if i can get my lip pierced 2 more times. but i know she'll say no. xD but i can always hope, right?
i'm burning a cd right now. since i'm too cheep to go out and buy one. it's madonna from and you will know us by the trail of dead. very good band. *love* flood of red-trail of dead
3/20/04 @11:59PM
it's a shame they don't make rasors harder to take apart. then again... i always find a way. mistakes and regrets-trail of dead
3/20/04 @10:03PM
there's something wrong. i don't know what. but something is wrong. i havn't felt like myself lately. and i don't like it. at all. i used to be happy all of the time, and just like, normal i guess. i know other people have noticed it too. it's like, i have no emotion. at all. i don't smile. i don't get pissed off. or anything. i've basically stopped talking. and i'm isolating myself from almost all of my friends. i only really talk to a very very select few. it's kind of creeping me out. i mean, like, this is weard. i get depressed i guess, and i just want to cry, because it makes it better, well... better than what i used to do. but yeah, it's really weird. like, i know this is gonig to sound really clich�, but it's like i'm numb. numb to pain. numb to my feelings. numb to everyone. and i can't stand it. i'm just waiting for clayton to come online... because i need to talk to him. badly. just about everything that is going on with me right now. he always puts everything into perspective and i always feel 23047590787 times better after talking to him. sericously, he is the smartest person i have ever met. well, i havn't met him yet. but after knowing him for four years, i can truthfully say, he is my best friend right now, and we're real close. buy anyways...
tonight i found the "nightmare before christmas" movie in my house. so i watched it. i havn't for like, god, 7 years? i'm not sure, but it's been a long time. it's insane.
i applied to get hosted tonight. i really hope this girl hosts me. her name is kate. we're close to the same age. she seems pretty cool. go visit (HER). now.
i think i'm going to work on getting internal cheerleader up. the layout wouldn't work the first time i tried. and then i just got majorly busy. so i never got a chance go get it to work again. how sad. anyways. while i was watching a nightmare before christmas, the idea came to me. make a layout about that movie. i know, i know, that movie is really popular right now. but i don't care. it's a good movie, and would make a nice layout. in my opinion at least. blink 182-mutt
3/20/04 @6:10PM
today was alright. i went to phil's house with seth and ian and we played for a while. but then at like, 3 or something, seth's guitar started getting messed up, so we stopped. and then we ended up packing up. so while seth was downstairs fiddeling with his guitar, me, phil and ian went into phil's room and hung out. fun fun. then at like, 5, his dad was getting all mad because we were there since like, noon, so we all had to leave. so that's it for my day. fun? you bet. xD
i still need to finish getting the pages together. but i'll do that right after i blog. ish. then i'm going to go try to get hosted. after 5 months, i hope it happens. real bad. because I HATE GEOCITIES GODAMNIT! lol. sorry, having an anger moment there. lol. so yeah, that's what's going on "behind the scenes." or not. oh god, that was horrible.
oh yeah. i got a distortion (sp?) pedal for my bass. yeah, from seth. i was using it the other night, it was pretty hot. i can't get it to work now, because i don't own any batteries or the right whatever ac adapter or something. so it's retarted. end. 99 red balloons-goldfinger
3/20/04 @12:01AM
like whoa. i found my (TRUCKER HAT). i decided it'd be fun to take pictures. with my crappy $10 web cam. lol. check it out though. then post on my tagboard and tell me if you think it looks good or not. i *heart* it. oh, and don't be a pussy, leave your name. kthanx.
i'm out. watching 8 mile
3/19/04 @10:03PM
today was pretty good. i went to phils at noonish.. and seth was there. and we played for like an hour, and then we sat around and listened to music. fun fun.
then later tonight, i convinced my mom to bring me to the mall. since i had $20 and it was burning a hole in my pocket. so on the ride there, i felt like such an idiot. i sat in gum. i mean, what the fuck was gum doing on a car seat anyways? i mean, i never go in my mom's car, my sister doesn't either, and my mom doesn't chew gum. so anyways, what really pissed me off was the fact that it was white gum on my black dickies. so that meant i had to get it off. and this was the worst part. i took some of my mom's hairspray, and sprayed my ass so i could get it off. and so i could see what i was doing, i had to turn around in the seat, open the mirror, turn on the light, and put my ass about 3 inches away from the mirror to see what i was doing. it was so bad... and i didn't even get all of it off. so anyways. i got to the mall. i baught a labret and retainer set for $14. and then a set of 8 um... balls. yeah, they go onto the labret so i don't have to wear the retarted one they gave me. and that was marked from $8 to 50 cents. preeeety cool. and then i went into pacsun just to look around. and i found the greatest deal on dickies of my life. yeah, i was looking in clearance, and it was buy one get one free. so i found two pairs of dickies, grey and red, and they were $30. so i got two pairs for $30. that's less than one pair at regular price. hotness... so yes. tonight. very good. skank by numbers-mustard plug
3/19/04 @10:50AM
wow. something just happened. and it's helarious. someone (let's not use names. let's call them blank.) that i really don't get along with at all had someone ask me to teach them to make layouts. that's pathetic. and they expected me to make them one. it's like, god. i don't even have time to make one for myself. nevermind someone else. someone i don't even like. so yes. i needed to share that. or else i would have died from laughing so hard. ha, i'm such a bitch. all in black-alkaline trio
3/18/04 @11:10PM
i hate html. 'nuff said. face or kneecaps-movielife (for about the 23873850278th time tonight
3/18/04 @9:39PM
today. today. nothing today. i talked to keri today. for the first time in like. god, i have no idea how long. because i read something in her journal about freya. and yeah. i know her. AND I MISS YOU FREYA, GODAMNIT!
like whoa. i think i need to add something to my by me page. badly. i wrote so much more. and it's just the HOTNESS. i want to conquer the world-bad religion
3/18/04 @4:38PM
today me and axel broke up. preeety cool. yeah, i'm glad. he's actually the one who dumped me, but it was my fault. because a block during art, i wouldn't talk to him. and then d block in tech, i wouldn't talk at all. except to josh, because that kid's cool. and he's my partner. so anyways. he (axel) was trying to talk to me, i wouldn't talk back. he got mad. asked if i wanted to break up with him. i didn't answer. then he asked if i wanted to stay with him. 'still didn't answer. so he just says "we're not going out anymore." it's like, my god. that's how you dump someone? that's lame. so yeah. i'm single. and i'm glad. lol.
mm. later i'm going back to my mom's house to get my bass. and then i can play in my basement and it's gonna be the hotness. ohh yeah. then i think i'm going to phils and am gonna be there all day. so yeah. fun fun.
today, i was riding home on my bus. and some girl from the highschool got off... and she had the coolest hair i have ever seen. well. no. but it still looked pretty damn good. it was like, light brown, and then underneith, it was like, black. it was like, WHOA. lol. it looked really good too. very fake. but good. lol.
i think it's time that i get my content up. so i'm off. or not. all on black-alkaline trio
3/17/04 @9:08PM
like woah. today kicked ass. well, after school that is. for some reason, phil brought his acoustic guitar to school. so on the ride home, while we were waiting at the highschool, i tuned it for him. then i started playing. even though it wasn't tuned because i was terrified of breaking one of the strings. so i kinda left it. it sounded like crap, but very fun. oh, and i'm in a band. i'm pretty sure. it's called tonights forever end. with phil, seth and ian. we sound good. even though ian showed up an hour late. lol. seth picked me up at 5:45'ish and we drove to phils. played for a while. i made up some stuff on my bass. they sound really good. i'm pretty physhed about this. i think. lol. anyways. yeaah.
new layout. if you havn't already noticed. don't go clicking things just yet. the blog is the only thing working right now. because i'm fixing the links so that they open up in new windows and have like, all this cool stuff going on. it's gonna kick ass when i get it up. the lyrics are from a song from alkaline trio, called radio. good song. very good song. so yeah. and i found the radio from just a google search. and it looked so old. i loved it. and i decided i wanted a kind of retro 70's layout. i guess. so that's where the colors come from. it's an actual non-black layout... and i love it. lol. i'm in the middle of working on one of the pages with the content on it. i know how i want everything to look, and it's gonna look so good. it's insane. ok, i offically have no life. whatsoever. i'm getting excited over web design. xD
oh, in my social studies class we have this new kid. well, two. but one came in today, and he sits right next to me. he's kinda... creepy. ok, well, really creepy. his name is kenan, and he doesn't talk at all. and just kinda... stares. i don't want to sit next to him. *sob* he freaks me out...
oh god, what else. jen might be over her mono. i *heart* it. lol. because i havn't been tired at all for two days. count 'em. TWO. lol. and i've stayed up until like, 11:30 lately, like i used to do. so that's preeeeety damn cool if you ask me. xD i'm so happy. and i got a doctors note, so i can go back into the play. speaking of the play... i need to learn my lines. right now. make her purr-dance hall crashers
3/16/04 @3:31PM
last night i was bored and i decided it would be fun to pierce my ears. again. yeah, it was like, 11:00 and i wasn't tired at all because i had taken a 3 hour nap earlier that day. and so anyways, i was up in my room, supposed to have been sleeping an hour ago. sitting at my computer listening to music and looking at my earrings, deciding weather or not i wanted to gauge them again. i decided no. and then i found my earrings that i used when i got them pierced for the first time, and that was like... wow, at least 7 years ago. and so i thought it would be nice to pierce my ears again. i didn't steralize anything like i usually do. i'm becoming lazy. so by the crappy light of my stolen hotel lamp, i just pushed the earring through my ear. left it in for a total of about... 4 seconds. and then changed the earring to something not as gaudy as the one i pierced it with. then i did the other one. i pierced them too close to the last one, but it's too late now. those were my 5th ones. tonight i'll prolly do the 6th. just to even things out. and anyways, it's the last ones i can get in before i get to cartalage, and i'm not ready to do that... yet. lol. so yeah, not i have *counts* 13 piercings. yey. is that hot or what. ...or what is more like it. lol.
thismorning i got $10. for free. pretty cool if you ask me. (ha, i rhymed!) anyways, my mom was giving me back my laundary since she went to the laundarymat last night, and she says "i had your sweatshirt and two pairs of pants, along with two pairs of erica's. i found money. is it yours?" and then i told her it was mine, even though it wasn't. and surprisingly, it wasn't erica's either. so she told my mom it was mine. so now i have $21 so when i go to piercing emporium & tattoo this weekend, maybe i can get those super cool earrings i wanted. ohh yeah.
didn't have play rehursal today. nothing was going on after school becuse of this "big snow storm" we're supposed to be getting. i highly doubt it though. but it'd be nice to get a day off of school. in social studies, mr. lapierre kept telling me how i looked like crap. as in, i looked sickly and like i wanted to go to bed. and it's true. exactily how i felt. yey for me. not. so i reeeally didn't want to have rehursal today, because well... obvious reasons. and luckily i didn't. lol.
oh, thismorning i found a hot picture. it's of a radio. so i've decided what my new layout's gonna be. can't tell you yet though. but it's gonna be super hot. and i'm gonna make all my content better and everything. and then maybe... just maybe... if i'm lucky. i'll get hosted and not have to deal with geocities anymore because they're... ewwie. mrs. robinson-simon and garfunkel
3/16/04 @6:14AM
g'morning. or not. i have play rehursal today until five. well, if i get a doctors note, then i have it. lol. i'm not sure if i really want to go. kat is my understudy, and i hear she's getting good, so she should be miss. brooks. not me. maybe. my mom is doing anything she can it seems to get me to drop the play. she's not letting me stay home from school when i despritely need to, because "if i can do a play, i can go to school." which is fucking retarted if you ask me. the play takes 3 hours out of my day only 2-3 times a week. so yeah, she doesn't know what she's talking about.
i want to get hosted. reeal bad. i think i'll make a new layout for mpc, and then try to get a host. since this layout isn't one of my better ones. i have an old one that i liked a lot... it had something to do with a song from my chemical romance. yeahh. it was really good too. i'm not sure why i didn't use it. oh yeah. because i put the wrong font into the code, so i'm too much of a lazy bitch to just go through and change it. lol. i might want to do something with thursday. or some good band like that. i'm not sure yet. but i need to get hosted. real bad. and it sucks, because it's like, impossible for me to find one. and there are a couple of sites i really like and would like to get hosted by them, but i don't know if they host. and then i have to download ftp on this crappy computer, so that'll take like, at least an hour. and just all this stuff i need to do for it. wow. well, i'll get it all figured out, right? of course i will. boys on the docks-dropkick murphys
3/15/04 @3:05PM
today was a... day. it didn't really seem as though much went on. kind of like it felw past me in a blur, and i just watched. in tech, i failed a test (got a 56) and me and josh worked on building our tower. pretty cool. um, i got a 7 on a math quiz, so that's pretty good. i almost understood it, which really amaized me. nothing else really happened. during lunch me and dave hung out, being ourselves, not usually a good thing. in science me and josh tried writing notes because we were watching a movie. but the sub was giving us those "i'm-gonna-kill-you-if-you-don't-with-the-godamn-notes" look. so we gave up. i was so tired on my walk home from school. there's this steep hill that i half to walk down, and today i guess i didn't have the energy to. i ended up falling down. haha, lucky me. my face hit the tar, but i only have a couple of small scratches. so they'll be gone soon. thank god. then it took too much energy to stand up, so i just kinda sat there for a little bit. but might i say, i was pretty damn comfertable once i picked my head up off that damn road. lol.
tonight i'm making another shirt. kinda. i was on google.com last night looking up pictures of nothing for no reason. and i typed in "ska" because i'm thinking about making a ska layout for here soon. and i found a picture of a guy in a suit and he's skanking, and underneith him it says "ska" and on his side there's ska checks. so i decided i wanted to put that on a shirt, since i found my iron-on transfers the other day. and i have like, two plain white shirts left. and so then i drew a picture and it's got a background of ska checks, and then a red heart in the middle. that's going duh, where my heart is, and then the guy who's skanking is going on my right shoulder. hot? you bet.
i think friday night i'm gonna ask my mom to take me to the mall... i have $11 and i need more captive balls for my lip ring. yesterday i had it for a month. it's not totally healed yet, and i'm not supposed to take it out. but i do. for band, and when i want to eat something. because the ring gets in the way. and it just pisses me off. i'm getting good at putting it back in too. well, anyways, all i have right now is a silver ball for the inside, which i can't stand, because well, it's not very pretty. since the ring's silver. and i don't like to wear just plain silver jewelry. i want colors. and i think i might go back to the place where i got it pierced and get new earrings. because i saw this super hot pair of green earrings, like the clear ones i have now (that are missing a ball... THANKS JENNA) and i think they're either a 6G or 4G. which is fine with be, because now my ears are apparently an 8G, but it's at least a 6. but that's ok, because the earrings are super cool and green. xD lol.
well, that's it for me now. new girl-suicide machines
3/14/04 @7:38PM
today was a shitty day. literally. i decided i wanted to do all my laundary, so i took it all and did one load, it was fine. then i did the second one... i was going to get the clothes out, but no, i couldn't. the washing machine backed up, so that ment that shitty water was in it. which it was in my clothes. which ment i was pissed off. so then i tried to let it drain, so i wouldn't have to deal with shit-water. but then after a while, it wouldn't. so i had to take out all the clothes, and squeeze the water out, and so i smelled like it, and the whole house smelled like it, and then i had to wash my clothes in the bathtub because that's the only other place. and it takes forever to do that, because my tub sucks. so now i'm just in an insanely pissed off mood. but at least my clothes are clean. lol.
i sold my skate wheels today. since i'll prolly never use 'em. to my neighbor, ian, for $15. because i'm cheep, kinda. and i sold my deck back to seth, for $15. because again, i am cheep. lol.
i'm still thinking about that dream where i mauled the fuck out of that person with an ax. oh god, it was great. GREAT i tell you. it was so gory, and they were just like, screaming and begging for me to let them live right before i slit their throat. oh god, was it great. i'm talking to josh about it now, and wow, i think i'm scaring him a little. i told erica it, and now she's "afraid to sleep in the same house as me." she already was. ha, i am so sick. it's great. xD
i have been titled "the sex goddess" from dave. ha. it's great. first i was the porn goddess (for obvious reasons) and now this. lol. sorry, i just need to say that, because i think it's helarious. *thinks* maybe i'll sell porn again. if you ask reeal nice, then i'll sell you some. and i'm told it's good porn too. worth the $5. no? lol. just randomness. that's all. but sericously, if you want some, talk to me about it. i'll get it to you, but only if you're super cool. ^_~ lol. time bomb-randid
3/14/04 @10:21AM
i just woke up and i had the two weirdest dreams last night. creepy.
in the first one, i went to the movie store with my mom/dad (i can't be sure which) and mr. lapierre was there. how weird is that. and they moved all the movies around, so i couldn't fucking find the one i wanted. and i was looking for the drama section, because i wanted to find the movie, thirteen, but i couldn't find it. and it was really beginning to piss me off. and mr. lapierre was like, following me, trying to talk to me. and so my mom/dad left, saying that i could pay for my movie. i couldn't find the drama section, so i just grabbed a comedy, and when i went up to pay, they rung me up, and i think it was with mr. lapierre's stuff for something, because it came to $12 or $14, and i only had $6 in my pocket. so i just got all frustrated (i was really badly in the first place) so i threw the $6 at the counter and just fucking left. i was so pissed off and just started to walk down to fred's, ignoring the fact that my dad/mom was parked in the parking lot. and then like, people came to talk to me about my anger. weird or what.
then in the other one, i was like, at the highschool, but it was like a castle. and the best western was in it, with the swimming pool. so it was like a swimming pool castle. and i was supposed to become this fish/pirate thing, so "father" or whatever you are supposed to call him, was teaching me how to swim, and to catch fish, and then kill them, for their bones/eyes so i could become a pirate or something. and so i was catching fish and killing them, then throwing them back in the water. but i was swimming to catch them with my hands. and then i got pissed and i decided that i wasn't going to catch fish. so i started killing people instead. but i couldn't find enough of the bones/eyes that i needed to throw into the pool, so i found someone (now lets not name names) and they were covered in eyes, and so i decided hey, lets kill them. and i had a partner and they helped too. and i like, brutally killed this person, like, smashed them in the face with an ax, and then just hacked off pieces of their body and threw them into the pool. ohh, it was great. lol. and then i got turned into an umpa lumpa, after all my hard work. so i was an umpa lumpa/pirate. which is pretty damn cool if you ask me. and then i woke up. aren't i one sick fuck? *ohh... yes you are, jen.*
today i am doing... nothing. i looked up tickets for the st. patrick's day show for the dropkick murphys, they're playing in boston for like a week, but all the shows are sold out. except for the over 21 show, which is retarted. and so that brings me to this idea i came up with yesterday. if someone my age got a liver transplant from someone who was 21 or over, you liver would be 21, so, could you go to the bar and ask for a drink? because that's what they're really worried about, your liver being mature, and it would be, so could you do that? i told that to my mom and she started laughing so hard. it was helarious. then she said that if that happened to me, she'd let me drink whenever i wanted to. then i asked her if she'd let me drink now, and she gave me a wine cooler. mmm. so that was my night last night? just drinking wine coolers all by my lonesome. lol. the end. this could be love-alkaline trio
3/13/04 @12:11PM
misplaced_by_closeness is up! finally. after, wow... a day. lol. thismorning i got the name and everything, and now it's up. it's basically the same as notworth20cents. but i had to move it for personal reasons. and because i needed a new name. something that seemed more like me. and anyways, notworth20cents is my screenname, so that's kinda lame. lol. the content is here. i just havn't put up the links yet. i'm to lazy to right now. but they'll prolly be up sometime later today or tonight.
last night there was a dance. mike v. showed up. i havn't seen him in like, nine months. it was insane. as soon as i saw him i gave him the biggest hug ever. lol. and so yeah. we had a good time, hung out. fun fun. just like old times. next weekend he'll be at his mom's house. maybe we'll hang out. i hope. since we live close together, we'll prolly just walk and meet eachother somewhere. have fun. you know, like last year. wow... some good times.
i had play rehursal thismorning. but mrs. belsile wouldn't let me come, because my doctor didn't give me a godamn note saying it was ok for me to do the play with mono. that's retarted. so she made me go home. and it really pissed me off because i got up at seven, so i could be there for eight, and then she just tells me go home. it's gay.
anyways, i think i should maybe put up the links now. later. swordfish-dead milkmen
