Daily

Friends and Socializing
Everyday, I would experience alot withi 24 hours. I am usually one of the typical kids you would see down thw block. A normal, school kid with friends. I a not the type of 'popular' girl nor 'I don't know this girl' girl. Yes, I hangout with a big crowd that are known mostly in our school but not me, like I said, I'm a shy type and whenever there's a group conversation I would be just listening to them. Besides, what am I going to tell them anyway? I don't have that exciting life like Happy, who is very confident in chatting to most of our seniors. I would'nt have the guts to so that. And Nihaya, who traveled and done some of the exciting things in life. My parents are always busy. Bayaco, who has a cheerful attitude and can get along any stranger she meets. Like I said, I'm a shy type. Arafat, a fun guy and just like Bayaco, he can get along just fine. I, on the other hand, have nothing to do with people. I'm an introvert and I hope that one day, I could change that.

School
There is not a day that goes by where I have nothing to worry about in school. I worry about my grades, about quizzes, my over-all performances, me passing here in ISED, exams...! I have ALOT of things to worry about! And it's scary, I sometimes don't get enough sleep, I don't have enough time with my own family and and I have chores to do. I would usually participate on class activities, eventhough I'm not into it, as long as I get my grades high, it's fine and I like participating.

Family
It's very normal in our to hear yelling, it's not that we fight all the time, but my mother would suddenly yell out of the blue. She would often tell us that it's her normal voice and that she didn't mean it. But I would like to think of that as a lie because she's got anger issues like the rest of her family. And the fact that she gets angry and not mean it, pisses me of. Though I don't show it.
Whenever me and my family were eating dinner together, my big sister would ask something. That also irritates me. Her curiosity is a magrine in the head and even the most 'common sense' thing she would ask. She would also debate at times and play pranks on us and her jokes would be one of te worst. She mostly pisses our mother because she think she's an 'easy target' and everytime she does something wrong on purpose, she would say 'I didn't know that would happen' and it makes my blood boil. I would say something like, 'of course that would happen! What'd you expect!?' and so on goes the arguement... It's also the same with the whole family, especially us, sisters.

The Bright Side
After reading all this you might think I have such an unpleasant life but that's not really true. I may be a little out of place with my friends but they love me just the way I am, we still hangout and have fun like every other group of friends would do. Yes,we might have a big differnce between our personalities but that doesn't stop us from being together, we laugh, have fun, would give eachother a shoulder to cry on and just, live the moment. And my school work aren't a problem to me because I have good grades and I have not failed, not even once and I am not looking forward to the day that I do because, let's face it, if I do, my parents would give me a sermon to remember and don't want that to happen. And between my family and I, our arguements would only be a piece of trash after 15 seconds or so. We still love eachother that's for sure even if it is cringey to say. I wouldn't hate my life if I was in nuetral mode. My life is just fine without ponies and fairies because I have nothing to regret on having.