| Tired
By Prinsesa That�s what I am. I�m just so damn tired of it all. It�s a repetition, all of it, an unending, energy consuming cycle that uses up all my strength and continuously feeds my frustration. It�s not monotony. No. Far from it. This cycle inspires so much emotion in me. So much pain, so much anger, so much impatience� that it uses up my strength almost as fast as I can replenish it. I am equipped for pain. That, I know. I went through almost two years of heartbreaking sorrow and managed to come out of it without any lasting scars. But I do not know if I can handle this hopelessness and despair. I certainly don�t know if can go through it day by day by day. I think I need a break. Maybe I have to end it. Maybe I have to get out. This is one cycle that I am unable to go along with. Each and every day I see myself attempting to fight it, appealing for change, wanting the pain to end. But it does not. It goes on and on. Frustrations, anger, and eventually, exhaustion. Over and over and over. |
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