| Untitled by � bRaT � My mind would always go back to that day. The very last day when he took me into his arms in a warm and living embrace, and whispered �I love you� into my ear. It was all he did, yet he made me feel at that very moment that in his heart, I , only I, nothing and no one else, had mattered to him. It was the same with me. Then I knew. It is possible to care for a person too much that it seems like your life is regulated by the very beating of his heart, and that without him, living would seem like existing as an empty shell, insipid and senseless. It is possible to devote yourself to someone so much, that you are willing to give everything and do anything, even sacrifice your own happiness, to never see him hurt. It is possible to be begotten by someone through a glance or a simple smile that can melt your heart and make you forget all your anger. It is possible to care for someone more than you do for yourself, and ignore the pain and the hurting that you feel inside, as long as you know that he is happy. It is possible to have the power to change things, to be able to live your life the way you yourself want to, but still not do so for the fear of losing him. It is possible to forgive all past mistakes, large or small, but let yourself be condemned for a little error, and even be sorry for it. It is possible to give all you have, and all you can, not get enough in return, and still think you are extremely lucky. It is possible to withstand hardships for the sake of somebody else, to keep it all inside you and never breathe a word, and endure everything you are going through for the sake of him. It is possible to stare into a person�s eyes and feel that without him, you would not want to go on. It is possible to live uncontented and incomplete because of a desire for a person, but still go on as such because you know that he no longer finds happiness in you, but in something or someone else. It is possible to be free to do all that you ever wanted and still all you wish to do is to have the person who has stopped you from doing all these things before, back. It is possible to live only the shadow of the former life you have led, hindered with a thousand restrictions, but still remain happy beyond words. All of these things are possible. All of these happened to me. Still, I would be willing to go through these all over again, just to be back in his arms again, and hear him whisper �I love you� in my ear. |
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