| STUFF I WROTE DOWN ! :) |
| Just a lil about this 1..i wrote it during maths when i was in a pretty fuct mood..couldnt even concentrate on the damm bored but yea newayz...... What am i good at? I'd like to know , can you show me a , reason why ? To stay on this earth ALIVE!! NO! Don't play me like your fool , i don't know shit , but when it comes to the heart i am legit, i cant commit to this lie , im honest an i wanna DIE!!!! I don't live , by your time , i stay inside , and burn alive , don't save me , i like it here . If i go out there i , will burst into tears, don't take me away from my hell, it's safe inside no one penetrates my shell this way you can't tell , so you don't see , you dont care , you cant see how i am so fucKIN SCARED!!! 4 X 2 = 8 now what the fuck has that got to do with entering heavens gates , why learn , i always forget , has it ever helped me in any way? did it enlighten the peolpe in dismay ? did it ever stop me , from taking my LIFE AWAY!!! I look at the board can't see shit i dont know why , am i normal? am i even a fuckin guy? is it true that my whole lifes been a FUCKING LIE!!! Yes a waste of time , iv'e been sick and so fucking sad , inside peoples minds is pity and disbelief , how can a guy like this even EXIST? ARGGGGGH FUCK! When inside i feel the pain i start to dig my own grave , 6 feet under and i see the hoes , i see the hyprocrits and all there shit, but now its all gone and i cant do SHIT....ARGGGGGGGGGGH!..... FUCK! I look up and i see shit , now i don't look i hide from all peoples lies i spent the whole day drawing and wrting down what ever was on my mind , i try hard not to think, do you know how hard it is? i think i'd RATHER BE DEAD!!! I live within myself and slowly go INSANE!!! I don't want to return but i dont want , the rest to burn, come with me , to a better place, in this world YOU DONT GET FUCKED IN THE FACE!!!! BACK |