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Aug 2-- For some strange reason, I'm really craving doughnuts. Not the crappy kind they have here in Australia, but a real, yummy, Tim Hortons French Cruller. Oh, the frustrations of not being in Canada. I miss Dill Pickle chips too. And I'd sell my soul to Satan for a Harvey's Veggie Burger with extra pickles.
Aug 14-- God I've been slack. I can't seem to get my head straight long enough to write anything down. Rugby is done, and I have no social life. Jason and I are supposed to go to Sydney sometime soon to pick out a guitar for him to learn on. Been baking cakes of late... I think yesterday was Alicia's birthday. Where the fuck has the time gone? I can't believe I've been sitting around doing nothing for 8 months. Sometimes my face hurts from smiling. Other times, it's just from pretending to smile.
Aug 17-- Jason and I are going to Sydney today. Perfect timing, as Sam has toncilitis, which the doctor reckons is very contagious. Goody for me... infections with no doctors visit possible, and hence no prescriptions. I guess I'll give Dani a ring while I'm in Sydney, and see if she wants to entertain me while Jason is attending whatever it is he's going to attend. I've had a sort of mental breakthrough the last couple days, the problem now is putting it into action. Patience, Daniel-san.
Aug 21-- It never ceases to amaze me that one person (namely me) can go from one extreme mood (happiness) to another (feeling shitty) in such a short period of time. I had a pretty good time on the weekend. Jason and I spent Saturday watching the Sydney University rugby match, and then the Test Match vs. South Africa. We managed to find him a guitar, and I'll give Jason his first lesson tonight. Kiley has been trying to cheer me up with photos from home. That made me realise how long I tried to hide my mental illness from my friends. I always told them, but I still (unintentionally perhaps) put on a happy face when we went out places.
Aug 23-- It's just after midnight, and the cats are busy doing their ninja routine. Highly entertaining provided you can deal with being used as a ramp for airborne ninja manouvers. I'm starting to have problems sleeping again, which hasn't happened in a while. Suddenly the idea of laying down in bed to go to sleep is not very appealling. I'd rather stay up and stare at this stupid screen, hoping suddenly the things I write will make sense. Unlikely, I imagine. I'm realizing, as I read this stuff, how strange it is to see your life summed up. I'm wondering what it'd look like if I wrote out my life story like this. I'm afraid it would make my whole life seem rather dull. I suppose in reality it kinda is. I guess I could do something different. I could write my 'blog in advance, in an attempt to predict the future.
Aug 24-- I was looking at some of those flashier weblog pages a while back. Often they have little icons to show what mood the person was in that day. I'm glad I don't have that. The truth is, I'm just a miserable bastard, and those icons are the equivalent of asking me what mood I'm in. I'd only end up answering that I'm miserable every day. Today is the day Telstra is supposed to come and hook up the phone and Surprise!!! they're not coming. I've never seen or heard of a business that is this slack. So once again I'm going to spend my day sitting around looking at this stupid computer, trying to entertain myself with Freecell and Age of Empires. This time without access to the internet has given me the chance to update my webpage a bit. That would be great, if my webpage served any purpose at all.
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