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Sept 26-- Admittedly I've been totally slack about maintaining this whole weblog thingy. The truth is, I don't really want people to know what I'm feeling. Or perhaps I do, but I don't want everyone to think I want them to know. Fuck, I don't know. I've been depressed. Like really really depressed. That sort of "what if I died" kind of depressed. I've also been really lazy. I have no social life, and the highlight of my day is checking my e-mail. I'm not terribly homesick anymore, but I'm afraid that's because I'm at a "coming to terms with life" sort of stage. That worries me a little. On the current events side of things, there's that whole NYC thing. I hate being such a bastard, but to me it was just another story on the news. The US bombs the hell out of countries all the time, killing 6000 people, and I've never been to church or signed a condolence book for that either. I understand that lots of people lost friends and relatives, but I didn't, and I don't know anyone who did. Frankly I'm tired of hearing about it, and I wish America would just hurry up and be done with their bombings and such.
Sept 28-- In the past week, I've finally had a chance to get some work here. I've gone from looking desperately for a band to having two, and I think I shouldn't have too much difficulty locating more work now, because I've finally found the right place to look. I'm gonna have to borrow an amp from Mike V. so I can go to my audition next week, but I'll just rent one until I get a new amp. Or perhaps I'll just keep renting. I don't really want more crap around. And amps are such a pain in the ass. My mood hasn't improved even the slightest. I was really expecting some improvement since my chances of gainful employment have jumped, but nope. I still spend all day sitting around longing for stimulating conversation. The cats are a bit too slow for me.
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