Wow, okay, so a whole bunch of shiniznal changed.
My dad was just checked into the hospital this morning. NO NO- He's fine, well, at least his LUNGS and other stuff are, he's there for gall stones (which REALLY suck) and pancreas problems. He's going to be stuck in there until April 6th or 7th, which changes my plans of quitting on May 9th...because if I smoke and see my dad, he will start smoking, and hence, it will be my fault.
So, the NEW plan is to quit smoking on April 5, a tuesday. Yes, this throws off the "fat ass removal" part of my plan, know to some of you as the UBF, unsightly blubber factor, but, I believe that this is a bit more important than that. Because, my main goal from the beginning was to get him to quit smoking.
So, needless to say, I am EXCEEDINGLY nervous. I'll start my meds tomorrow (doc said take for two days before quitting) and then I can quit on tuesday...Oh God, be with me now.
I'll just be really careful in the meantime to drink crap loads of water and other healthy fluids (coffee, diet coke with lime...well, coffee has calcium with milk, right? and diet coke with LIME, fruit, ha!) And just stick to my 1200 calorie...of course, it'll probably help if I just do the "Avoiding eating" thing for the next two days, to help shrink my stomach.
I'm currently checking my stock of Benedryl and Simply Sleep (Benedryl has the same stuff in it that Ativan has, i.e., keep the "Dragon*" at bay, Simply sleep....look, if you don't know what that's for, I can't help you)
Well, we'll see how I feel tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day *bites nails*
*Dragon: To "unleash the dragon" is to allow all of your anger to come out. Everything that people like myself repress. Like, I'm nice and hunky dory as long as I'm drugged up with Zoloft and Nicotine, but REMOVE one of these factors, and it thins the dragon's barrier. Be wary of future illegable log entries, consisting of a myriad of asterics and other curse word innuendos. Sorry, that's life.
