Okay, so I made a doctor's appointment for tomorrow morning, at 10:30. My goals here are to talk with him about juice fasting, sleep meds (to help with the first few nights of withdrawl, which normally include insomnia and night sweats) and something to calm my nerves for the fist few days. Since I've had addiction problems in my family history, and in my personal past, I've decided that I'm only going to ask for a 1 week supply, with no refills, to smack down temptation.
I must admit that I am pretty nervous, as this is the first REAL step to quitting. Yes, I'm losing weight steadily, which is part of the main plan, but this is like, writing it in permanent marker on my mind. The first real step to my evil plan in improving my quality of life. We'll see where it goes from here....
