| For the entirety of our relationship, I have always had a song or two with always remided me of Sonia. Even in the aftermath, there are a few such songs. "With You" - Linkin Park I woke up in a dream today. To the cold of the static, and put my cold feet on the floor. Forgot all about yesterday, remembering, I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore. A little taste of hypocrisy, and I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react. Even though you're so close to me, you're still so distant, and I can't bring you back... It's true, the way I feel, once promise by your face. The sound of your voice, painted on my memories. Even if you're not with me, I'm with you.. You, now I see, keeping everything inside. With you, you, now I see, even when I close my eyes... I hit you and you hit me back, and we fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still. Fine line between this and that, but when things go wrong I pretend that the past isn't real. Now I'm trapped in this memory, and I'm left in the wake of this mistake, slow to react. Even though you're so close to me, you're still so distant and I can't bring you back.... No, I won't let you control my fate, while I'm holding the weight of the world on my concience. No, I won't just sit here and wait, while you're weighin your options. You're makin a fool of me! No, you didn't dare try to say that you don't care, and solmenly swear not to follow me there. No, it ain't like me to beg on my knees. "Oh please, oh, baby, please." Thats NOT how we're doin things! No I'm not upset, and no I'm not angry. I know love is love, and that sometimes it hates me. No, I'm never without you, I'll always be with you. You'll never forget me, I'm keeping you with me! No, I won't let you take me to the end of my rope, while you're burning and torching my soul. No, I'm not you're puppet, and no, no, no, I won't let you go! No matter how far we've come, I can't wait to see tomorrow. No matter how far we've come I, I can't wait to see tomorrow, with you. you now I see, keeping everything inside. With you, you now I see even when I close my eyes.... "Mudshovel" - Staind You take away, I feel the same. All the promises you made to me you made in vain. I lost myself inside your tainted smile again. Cuz you can't feel my ANGER, you can't feel my pain. You can't feel my TORMENT driving me insane. I can't fight these feelings, all they bring is pain. You can't take away, make me whole again. I feel betrayed. Stuck in your ways. And you rip me apart with the brutal things you say. I can't deal with this shit anymore I just look away. You take away, I feel the same. All these promises... You promised only pain. If you take away, and leave me with nothing again. Page 2 |