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"Outside" - Staind
And you, you bring me to my knees, again.
All the times that I could beg you please, in vain.
All the times that I felt insecure, for you.
And I leave my burdens at the door.
But I'm on the outside, and I'm looking in.
I can see through you. See your true colors.
Cuz inside you're ugly. You're ugly like me.
I can see through you, see to the real you.
All the times that I felt like this won't end, it's for you.
And I taste what I could never have, it was from you.
All the times that I cried. My intentions, full of pride.
But I waste more time than anyone.
All the times that I've cried,
All this wasted, it's all inside.
And I feel all this pain,
Stuffed it down, it's back again.
And I lie here in bed.
All alone, I can't mend.
But I feel tomorrow will be ok.
Cuz I'm on the outside, and I'm looking in.
I can see through you, see your true colors.
Cuz inside you're ugly. You're ugly like me.
I can see through you, see to the real you.
"I just thought I would let you know."
"Know what?!"
"That you were happy once...
with me..."
-Ashton Kutcher, Amy Smart
The Butterfly Effect
"Don't Stay" - Linkin Park
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe.
Sometimes I need you to
STAY AWAY FROM ME!
Sometimes I in disbelief I didn't know.
Somehow I need you to go.
Don't stay.
Forget our memories, forget our possibilities.
What you were changing me into
. JUST GIVE ME MYSELF BACK
and don't stay.
Forget our memories, forget our possibilities.
Take all your faithlessness with you
. JUST GIVE ME MYSELF BACK
and don't stay.
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well.
Sometimes I just feel lik
e SCREAMING AT MYSELF!
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know.
Somehow I need to be alone.
I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored.
I don't need one more day, of you wasting me away.
I don't need
you anymore. I don't want to be ignored.
I don't need
one more day, of you wasting me away.
With no apologies.

Don't stay.
Forget our memories, forget our possibilities.
What you were changing me into.
JUST GIVE ME MYSELF BACK
and don't stay.
Forget our memories, forget our possibilities.
Take all your faithlessness with you.
JUST GIVE ME MYSELF BACK
and don't stay!
"My December" - Linkin Park
This is my December.. This is my time of the year.
This is my December.. This is all so clear.
This is my December.. This is my snow covered home.
This is my December.. This is me alone.
And I just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed.
And I take back all the things I said to make you feel like that.
And I just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed.
And I take back all the things that I said to you.
And I'd give it all away, just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away, to have someone to come home to.
This is my December. These are my snow covered trees.
This is me pretending this is all I need.
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