Poems by me!
Dreams

You think that I don't love you
And that you only used to be my dream...
But every night before I go to sleep
I pray I dream about you.
Because only in my dreams can I be near you
In my crazy dreams I hold you
No matter how distant you are.
You think I'm pushing away
All feeling I once had,
That only once upon a time
I wanted you to be mine...
Before bed I sit up thinking why I say
"I wish you were mine"
When I go to sleep, I can see you
But only in my dreams.
You can regret me, forget me,
But I'll still be here.
I ask God to let you be there
Just this once tonight.
You're the sweetest voice I've ever heard,
The most beautiful face I've ever seen
The greatest arms to hold me tight,
I'd have you love me forever if I could,
But I guess it'll just have to be only in my dreams.
And if dreams came true
Then I'd be the luckiest girl alive.

Strangers

Walking around
By myself-strangers all around me
No one talks, or speaks a word.
Familiar strangers-
Quite contradictory
But somehow it makes
A world of sense to me.
It's depressing to see a smile
That doesn't belong to me
Maybe someday,
I'll have a room full of strangers
Who want to talk to me.
But for now, I'll stand alone.



Selfish

I put my heart and soul
Into something
That's important to me
But people say
That all I should
Really care about
Is
Myself
Nice Guy

It's the little things you say
The little things you do
That attract me to you.
I'm trying not to let myself
Feel like this
But I can feel myself falling for you.
You're just a nice guy
Who is stealing my heart
As I speak.
Why do I feel like this?
Damn, I should just enjoy it
Instead of analyzing the situation.
But, this is what I do best.
What purpose is this doing though?
Instead of writing this down
I should just tell you how I feel.
And what would be so hard with that?
I'm so scared, what will come of us?
I'll talk to you about it.
Searching

I'm going to bed
Searching for you
Searching in the shadows
Between my conscienceness and the stars.
I'm going to bed
In hopes of finding you in my dreams.
And waking
Only in the hopes that you'll be in my arms.
I'm going to bed
Because I believe
I'll see you silently breathing
Under the watch of my soul
In the morning.
When I'm searching for you,
Only to find you missing
Because you slipped through my fingertips
And down to my heart
Where I've found you.
Explaination

I assure you
That I didn't want to
Not be your friend.
But you had this premintion
That you could treat me
With whatever
Insolence you wanted,
And I would be there.
You cannot appologize anymore.
I'm sad because, yes, I miss you.
But I cannot talk to you
If you continue
To harass me
Like you own me
or I owe you something.
Under it all,
I wish you would have stopped
So i could be your friend.
But you are not a friend
If you treat me
Like I'm less than human.
I know
You're not sorry
For what you've done
Nor will you ever be.
For the rest of your life,
I'll be known as a bitch.
Something I never wanted,
But somehow
I knew it would come to that.
Are you happy?
I saw you today.
Somewhere between
Here and there.
And I knew
It was a bad idea
To go and find you
Because it made me
Remember
How awesome you are.
Cold

Snow falls gently,
On rooftops and windowsills,
Creating coldness;
Taking away summer.
The breeze blows, and
Snow drifts.
I lay desolate as the snow
On this cold winter morning.
My hands as icy
And the mass of whiteness,
Which engulfs me,
Swallows me and
Makes me disapper
Into the oblivion,

Which was once known as you.
Mismatched Socks

There are hundreds everywhere,
Walking aimlessly around-into nothingness.
Searching for their known pair
Some already finding them, but only to have lost them in
          a flash.
The lucky ones find the one that completes their pair;
Some just remain in the sock drawer.
Back to my home page...
More Jess Poems
Hosted by www.Geocities.ws

1