| ~Many loving changes happen when your not watching~ |
| Heart and body mind and soul two lives intertwining becoming whole Do you have any idea that when you hold me and i look away it's only becouse i fear those words i want you so much to say My heart i can't seem to hide any longer you see my body reacted as soon as your eyes found me My mind keeps telling me it's to much, too soon , to sweet my soul tells me it was truely fate we ever got to meet Then another tomarrow starts and reality again sets in and i realize that we can't finish this so why even begin I cannot push you away , so I choose to set you free you deserve so much more then I could ever be |
| Sometimes loveing someone is more about what your willing to give up then what you think you can't live without |
| It's simply Amazing to me how a man can be capeable of soft kisses, sweet words, a look that you feel all through your soul that makes you feel like the one and only person who is worth his living and breathing for, who can share every piece of himself with you , or so it seems. It's simply Amazing to me how a man can be cold and heartless with words that cut like a knife , a look that almost seems to have the power of taking your life away, hands that strike out in anger as if you were nothing to him or ever would be. or so it seems It's simply Amazing to me that these two men , are one , and in knowing that he puts up a wall , a front, not to hide from you but to protect you from the beast that hides within. The beast within, the only thing he ever fears scares him enough that rather than to give or accept real honest true emotional of Love, He chooses to walk the fence and reach out only when he thinks he is amune to it's effect,Shutting you out not becouse your not enough, but becouse your just enough of everything he wants and needs and he can feel it within. He must push you out, must shut down , it just has to be that way. Or so it seems. It's simply Amazing to me that I know exactly how this feels , and in knowing it , I move along in my life , never Questioning him,letting him go on his way , never asking what could have been for us, never crying becouse i miss what was , and what was possable, what still might be , chooseing not to be the cause of so much Love, that it causes pain within him. I simply close it off and pack it safetly away , and go on to live in a new day. Or so it seems It's simply Amazing to me how two people with so very much inside in common can watch the other just walk away , and never want it back , to just move on, not careing ,not wanting that love , no matter what the cost,Willing to let go of everything they finaly found that ever realy mattered that much. Or so it seems |
| ~puddle of love~ in the chilled wind crouched on one knee she stirs the water and watches whats to be two young lovers in a comfortable embrase she longs to forget things she can't erase he longs for things not part of his life not letting go he harbors his strife she sees them kiss surrounded in hope she knows thay will make it , they can cope he holds back not sharing the hurt and pain she holds back scared he will just leave again yet they give all that they now possably can sharing thier life this woman and this man they will make it , they will pull throgh for the love they found is one thats true |
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