| ~Jump ~ Twisted soul deep within when does it end whered it begin give em your all yet still not enough To fed up with all of this stuff Just one more step I'll be over the edge not even trying this time to reach for the ledge It may be selfish thats the whole idea I had to take care of me , they won't , so see ya no more running not this time no more words left to rhym Just one more step is all it takes One last fall erasing all the mistakes I'm sorry I loved you that I ever cared but what i'm most sorry for is that you wern't ever there Ashes to ashes dust to dust No regrets what i did was a must I love you mommy so please don't cry it just happened theres no reason why It's all to broke and now i have no doubt theres no way to fix it this is the only way out She knew the gun was empty & she knew she couldn't win Her final prayer was answered as she looked within Father forgive me to make it without my gran i can not This may be the only opertunity I got |
| ~Teardrops~ teardrops falling from my eyes i never thought we would say goodbye i guess this means theres nothing more then to turn of the light and shut the door all the boxes are packed and ready to go theres just one thing i want to know how did we get here from there how did i end up unable to care you can have it all it means nothing to me all i ever realy wanted was your heart you see in another life and another time maybe then you could have been mine teardrops falling from my eyes nothing left for us to say but......our last goodbyes |
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| Why; Why did you die, and leave me this way?, there was so much more we had left to say! You were suppost to come home,now your not it wan't always good but your the dad i got. Angel michael says your ok, who's takeing care of me that way? I found a guy who makes me smile, whos gonna take me down the isle? I wanna yell and holler and scream, what would it fix? nothing it seems. So i'll just go on with my life,like you care, you left me alone, hope your happy up there ! |
| Goodbye Meshel , It's hard to Die |
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| It's better to have loved and lost then to never have had thier love |