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BLIND I think I can see but I can be so blind  I think that I know Tha way things are What you want from me but I was so blind And so wrong and stupid because I didnt see That you would dare do this to me And hurt me in tha worst way By taking away my diginity You took away my right And my remaining childish dreams Cos now Im seeing things in black I won't ever be able to go back To tha way I was, trusting and naive And though you thought of me as sweet Im going to use this word I never use I honestley hate you I hate you took advantage of me I hate you didnt stop when I said I hate that you make me cry I hate you make me want to die I don't even know if you realise Tha enormity of what you've done to me But as much as I hate I think I can forgive If you were to somehow let me know That you know you were so wrong And maybe that your sorry Then you can let this hate leave me And allow me to deal with just tha pieces That I have left of my trust in people