That's all I feel when I'm at home
Always feeling out of place
Never having enough space
Completely different from my fellow race
I feel as though I'm a big disgrace
Thought of as a cold hearted bastard
My life heads no where but disaster
Thought as a joke
Wish I would choke
Save us all some pain
Fuck all the strain
I love you my dear
Stop me from the tears
Stop the hate
Don't be irate
Why do you think so poorly of me?
I thought you heard my plea
I go through so much
You add your touch
Is it you I see
Standing over top of me?
Holding me down
Hoping I'll drown
Having your way
Ignoring what I say
Thinking you are always right
Never understanding why we fight
I love you but you can't believe
Can't see the love you've received
Damn your lies
Let me see your eyes
Hold me close while we're in bliss
So I can't find out what I have missed
Lie to my heart so my mind won't tell
Everything you said was phony as hell