Then you'd think it's true
I live so perfect compared to you
A great thinker knowing what's right
Getting advice and being alright
If you've seen my life
Then you've heard it's true
I live so dirty compared to you
A trashed mind hating what's right
Ignoring advice and living my life
If you don't know me
Then you wish you had
If you know me
Then you ignore what I say
Hating what's surely wrong
Speaking outright against it
The exact thing I want
Hating myself and others
Feeling more alone and used
So normal and so ugly
All done and gone
Can't be reversed
I feel so perverse
The ones I trust just hear lies
The ones I hate just want more
Believing what they want
Living the rumors
Now I come to tell you my friend
The reason I write is to tell
The real truth behind the mask
I did what the rumors said
I love what I despies