I have no idea if anybody even looks at this page anymore. I know that I let this go for damn near THREE years! I want to try to keep up on it... maybe. If anybody even looks at this page anymore, send me an email to [email protected] and tell me you exist or something.
I want to say a few things in the mean time. I'm really sorry I let this page go like a slum lord on extended vacation. This past decade has been something of an odd experience altogether. I am not trying to assign blame to anybody, though human nature might point a finger once or twice (that's 1% - 2% of the time, so don't think too much of it).
Truth is, I blame myself for a lot of things. I could spend the rest of my life kicking the hell out of myself with further self-blaming, but I won't do it. I don't have that kind of time, patience, or tolerance for guilt, even if it's my own.
One thing at a time: do I rebuild? Let me know.
