March 31, 2001
So this is what it looks like nowadays? It's smaller. Modern technology is
making everything more compact and potent, even if we're getting
bigger and eating more.
I hemmed and hawed for days until I spoke in front a group of people and realized my hands were wet from fear. My decision was finalized when an old lady, annoyed, snapped at me to "talk louder." I was mumbling incoherently to myself... I've done different drugs in my life. But I never feared this particular one so much. Is it because it's a serious step, not a casual night's fun? No, no, I'm not committing suicide. Good grief. Who do you think I am? Anyone who knows me knows I love life, perhaps more than some. Life just frightens me too. Bottoms up.
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