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"My Dear Friends?"
Two years have gone by
and still you lie
I loved you so,
but you let me go.
I had no money, not a buck
You opened your door,
I thought it was luck.
You bought the pills
that made me ill
Taken by will?
Not established still!
Officials came in and took
your word
All angles not covered
by hasty work.
I am no longer around
and you walk free
on day you'll be in the ground
it is meant to be.
On that day, you'll get your just
To that official, the truth is a
must.
God have mercy on your souls
I loved you all, I loved you so.
written by
Mark J Notaro
(Daddy)
copyright 2003
"We'll Love You Forever"

Laugh your  laugh with childs' glee
Unleash your  soul, you'll feel free

Forget the past

Ignore tomorrow
Live for today
Let go of sorrow.

Rise with the sun
Grasp each new ray
Be grateful for
Each new day.

I might be gone
But, I'm not far
You'll see my face
on every star.

I'll ask our Lord to guide your  thoughts,
put love and peace inside your hearts,
I am the sun,
I am the rain,
I'm soaring free now
There is no pain.

Now all of you blow a kiss to me,
I'll catch them all before I go
then watch for me on a winter day
I'll send them back
in each flake of snow.
We'll Love you forever
"Coleybear"
written by
Ann Marie Angelicla
copyright 2001
"Butterfly Wings"

Nicole you are....
Like butterfly wings and magical things
That only angels know
But, there's emptiness here and nothing is clear
My God where did you go...

Like butterfly wings and beautiful things
only broken hearts can see
I can't bring you home, I am helpless; alone
alone inside of me...

Like butterfly wings, untouchable things
and who will keep you warm
alone in the night, I can't see the light
a cold and driving storm...

Like butterfly wings and far away things
That I can never touch
I am earthbound still, but someday I will
See the girl I miss so much...

Nicole...
You flutterby  as I stand with two open hands
On my heart you are engraved
So I call out  to you for I know if you do,
land on me, I will be saved.
written by
Mary Jo Rubino
(aunt Mingi)
copyright 2002
"Petals in a Jar"

I pulled the petals from each flower
and put them in a glass
Hoping time between us
would somehow seem to pass

Petals in a jar are all that I have now
I held onto you so tightly,
yet, I lost you somehow

More than merely beautiful,
you were moved from deep within
My soul is empty, but for longing to see you again.

The memory of your laughter and anything
you've   touched
Are all so precious to me now for I miss you so much.

Sometimes  I sit and tell myself
that I'll see you again
Then I cast my eyes upon
the petals and the stems

Now I hear your  giggle, smell your skin
and touch your hair
Your fiery spirit fills the room
And I can see you there.

But in an instant, gone again
My lovely, sweet Nicole
Once more, the petals in a jar
are all I have left to hold
But hold onto them, I surely will
it's what I need to do
Giving thanks to God each day
for having a child like you

Some people you let go of ,
some you don't let go to far
The very best you hold forever
Just like petals in a jar
written by
Joanne Notaro
(mommy)]
copyright2001
"The Month Of May"
written for
Mommy

Mother, you gave me life
Mother, you always gave good advice

You seen right through me all the while,
While all the others where in denial

I should have listened, instead of shun
You know there was nothing you could have done

Things happen one way or another
I am sorry I had to make you suffer

Rid of all the hate, cutting like a knife
Please get on with your life.

The Master works in cleaver ways
All the others will get their day.

It's nice to see you almost every day
especially in the month of May.

Question if you must, but just for awhile
This will surely make me smile.

To know you found peace within yourself,
will make me content within myself

I'll be waiting to see you one sunny day,
I hope it's in the month of May.
Happy Mother's Day
Love Coley
written by Mark J. Notaro
copyright 2003
"Nicole"

One year without...
Where has all this time gone.
We love and miss you Coley
It's lonely here without you..
But, our lives must still go on
If we could only see your lovely face
and hear you call our names...
Maybe just for a moment
our lives would seem the same.
You are always in our hearts,
You are always in our prayers
We know someday we will see you
and our heartache will go away.
written by
Amy Notaro
(Grammy)
copyright2002
"MY TREASURE"

I buried my treasure upon the hill
All was done against my will
I visit my treasure everyday,
only to leave in a state of dismay

Remembering days, not long ago
I'd take my treasure high and low
with my treasure by my side
She gave me joy, She gave my pride

Years go by and still I cry
I guess until the day I die.

Not by shovel
Not by sweat,
One day my treasure
I will get

Not in this world, perhaps another
I and my treasure will discover
Our time apart was only short
For here in eternity, we'll go forth.

I buried my treasure upon the hill
All was done by His will.
written by
Mark J. Notaro
(daddy)
copright 2003
"Calling all Angels"

Calling all angels, Nicole this means you too...
Your family is crying, we really miss you.
Our hearts are broken, we are hurting so bad
We never beleived we could feel this sad.
We visit your grave everyday,
Sometimes to think, always to pray
We can't understand what this was all  for,
What we wouldn't do to see you
come through the door.
We know your with Jesus, you walk
in His light...
Your angel wings glowing and
shining so bright.
But, Coley, please give us a sign...
Please let us know that everything is fine.

Mommy, Daddy, Nina, it's me Coley,
please dry your tears...
Where I  am now there are no fears.
Jesus was there, he held me tight...
I held onto his hand as I walked to the light.
He helped me find Baka, Uncle Jackie too..
PopPop Tiny is here, he also loves you.
Please know that  you will get to see me again...
Jesus reminds me every now and then.
So go look out your window at night..
The first star you see, is a sign from Heaven to
you just from me.
The reason this one is shining so bright...
Is because all of my love is contained
in its light.
Let all of the light shine into your hearts,
the pain will stop hurting the healing will  start.
I know you will have good days and bad one too,
But, remember I am always right there
with you.
written by
Ann Marie Angelicola
copyright 2001
"Nicole's Poetry"
Please do not take or use
these poems
They were written just for Nicole
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