情陷半生
這是一個真實的故事， 我寫出來是希望可以解開心中的一個結，生命的脆弱與無常在這個春夏交替的日子充分顯現出現， 我不想有天當我離開這個世界的時候，
仍然要帶著 一個困擾了我大半生的心結。 這不是一個可歌可泣的驚人故事。 相反， 只是一個愚蠢及自私的人所犯下無法彌補的錯誤。
文章中提及人與事都是真實的存在. 所以, 若因此引起任何人的不便, 謹此致歉.
引言
2003年是香港最不安的一年， SARS非典浩劫使我們明白到生命是多麼的無常， 而我亦是在這些日子中，確實了她---Maggie已舉家移民加拿大的消息。
有些朋友認為我相當無聊， 二十多年來，口袋裏仍放著她的黑白照片。畢竟初戀總是令人難以忘懷。我曾經對她說過會愛她一生一世，原來這個諾言真的陪伴我的一生。
又或許是失去的總是最美好。而我最痛的是我明白了她當年沒有最愛的人在身邊的感受。但現實是兩個曾經相愛的人, 正活在兩個不同的世界之中.
When two worlds drift apart
We turned the water into wine. But it didn't last. We were
the victims of our age.
Now we live in different floor. And go our separate ways. And talk behind close
doors.
We changed our world. Waiting for it all to end. It's such a shame but who's
to blame?
When two worlds drift apart. We used to sit around the fire. And whisper words
the world outside. Would make no claim to hear. But now we talk an octave higher.
By droning tones that. Don't relate it all to yester year.
We changed our world,
Waiting for it all to end. It's such a shame but who's to blame. When two worlds
drift apart!
Do you remember when we were seventeen?
We took a boat out for an hour. But we preferred this greenery to the scenery
of the sea.
And tied up in some cosy cove till harbour lights appeared across the bay.
Into love and out of mind. A poet claimed that loving you has only made me blind.
But love is really crystal clear. It's only when you need someone, the clouds
will soon appear.
We changed our world, Waiting for it all to end.
It's such a shame but who's to blame? When two worlds drift apart
Do you remember? When laughter was the cure for all the hard times that we knew.
But we forgot to feed the fire and let all burn down.
Warmth returns to cold , And poison into pain.
It's such a shame but who's to blame ? When two worlds drift apart
P.Sills
第一章 邂逅
第二章 表白
第三章 初戀
第四章 愚昧
第五章 分手
第六章 矛盾
第七章 懦弱
第八章 絕望
第九章 勇氣
第十章 一封不能寄出的信